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Cause I'm feeling like
I might need to be near you
And I feel alright, so please
Don't get me rescued...
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i feel like i have done so much and nothing all at the same time lately. i have been pretty social lately. spring break was much needed but it also didn't help me get motivated to get any work finished.
i am really mad at myself right now. sunday was the last day to submit work into the student art show. i bought frames for my photos but didn't put the pictures in them or anything when i got the frames. i didnt notice but i bought the wrong kind of frames! i bought the kind that stand up and not the kind that hang on the wall. so then i thought i had the hooks and wire to rig them up anyway but i couldnt find them in my mess of a room. i was rushing to come home from njit and i got stuck in traffic and it took me so so long to get home that i missed the deadline.
today they announced who's work got into the show...and all my friends got work in! that makes me feel like my work could have gotten in too. it always gets rejected and maybe on some level i didn't want to submit it b/c i didn't want it to be rejected again but now that i have missed out on it i am really upset. it is my own fault b/c i did wake up in plenty of time to make it home..i just didn't want to leave and then i ended up missing out.
major bummer.
my class tonight was cancelled which excites me to no end. i really didn't want to go to it anyway. i am seriously going to take the time i have tonight to get work done. i really need to. i want my senior show to be awesome. so many people are going to be there to see it. i want to make them proud.
soooo no one tell my parents but it's looking like i just might have to take a class in the summer in order to get my diploma. i don't want to. at all. i have to try to see if i can get myself out of it. again...no one to blame but myself...even though if i had known i needed to retake the course i would have taken it again this semester, but i didn't know sooo now i am screwed.
my dad wants to have a catered party after my graduation. wanna come? let me know because he wants an estimated head count soon.
i think i found a new potential home, but i am not going to get my hopes up b/c we all know what happened the last time.
good things that have happened lately:
hanging out with my post surgery sister
getting to see all my cousins in the last week
meeting baby aj
open mic night
my beautiful mexican surprise
two nights in a row with neil
getting to finally see jencook, saira, and maggie
learning how to play poker
having the weekend off
I might need to be near you
And I feel alright, so please
Don't get me rescued...
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
i feel like i have done so much and nothing all at the same time lately. i have been pretty social lately. spring break was much needed but it also didn't help me get motivated to get any work finished.
i am really mad at myself right now. sunday was the last day to submit work into the student art show. i bought frames for my photos but didn't put the pictures in them or anything when i got the frames. i didnt notice but i bought the wrong kind of frames! i bought the kind that stand up and not the kind that hang on the wall. so then i thought i had the hooks and wire to rig them up anyway but i couldnt find them in my mess of a room. i was rushing to come home from njit and i got stuck in traffic and it took me so so long to get home that i missed the deadline.
today they announced who's work got into the show...and all my friends got work in! that makes me feel like my work could have gotten in too. it always gets rejected and maybe on some level i didn't want to submit it b/c i didn't want it to be rejected again but now that i have missed out on it i am really upset. it is my own fault b/c i did wake up in plenty of time to make it home..i just didn't want to leave and then i ended up missing out.
major bummer.
my class tonight was cancelled which excites me to no end. i really didn't want to go to it anyway. i am seriously going to take the time i have tonight to get work done. i really need to. i want my senior show to be awesome. so many people are going to be there to see it. i want to make them proud.
soooo no one tell my parents but it's looking like i just might have to take a class in the summer in order to get my diploma. i don't want to. at all. i have to try to see if i can get myself out of it. again...no one to blame but myself...even though if i had known i needed to retake the course i would have taken it again this semester, but i didn't know sooo now i am screwed.
my dad wants to have a catered party after my graduation. wanna come? let me know because he wants an estimated head count soon.
i think i found a new potential home, but i am not going to get my hopes up b/c we all know what happened the last time.
good things that have happened lately:
hanging out with my post surgery sister
getting to see all my cousins in the last week
meeting baby aj
open mic night
my beautiful mexican surprise
two nights in a row with neil
getting to finally see jencook, saira, and maggie
learning how to play poker
having the weekend off