No phone
So firstly Facebook is terrible because you never think about calling anyone and seeing how they are because everyone posts their damn status' so you just figure everyone is good. How stupid is that? Everytime I think about calling certain people I'm like well I see them on FB all the time and they seem good so I won't. But who knows maybe I should be calling.
My friends sister committed suicide on Wed. morning. She was 20 and she threw herself into a train in Northport. I mean you need to really want to die if you can actually throw yourself into a train. I feel awful about it. i feel awful for all the times I thought I wanted to die. But then I remember I had to rise about the pain i thought I felt and remember there are actually people who care. It sucks. She left her whole family and friends devastated. No one knew. NO ONE knew she was suicidal. I mean you never know what someone is really feeling I guess. How terrible is all I can think.
I keep apologizing for calling people and my friend Sara brought up a good point. Why the fuck are we apologizing now? It's like I"m sorry I called I should have text you instead. NO! I shouldn't have sent you a inpersonal fucking text message. I should have called because I wanted to hear your voice. I"m not going to apologize anymore so fuck you people who don't actually want to hear my voice.
This Halloween will surely suck.
I'm going to Seattle in June to see the new Nirvana museum full of stuff contributed by Krist, Dave and others. Plus I've always wanted to see that city anyhow. My mom said she'd go with me since I can't seem to find anyone willing to go.
My friends sister committed suicide on Wed. morning. She was 20 and she threw herself into a train in Northport. I mean you need to really want to die if you can actually throw yourself into a train. I feel awful about it. i feel awful for all the times I thought I wanted to die. But then I remember I had to rise about the pain i thought I felt and remember there are actually people who care. It sucks. She left her whole family and friends devastated. No one knew. NO ONE knew she was suicidal. I mean you never know what someone is really feeling I guess. How terrible is all I can think.
I keep apologizing for calling people and my friend Sara brought up a good point. Why the fuck are we apologizing now? It's like I"m sorry I called I should have text you instead. NO! I shouldn't have sent you a inpersonal fucking text message. I should have called because I wanted to hear your voice. I"m not going to apologize anymore so fuck you people who don't actually want to hear my voice.
This Halloween will surely suck.
I'm going to Seattle in June to see the new Nirvana museum full of stuff contributed by Krist, Dave and others. Plus I've always wanted to see that city anyhow. My mom said she'd go with me since I can't seem to find anyone willing to go.