It is not just an act - Act 7
Title: It is not just an act
Author: Kuroyukisama_17
Pairing: YutoYama, HikaYama, HikaNoo
Genre: AU, BL, friendship, School life, love-drama
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Ryosuke have a bet with Yuto. If he loses with Yuto in the next exam Ryosuke have to obey what Yuto say. When the exam ends… unfortunately, Ryosuke lose with only one point behind Yuto. Ryosuke has no other choice but to obey Yuto order and the order is…
Act 7
The next day, Inoo make his move by going to Ryosuke and Yuto class. “Can I meet with Nakajima Yuto for a while?” He said to the entire class.
Yuto who heard his name called quickly get up and walk toward Inoo. “What is it Senpai?” He asks him.
“Come with me, I want to talk to you.” Inoo said as he lead Yuto to somewhere behind the school.
When Yuto realize where are they heading to, Yuto try to ask Inoo but the guy didn't answer his question. So Yuto didn't have any other choice but just follow his Senpai order.
“Well we are here.” Inoo said when they arrive at somewhere deep behind the school building.
Yuto about to ask again but a punch from Inoo had stopped his question replacing with hissing sound. “Inoo senpai, why did you punch me?” He asks while soothing his reddens cheek.
“That is a punishment from me for making me losing my beloved person.” Inoo reason out.
Not before Yuto manage to ask what his senpai are babbling about, Inoo already run to him and grab his collar shirt. “You are a coward, Nakajima!” Inoo said in enrage.
Yuto didn't say anything. He just let Inoo scold him. He is too afraid because Inoo look like a hungry bear that ready to eat his prey anytime. He only dares to stare at him.
“You know what, because of your coward… the person I love had make a mistake. He is hurting his self also the one he love which is not me!” Inoo stop awhile only to take a deep breath.
“I know that you love Yamada Ryosuke because if you didn't love him, then you won’t make an irritating also jealous façade whenever you saw him walking hand in hand with Hikaru. But unfortunately, you are too afraid to say it and lose your chance. That is why I call you a coward, cowards~” Inoo said mocking him.
“You know, I already lost my patient. Before this I just being a watcher but now, after everything had turn worse… I can't stand it anymore; I don't want him to regret what he had done. You are a coward! Because of you, he did that… do you know that!!”
After almost half an hour hearing Inoo insulting word toward him, Yuto finally open his mouth. “Even if I do love him, what can I do, he is with someone else now.”
Inoo take a deep breath and land his fist on Yuto face again making Yuto body to land on the ground. Inoo is so mad with Yuto. “I ask you, it really okay for you seeing him with someone else?”
“Don’t you feel annoyed when seeing him holding hand with someone else?”
“Answer me Nakajima; do you really okay with all this?”
“No, of course I’m not okay with that.” Yuto almost shout to Inoo. He stands up facing him.
“But what can I do, Ryosuke is avoiding me. It is clear that he hate being with me.”
Inoo sigh, he come closer and pat Yuto shoulder. “Here is some advice from me. Even though that maybe, he doesn't want you anymore you must at least tell him what you are feeling all this time. So that one day, you won't regret everything that had happen. Okay?”
Inoo pat Yuto shoulder twice. “Think carefully what I had told you.” He said and walk away to give Yuto sometime to think and make up his mind.
*****
Yuto walk in round. He keeps on thinking what he should do actually. “Should I tell him the real reason?” He asks his self.
Yuto touch the pendant on his neck. That pendant with half heart shape is the symbol of his love toward Ryosuke. It is his heart. He keep half of his heart and he give the half one to Ryosuke. That is why; when he gives the other pendant to Ryosuke he said that as long as he wears it, he said that he will never hate Ryosuke.
“It is true, I never hate you. I always love you. From the first time we meet each other long time ago.”
Yuto hold his pendant tightly. “I have decided, I will at least tell him my true feeling and fix all the misunderstanding.” Yuto said firmly and dash out to seek for Ryosuke and fix everything.
*****
“Ryosuke!” Yuto call Ryosuke name when he meet him at the corridor.
When Ryosuke eyes, meet Yuto figure running toward his direction, he didn't waste any time and start to run also. Yuto didn't have any choice but to chase after Ryosuke. He won't let Ryosuke get away anymore this time. Hikaru-senpai also not there with him, so it’s really is his chance.
“Wait Ryosuke, I need to talk to you!” Yuto shout while running and ignoring all complaint from the other student he walks pass.
“No, I don't want to hear anything from you!” Ryosuke shout back.
