Nov 01, 2008 19:52
It's one of those days where you miss all the people you don't talk to. You look at photographs and try to imagine how their life is and why exactly you never make the phone call. I'm in my house on a saturday and there are 2 partys I know of but I don't want to leave the comfort of sitting in my pajamas. I went to a party yesterday and I didn't know a single person except the girl who invited me. She was the hostess though so I barely got to speak with her. I was the only one not dressed in a costume which I didn't see coming. I mean where are all the people who don't dress up? Anyway I spent a majority of the night talking to someone dressed up as a Beatle. I can't decide if I had a good time or not. It was just different. That was my monthly do something that makes me uncomfortable but causes me to socialize more. My mother and I's relationship is the best that it's been in years and it scares me because I want it to last but I know it will not. I think I want to start a puzzle. I dunno I really wanted to post something that was more than a two line I feel ok.