How long till i turn 18...???
Well people...it may seem wierd but im actually counting till my birthday, im ready to turn 18. Why do u people ask...?? simple. IM GETTING THE FUCK OUT OF MY HOUSE!!!! i cant stand it n e more, i cant stand being surrounded by 2 faced, backstabbing, shyt talking, pussy ass, so called family of mines. i cant stand being the one to blame for their stupidy, i cant stand being in the middle of everything, i cant stand being in the same house as them. They critizise me for dating someone whos...
a) not my skin color
b) someone who seems like he has no future
c) someone whos lazy (in their minds)
d) someone whos poor
WTF?! im nowhere near the stage where i want to marry. im just in a relationship. shouldnt my parents accept my happiness and not for the shyt that they want!!!! im young, i gotsz my whole life ahead of me people. my mother tried me badly and my boyfriend forced me to say im sorry to her...and wat does she do, she throws it away and fucking talks even more shyt. thanks babe. theyre accusing my own brother that if i land pregnant that its gonna be his fault, if i die its his fault. ITS NOT GONNA BE HIS FUCKING FAULT. i love my brother to death, i hate it when they make him feel like shyt. if i choose to be pregnant and fuck up my life its on me and not on him...hes not gonna be there when i actually do that u kno. I cant wait till my daddy gets back from new orleans( yes the mardi gras place) i wanna settle this shyt once and for all...its either they start to respect me as a daughter and respect my choices as an individual and my love life and my HAPPINESS!!!! or if they keep up with all this shyt...i dont give 3 fucks if im 18 or not, im leaving the house ASAP!!!! im busting my ass off showing them that i can make a difference i can go on with my studies and everything and have a colored boyfriend. my boyfriends busting his ass off showing to them that he isnt lazy or as stupid as they think he is...i mean the guys even got a job to show hes independant...FUCK I HATE MY PARENTS!!!! i hate the shyt talkers...of my so called "family" i dont like no one in my family...if its not that they think theyre better than everyone else cuz they gots more money, or that theyre smarter cuz they can pull off a scholar and graduate early from high skool, or because theyre lil miss perfect, then all they gots is to talk sooo much shyt bout the rest. "oh jessy's dirty because shes going out with a black boy" or "jessica how can u set ur eyes on someone below ur level" or "jessy ewww ur going out with someone poor someone stupid somewhat of an idiot" or "jessy u messed up ur life because ur going out with a black guy" ohhhh and my favorite one "Jessy i dont think ur a virgin cuz ur going out with someone whso black...everyone that does is a hoe" i get sooo angry at them that i cuss everyone in the room out, i yell, i fight back, damn i even grab the person and fucking beat the shyt out of them. i even go to those extremes where i cant take it in e more and i take it out on my mom. shes the fucking idiot letting people get shyt in her head and shes the basehead for caring sooo much bout "the look" fucking rich spoiled bastard. I WANNA BE NORMAL FOR ONCE I WANNA BE NORMAL. i wanna be like how some of my friends that theyre parents are super nice and caring orr how they have a complete and normal life, i think i might have been mixed up in the hospital...or maybe i was placed in the wrong family hands. i need a new home, i want new parents, i wanna leave. i cant take it n e more. someone HELP ME!!!! ::screams sooo fucking lid that halfway round the world people heard:: damn...i need to leave my house. well ima finish here, ima go copy my math homework...thank u freshman!!!
a) not my skin color
b) someone who seems like he has no future
c) someone whos lazy (in their minds)
d) someone whos poor
WTF?! im nowhere near the stage where i want to marry. im just in a relationship. shouldnt my parents accept my happiness and not for the shyt that they want!!!! im young, i gotsz my whole life ahead of me people. my mother tried me badly and my boyfriend forced me to say im sorry to her...and wat does she do, she throws it away and fucking talks even more shyt. thanks babe. theyre accusing my own brother that if i land pregnant that its gonna be his fault, if i die its his fault. ITS NOT GONNA BE HIS FUCKING FAULT. i love my brother to death, i hate it when they make him feel like shyt. if i choose to be pregnant and fuck up my life its on me and not on him...hes not gonna be there when i actually do that u kno. I cant wait till my daddy gets back from new orleans( yes the mardi gras place) i wanna settle this shyt once and for all...its either they start to respect me as a daughter and respect my choices as an individual and my love life and my HAPPINESS!!!! or if they keep up with all this shyt...i dont give 3 fucks if im 18 or not, im leaving the house ASAP!!!! im busting my ass off showing them that i can make a difference i can go on with my studies and everything and have a colored boyfriend. my boyfriends busting his ass off showing to them that he isnt lazy or as stupid as they think he is...i mean the guys even got a job to show hes independant...FUCK I HATE MY PARENTS!!!! i hate the shyt talkers...of my so called "family" i dont like no one in my family...if its not that they think theyre better than everyone else cuz they gots more money, or that theyre smarter cuz they can pull off a scholar and graduate early from high skool, or because theyre lil miss perfect, then all they gots is to talk sooo much shyt bout the rest. "oh jessy's dirty because shes going out with a black boy" or "jessica how can u set ur eyes on someone below ur level" or "jessy ewww ur going out with someone poor someone stupid somewhat of an idiot" or "jessy u messed up ur life because ur going out with a black guy" ohhhh and my favorite one "Jessy i dont think ur a virgin cuz ur going out with someone whso black...everyone that does is a hoe" i get sooo angry at them that i cuss everyone in the room out, i yell, i fight back, damn i even grab the person and fucking beat the shyt out of them. i even go to those extremes where i cant take it in e more and i take it out on my mom. shes the fucking idiot letting people get shyt in her head and shes the basehead for caring sooo much bout "the look" fucking rich spoiled bastard. I WANNA BE NORMAL FOR ONCE I WANNA BE NORMAL. i wanna be like how some of my friends that theyre parents are super nice and caring orr how they have a complete and normal life, i think i might have been mixed up in the hospital...or maybe i was placed in the wrong family hands. i need a new home, i want new parents, i wanna leave. i cant take it n e more. someone HELP ME!!!! ::screams sooo fucking lid that halfway round the world people heard:: damn...i need to leave my house. well ima finish here, ima go copy my math homework...thank u freshman!!!