Ryosuke run and run and run until he reaches the library. Ryosuke is panic with Yuto who is nearing him, lucky because the school almost over and the library is empty, so he makes a quick move and step inside the library to hide from Yuto.
But Yuto know where Ryosuke is hiding, he slam hard the library door while puffing heavily. “Ryosuke please I need to talk to you.” He begs him.
Ryosuke still refuse to meet with Yuto. He is afraid to hear what Yuto want to say. He doesn’t want to get hurt anymore. Enough with what he had seen few days ago. It had proved everything that all that happens between them is just and order, not more than a mere act.
Thinking about that time again, makes Ryosuke to suddenly crying because it is hurting his self so much. Ryosuke let out a sobbing sound and Yuto unconsciously had heard it and walk slowly toward where Ryosuke is hiding.
“Please, I really need to talk to you…” Yuto beg again, his voice start to cracking.
Ryosuke who heard Yuto voice behind him, quickly walk out from his place in rush making him suddenly lose his balance and crash with the bookshelf behind him. “Ouch!” He said hissing.
The book on the shelf behind Ryosuke is shaking because of the earlier crash with Ryosuke back. The book look like it will fall down to Ryosuke head and Ryosuke didn't even realize what will happen to him. Yuto that notice it, run towards Ryosuke to save him but someone is faster than him.
That guy pushes Ryosuke body away from the bookshelf making Ryosuke to fall down beside the study table near the shelf. But unfortunately, the books had fall down from it shelf and hit the guy head hardly.
Ryosuke slowly open his eyes, his body feel a little hurt an effect because he had fall down earlier. He looks at the person who pushes him and widens his eyes. Ryosuke see Hikaru body laying unconscious under the shattered books.
“Hikaru wake up!” Ryosuke scream while his hand pushing the book away from Hikaru body.
Yuto also help him. He pulls Hikaru body and put him on his back. “Let get him to the infirmary.” Yuto said and Ryosuke nod. Inside his heart, he is blaming his self because he had let Hikaru risk himself for his sake again.
*****
Ryosuke sit on one of the empty chair beside the bed. He looks at the still unconscious Hikaru while holding his hand. The doctor said that Hikaru is just fine, no serious injured had happen. The doctor also said that he will wake up after a while.
After waiting for awhile, Hikaru finally open his eyes, he lifts his body and sit on the bed. Ryosuke quickly lean closer and hug Hikaru with a tears rolling down to his cheek. “I'm sorry, I'm sorry… it is because of me, you are unconscious. It is always because of me, you hurt yourself. Please forgive me Hikaru.” Ryosuke keep on apologizing to Hikaru.
Hikaru broke the hug and make Ryosuke face him. He smiles reassuringly. “It is okay, Yama-chan. It is not your fault. Remembers, I had sworn to myself that I will always protect you and be by your side forever. So things like this are not a big problem for me to handle it.”
But his smile fades away. He looks at Ryosuke seriously. “But now, I can't always protect you and be by your side anymore, because there is someone more qualified for that job.”
Ryosuke tilt his head. “What do you means Hikaru? Are you saying that you will leave me?” He asks worriedly.
Hikaru shake his head. “No, I won't leave you. It just that I'm saying that there is someone more qualified for that job. Someone that you love so much, Nakajima Yuto”
“But Hikaru, I’m your boyfriend now. I can't just go to Yuto.”
“It is okay… I allow it.” Hikaru said. Yeah, he had allowed it. He allows Yuto to fix everything and give Ryosuke something that he can’t give him, his love.
“Hikaru, how do you know that I was inside the library?” Ryosuke asks.
Hikaru chuckles hearing it. “Do you think that the student council president won’t know if you break the school rule? I saw you and Nakajima running to the library so I decided to follow. When I heard Nakajima beg from outside the library that was the time when I realize what mistake I had done to you. And when I saw you almost get hurt, I didn't waste my time and run inside to push you away from the shelf.”
Inoo was right; I should hear what Nakajima are feeling all this time. The time when he begs Yama-chan to hear him, he looks so genuine. That is why; I decide to let you go to him.
Hikaru caresses Ryosuke hair. “I’m sorry for making you my boyfriend. I had realize what I had done won't solve anything but making you hurt even more. Now go, go meet with Nakajima and hear what he wants to say to you.”
Ryosuke shake his head. “No, I won't leave you alone here.”
Suddenly the infirmary door has being slammed open by the worried Inoo. He rushes to Hikaru side and hug him making Ryosuke startle.
“You stupid, stop making me worried with you.” He said between his hug.
