in pain...ow...ow...owwy
yeah so wats up people? yeah not much. ohk so yea my title seems wierd but yea its the truth. i woke up 2day from a shyt load of pain on my neck,back, and whole spinal cord. yeah lets just say i had a brush with death. damn but thank god im alright though, me and my brothers. well i'll explain dat in another entry but w/e. n e ways today in skool was alright. im finally back in skool and litteraly ppl came n hugged me n said "hey girl ur back" or "dude!!"(elvis) or "chiiiild what happened to u!" yeah. i fell alseep on my typical 2nd period class...i love n e thing dat deals with medicine n all but, that teacher is boring n she doesnt teach just bookwork. HEY HOW R WE GONNA LEARN MY BOOK WORK INSTEAD OF ACTUALLY DOING THINGS!!! yeah so i caught up with my work in class but i couldnt move much so i asked elvis to crack my neck cuz it was very painful for me to move. so yeah, well it was cool in my 4th period cuz all i had to do was my daily assesment and chill cuz my other class was slow ass hell in doing work. well lunch came and i started talking to my cuzn yeny. shes actually leaving to memphis. dats crazy, ima miss my dumb ass cuzn alot. we went thru alot man n shes like my cuzn dat i sticked to since i was 5. now shes actually leaving. after i finished talking to her i went up to jlo and he gave me this huge hug. it was surprising cuz jlo never gives out hugs but he actually did. i love jlo like dat, when hes not around my idiotic cuzn chero, hes a different person. i mean, when u see him with chero he acts sooo stoopid dat its annoying.(kyra uve seen dat in person it was their fault we got send back from the getco)lol. but when hes not round him, u see another different side of him dat ur gonna love and wish dat he was dat exact person ur talking to. yeah i love seeing that jlo alot, he cheers me up alot with that mask he wears, even if i kno its not longer lasting, i do wish it was though. well after jlo talked to me and gave me a hug, milton called me up to talk to him. well he called me up to say wats up and hows my life treating me. my response............
Jessy: Yeah...uhh wats up
Him: not much, hows life treating u?
Jessy: Pretty good, and you?
Him: the same. im srry 4 breaking up with u n loosing u
Jessy: u didnt break up with me, i did, and im srry 4 making u feel like shyt but i had to do it,i cant feel nuthn else but like...not love.
Him: but i feel like its mines
Jessy: dont get back to that conversation plz. i really dont want to go to that again.
Him: but i still wanna know...do u still got feelings 4 me?
Jessy: i dont want to answer that its best to leave things like they r
Him: uhm jessy i wanna tell u this but i dont kno if ur gonna believe it
Jessy: at this point, i can believe n e thing
Him: uhm....i got a girlfriend now
Jessy: (blank look) damn....miracles can happen
Him: but i cant like her cuz i still love u n shes not helping me out in forgetin u
Jessy: dats not right though....dats bad to do dat to her.
Him: im srry if this hurts u
Jessy: not at all i dont mind, but dont hurt her i mean it.
Him: ok bye then
nice convo huh? well, w.e it doesnt bother me alot so its not much of a matter. n e ways 2day at 3:30 there was a frenzy to get fcat scores cuz everyone wanted to know if they passed or not. i was biting my nails n elvis was sweating n we made line.....dat huge ass line. n then when we got in it was like 3:40 n they tell us "9th n 10th graders ur scores r not here yet wait till 2marro!" damn dat got me pissed!!! ohhh w/e ima wait for my results *crosses fingers* so ill let u guys go cuz i need to write a long letter of junk..hehehe later
Jessy: Yeah...uhh wats up
Him: not much, hows life treating u?
Jessy: Pretty good, and you?
Him: the same. im srry 4 breaking up with u n loosing u
Jessy: u didnt break up with me, i did, and im srry 4 making u feel like shyt but i had to do it,i cant feel nuthn else but like...not love.
Him: but i feel like its mines
Jessy: dont get back to that conversation plz. i really dont want to go to that again.
Him: but i still wanna know...do u still got feelings 4 me?
Jessy: i dont want to answer that its best to leave things like they r
Him: uhm jessy i wanna tell u this but i dont kno if ur gonna believe it
Jessy: at this point, i can believe n e thing
Him: uhm....i got a girlfriend now
Jessy: (blank look) damn....miracles can happen
Him: but i cant like her cuz i still love u n shes not helping me out in forgetin u
Jessy: dats not right though....dats bad to do dat to her.
Him: im srry if this hurts u
Jessy: not at all i dont mind, but dont hurt her i mean it.
Him: ok bye then
nice convo huh? well, w.e it doesnt bother me alot so its not much of a matter. n e ways 2day at 3:30 there was a frenzy to get fcat scores cuz everyone wanted to know if they passed or not. i was biting my nails n elvis was sweating n we made line.....dat huge ass line. n then when we got in it was like 3:40 n they tell us "9th n 10th graders ur scores r not here yet wait till 2marro!" damn dat got me pissed!!! ohhh w/e ima wait for my results *crosses fingers* so ill let u guys go cuz i need to write a long letter of junk..hehehe later