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[kurrburr09]

i love my cousin rach
and my cousin caiti

the two of them make my life so much more worthwhile
honest statement

trying to mend a friendship now
not getting too far yet
but i miss the crazy lady

life is a wild adventure
did you know that?

i'm here trying to make the best of mine
getting to know and accept myself each day
happy about myself
yet hating myself at times
you'll have that

i have so much to do
term 2 has to die

softball's going well
love that sport

things aren't as bad before
but i have an appt with a pscyhologist soon
VERY excited about that

now that i've updated i must go type a 3-5 pager for Cindy Speaker!!
eff me

trying to get by without that best friend i once had
really just want that best friend to be there for me
to tell all those girly gossipy things to
and to just be there when everyone else backs down
to share a genuine bond
i miss that most
now i'm alone
missing the past
dying for someone to care for me as much as i would for them
dying for that sense of belonging and love

"when you're older, you will understand"