“See Yama-chan, I have Inoo with me. Now go meet with Nakajima and solve everything.”
Inoo broke the hug and face Ryosuke while showing his thumb up. “Don't worry Yamada; I can take care of your best friend. All you have to do now is go meet with Nakajima. I just saw him at your class.”
“You had heard it don’t you? What are you waiting for Yama-chan, go.”
Ryosuke nod his head slowly though he still feels a little hesitated to do so. But since Hikaru is the one say it, he should at least try.
When Ryosuke was nowhere seen inside the infirmary, Hikaru let out his heavy sigh. “You had done a great job as his best friend.” Inoo said.
“Go ahead and cry if you want to cry. It is not wrong for a guy to let out his tears when he is in misery.” Inoo said as he turn his body and face Hikaru.
“I will always be here with you Hikaru though that you already reject me.”
Hikaru pull Inoo body into his embrace. He slowly let out his tears. “You know what, I actually happy because He one I love is happy even though that it is hurting me so much.” He said between his sobbing.
Inoo pat his back. “I will be beside you and face it together.”
“Thanks Inoo, thank you very much for always supporting me.”
*****
Yuto sit on his seat lifeless. When he remembering the trouble face Ryosuke makes for Hikaru senpai is hurting him so much because it reflect how much Hikaru senpai meant for Ryosuke.
“Maybe I should give up and let them happy.” Yuto said to his self.
The time when Yuto had decided to give up, his chance come out. Ryosuke is walking inside the class to his directions. “Yuto.” Yuto heard Ryosuke call his name and he quickly turn his body facing him.
Yuto quickly stand up and try to approach Ryosuke but Ryosuke step back. “Ryosuke let me-“
“Stop Yuto, before you say your word, let me asks my question first.” Ryosuke demanded.
“Tell me, why did you do that?”
Yuto tilts his head. “Do what?” He asks back.
“Tell me why did you kiss her? Who is that girl?” Ryosuke exclaimed.
When he understood what Ryosuke mean, he nodded his head. “Well, you can conclude that she is my girlfriend. My ex girlfriend and yes I did kiss her.”
*****
A/N: One more chapter to go...
My head got dizzy because some of my fellow friends in school make me play some stupid game of husband and wife with my own rival.
and at last... I lost and he win the game щ(ಥДಥщ)
why? in all of people, it is him that I had to fight with >,
Author: Kuroyukisama_17
Pairing: YutoYama, HikaYama, HikaNoo
Genre: AU, BL, friendship, School life, love-drama
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Ryosuke have a bet with Yuto. If he loses with Yuto in the next exam Ryosuke have to obey what Yuto say. When the exam ends… unfortunately, Ryosuke lose with only one point behind Yuto. Ryosuke has no other choice but to obey Yuto order and the order is…
Act 7
The next day, Inoo make his move by going to Ryosuke and Yuto class. “Can I meet with Nakajima Yuto for a while?” He said to the entire class.
Yuto who heard his name called quickly get up and walk toward Inoo. “What is it Senpai?” He asks him.
“Come with me, I want to talk to you.” Inoo said as he lead Yuto to somewhere behind the school.
When Yuto realize where are they heading to, Yuto try to ask Inoo but the guy didn't answer his question. So Yuto didn't have any other choice but just follow his Senpai order.
“Well we are here.” Inoo said when they arrive at somewhere deep behind the school building.
Yuto about to ask again but a punch from Inoo had stopped his question replacing with hissing sound. “Inoo senpai, why did you punch me?” He asks while soothing his reddens cheek.
“That is a punishment from me for making me losing my beloved person.” Inoo reason out.
Not before Yuto manage to ask what his senpai are babbling about, Inoo already run to him and grab his collar shirt. “You are a coward, Nakajima!” Inoo said in enrage.
Yuto didn't say anything. He just let Inoo scold him. He is too afraid because Inoo look like a hungry bear that ready to eat his prey anytime. He only dares to stare at him.
“You know what, because of your coward… the person I love had make a mistake. He is hurting his self also the one he love which is not me!” Inoo stop awhile only to take a deep breath.
“I know that you love Yamada Ryosuke because if you didn't love him, then you won’t make an irritating also jealous façade whenever you saw him walking hand in hand with Hikaru. But unfortunately, you are too afraid to say it and lose your chance. That is why I call you a coward, cowards~” Inoo said mocking him.
“You know, I already lost my patient. Before this I just being a watcher but now, after everything had turn worse… I can't stand it anymore; I don't want him to regret what he had done. You are a coward! Because of you, he did that… do you know that!!”
