Oct 18, 2004 22:41
oh my god. OH MY FUCKING GOD i just read the entries in this journal from a while ago. OH MY GOD WHY DIDNT ANYONE FUCKING SLAP ME
every fucking entry i say this is it this is it this is it
but nothing happens
im so fucking stupid what the fuck
i'm going to smoke a cigarette
then do something im going to regret
goodnight, goodnight
i love you