Oct 06, 2005 00:07
i poured my heart out
it evaporated
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so i promised myself that i would write my bamiyan buddha paper tonight...but i have like one paragraph so far. i have too much other stuff on my mind right now and the night is still somewhat young.
last night i went to firkin tavern with a bunch of art kids. i had a lot of fun for the most part. i really just like to see everyone and talk to them since i never get to see the graphic design kids anymore. so we get there and order some drinks. i drank mine in like 5 min or less. we were watching gina get beat in air hockey and then we were all standing around and talking amongst ourselves. i am talking to jenfoley and all of the sudden this guy is like hey ladies! so i turned around and said hi. this guy was real tall and real drunk and looked kinda old yet kinda familiar. so he asks my name and then he was like i see you all the time..and i am like really? where? and he tells me that he sees me in the art building because he is a graphics major...i don't really remember ever seeing him, but that's besides the point. so he is talking to me and jen and his friends came over too. and we were both really uncomfortable and felt really awkward and this guy was completely invading my personal space. i was backed up on the air hockey table and then i managed to get around the corner so i had some more free space to step back. i mouthed for my friends to help me, but i was still trapped. then finally pete saved me and i got out of there.
after that it was time for another drink. i go to get my amaretto sour and of course the first thing i do is go for the cherry and when i look into the cup what do i see. besides the cherry. there was a bug floating in it! sooo i was grossed out and they made me a new one. i wanted to get lots of free drinks for having that happen...but that didn't happen for me. so those were the highlights pretty much of my night at the bar.
moral of the story...i attract old creepy people.
on monday this kid came into my store that used to work there and currently works at banana. last year he sent me fake flowers, but i thought he did that because the managers made him. he hasn't talked to me in forever...so he comes in and he needs help with jeans. so i help him and he's all shy and i'm getting all shy, but i help him anyway. he tells louis that he's in love with me and he has been since he worked with me. so he tells me this hours later of course. that night i go home and i find him on myspace and leave him a message. he finally gets back to me tonight. he confessed his love for me. and then i told him i still had the flowers he gave me way back when. he told me that he would give me all the flowers i wanted...and real ones. then he asked me out on a date! so i'm kinda excited, but he's younger than me..but in college..so that's good...but he's still real young..so that's bad.
moral of the story...i can charm the pants off any boy that's barely legal, but i cant find someone my own age to love me.