After almost half an hour hearing Inoo insulting word toward him, Yuto finally open his mouth. “Even if I do love him, what can I do, he is with someone else now.”
Inoo take a deep breath and land his fist on Yuto face again making Yuto body to land on the ground. Inoo is so mad with Yuto. “I ask you, it really okay for you seeing him with someone else?”
“Don’t you feel annoyed when seeing him holding hand with someone else?”
“Answer me Nakajima; do you really okay with all this?”
“No, of course I’m not okay with that.” Yuto almost shout to Inoo. He stands up facing him.
“But what can I do, Ryosuke is avoiding me. It is clear that he hate being with me.”
Inoo sigh, he come closer and pat Yuto shoulder. “Here is some advice from me. Even though that maybe, he doesn't want you anymore you must at least tell him what you are feeling all this time. So that one day, you won't regret everything that had happen. Okay?”
Inoo pat Yuto shoulder twice. “Think carefully what I had told you.” He said and walk away to give Yuto sometime to think and make up his mind.
*****
Yuto walk in round. He keeps on thinking what he should do actually. “Should I tell him the real reason?” He asks his self.
Yuto touch the pendant on his neck. That pendant with half heart shape is the symbol of his love toward Ryosuke. It is his heart. He keep half of his heart and he give the half one to Ryosuke. That is why; when he gives the other pendant to Ryosuke he said that as long as he wears it, he said that he will never hate Ryosuke.
“It is true, I never hate you. I always love you. From the first time we meet each other long time ago.”
Yuto hold his pendant tightly. “I have decided, I will at least tell him my true feeling and fix all the misunderstanding.” Yuto said firmly and dash out to seek for Ryosuke and fix everything.
*****
“Ryosuke!” Yuto call Ryosuke name when he meet him at the corridor.
When Ryosuke eyes, meet Yuto figure running toward his direction, he didn't waste any time and start to run also. Yuto didn't have any choice but to chase after Ryosuke. He won't let Ryosuke get away anymore this time. Hikaru-senpai also not there with him, so it’s really is his chance.
“Wait Ryosuke, I need to talk to you!” Yuto shout while running and ignoring all complaint from the other student he walks pass.
“No, I don't want to hear anything from you!” Ryosuke shout back.
Ryosuke run and run and run until he reaches the library. Ryosuke is panic with Yuto who is nearing him, lucky because the school almost over and the library is empty, so he makes a quick move and step inside the library to hide from Yuto.
But Yuto know where Ryosuke is hiding, he slam hard the library door while puffing heavily. “Ryosuke please I need to talk to you.” He begs him.
Ryosuke still refuse to meet with Yuto. He is afraid to hear what Yuto want to say. He doesn’t want to get hurt anymore. Enough with what he had seen few days ago. It had proved everything that all that happens between them is just and order, not more than a mere act.
Thinking about that time again, makes Ryosuke to suddenly crying because it is hurting his self so much. Ryosuke let out a sobbing sound and Yuto unconsciously had heard it and walk slowly toward where Ryosuke is hiding.
“Please, I really need to talk to you…” Yuto beg again, his voice start to cracking.
Ryosuke who heard Yuto voice behind him, quickly walk out from his place in rush making him suddenly lose his balance and crash with the bookshelf behind him. “Ouch!” He said hissing.
The book on the shelf behind Ryosuke is shaking because of the earlier crash with Ryosuke back. The book look like it will fall down to Ryosuke head and Ryosuke didn't even realize what will happen to him. Yuto that notice it, run towards Ryosuke to save him but someone is faster than him.
That guy pushes Ryosuke body away from the bookshelf making Ryosuke to fall down beside the study table near the shelf. But unfortunately, the books had fall down from it shelf and hit the guy head hardly.
Ryosuke slowly open his eyes, his body feel a little hurt an effect because he had fall down earlier. He looks at the person who pushes him and widens his eyes. Ryosuke see Hikaru body laying unconscious under the shattered books.
“Hikaru wake up!” Ryosuke scream while his hand pushing the book away from Hikaru body.
Yuto also help him. He pulls Hikaru body and put him on his back. “Let get him to the infirmary.” Yuto said and Ryosuke nod. Inside his heart, he is blaming his self because he had let Hikaru risk himself for his sake again.
*****
Ryosuke sit on one of the empty chair beside the bed. He looks at the still unconscious Hikaru while holding his hand. The doctor said that Hikaru is just fine, no serious injured had happen. The doctor also said that he will wake up after a while.
After waiting for awhile, Hikaru finally open his eyes, he lifts his body and sit on the bed. Ryosuke quickly lean closer and hug Hikaru with a tears rolling down to his cheek. “I'm sorry, I'm sorry… it is because of me, you are unconscious. It is always because of me, you hurt yourself. Please forgive me Hikaru.” Ryosuke keep on apologizing to Hikaru.
Hikaru broke the hug and make Ryosuke face him. He smiles reassuringly. “It is okay, Yama-chan. It is not your fault. Remembers, I had sworn to myself that I will always protect you and be by your side forever. So things like this are not a big problem for me to handle it.”
But his smile fades away. He looks at Ryosuke seriously. “But now, I can't always protect you and be by your side anymore, because there is someone more qualified for that job.”
Ryosuke tilt his head. “What do you means Hikaru? Are you saying that you will leave me?” He asks worriedly.
Hikaru shake his head. “No, I won't leave you. It just that I'm saying that there is someone more qualified for that job. Someone that you love so much, Nakajima Yuto”
“But Hikaru, I’m your boyfriend now. I can't just go to Yuto.”
“It is okay… I allow it.” Hikaru said. Yeah, he had allowed it. He allows Yuto to fix everything and give Ryosuke something that he can’t give him, his love.
“Hikaru, how do you know that I was inside the library?” Ryosuke asks.
Hikaru chuckles hearing it. “Do you think that the student council president won’t know if you break the school rule? I saw you and Nakajima running to the library so I decided to follow. When I heard Nakajima beg from outside the library that was the time when I realize what mistake I had done to you. And when I saw you almost get hurt, I didn't waste my time and run inside to push you away from the shelf.”
Inoo was right; I should hear what Nakajima are feeling all this time. The time when he begs Yama-chan to hear him, he looks so genuine. That is why; I decide to let you go to him.
Hikaru caresses Ryosuke hair. “I’m sorry for making you my boyfriend. I had realize what I had done won't solve anything but making you hurt even more. Now go, go meet with Nakajima and hear what he wants to say to you.”
Ryosuke shake his head. “No, I won't leave you alone here.”
Suddenly the infirmary door has being slammed open by the worried Inoo. He rushes to Hikaru side and hug him making Ryosuke startle.
“You stupid, stop making me worried with you.” He said between his hug.
“See Yama-chan, I have Inoo with me. Now go meet with Nakajima and solve everything.”
Inoo broke the hug and face Ryosuke while showing his thumb up. “Don't worry Yamada; I can take care of your best friend. All you have to do now is go meet with Nakajima. I just saw him at your class.”
“You had heard it don’t you? What are you waiting for Yama-chan, go.”
Ryosuke nod his head slowly though he still feels a little hesitated to do so. But since Hikaru is the one say it, he should at least try.
When Ryosuke was nowhere seen inside the infirmary, Hikaru let out his heavy sigh. “You had done a great job as his best friend.” Inoo said.
“Go ahead and cry if you want to cry. It is not wrong for a guy to let out his tears when he is in misery.” Inoo said as he turn his body and face Hikaru.
“I will always be here with you Hikaru though that you already reject me.”
Hikaru pull Inoo body into his embrace. He slowly let out his tears. “You know what, I actually happy because He one I love is happy even though that it is hurting me so much.” He said between his sobbing.
Inoo pat his back. “I will be beside you and face it together.”
“Thanks Inoo, thank you very much for always supporting me.”
*****
Yuto sit on his seat lifeless. When he remembering the trouble face Ryosuke makes for Hikaru senpai is hurting him so much because it reflect how much Hikaru senpai meant for Ryosuke.
“Maybe I should give up and let them happy.” Yuto said to his self.
The time when Yuto had decided to give up, his chance come out. Ryosuke is walking inside the class to his directions. “Yuto.” Yuto heard Ryosuke call his name and he quickly turn his body facing him.
Yuto quickly stand up and try to approach Ryosuke but Ryosuke step back. “Ryosuke let me-“
“Stop Yuto, before you say your word, let me asks my question first.” Ryosuke demanded.
“Tell me, why did you do that?”
Yuto tilts his head. “Do what?” He asks back.
“Tell me why did you kiss her? Who is that girl?” Ryosuke exclaimed.
When he understood what Ryosuke mean, he nodded his head. “Well, you can conclude that she is my girlfriend. My ex girlfriend and yes I did kiss her.”
*****
A/N: One more chapter to go...
My head got dizzy because some of my fellow friends in school make me play some stupid game of husband and wife with my own rival.
and at last... I lost and he win the game щ(ಥДಥщ)
why? in all of people, it is him that I had to fight with >,