Fake Memories - 09
Title: Fake Memories
Author: kuroyukisama_17
Cast: Ryosuke, Daiki, Yuto, Yuri, Hikaru and Inoo + Nishikido Ryo
Genre: AU, BL, slight- angst, fluff, a little dark theme-
Rating: PG-13
A/N: Yuri is a girl here
Chapter 9
“He’s not here…” Nishikido stated firmly after finished patrolling around the house. There is not a single trace of Ryosuke there and it make him to feel something fishy. He turned his body back to face Yaotome Hikaru. “Where is he?” He asked coldly.
“Gomen nasai Nishikido-sama! I’m very sure that the last time I check him; he still here… he never said of going somewhere to me. He doesn’t even text me or give a call to me to inform that he is not home.” Hikaru said while bowing his upper body part in front of his boss.
“You were not living with him before?” Nishikido Ryo creased his forehead.
“Hai, I’m not… I just go checked on him once or twice a month.”
“Come on~ don’t make my precious time go waste… do something about it!” He said and walk away with his other men, leaving Hikaru there.
“I’ll do my best!” Hikaru shouted at him but his boss already far away and he just wave his hand to him. Looks like he is going to patrol around the house for the second time. Well, aside from finding Ryosuke, he know that Nishikido Ryo have other intention. He seek for something or should he said the hidden treasure of Yamada families. And if with walking around the house could lead him to some clues… he will do it.
Well; he know Ryosuke is not here… and he knows, soon Nishikido Ryo will learn that Ryosuke wasn’t leaving here anymore… since the death of Ryosuke mother and his father was prisoned; he never wanted to step inside this mansion anymore… it was too painful for a young heir like Ryosuke; to learn the truth behind his family origin. And as his butler and his guardian also as someone who is always stay by Ryosuke side, he won’t let the latter experience the same thing again. Even if it cost me my life… I won’t let Nishikido touch Ryosuke-sama!
“Come on, let’s go… that misfortune kid was not here-” Nishikido said and walk out from the house along with his men. Hikaru is the last person who come out from the house. He is the one who hold the key, so he need to make sure everything is back to how it is before they arrived there.
When he come out, Nishikido is waiting for him while resting his back on his car. His face look unpleasant and Hikaru already can guessed what the older guy wanted to say. So he try not to be so bold and act like usual.
“Did you lie to me?” Nishikido asked him.
Hikaru shake his head slowly and bowed his body in front of him. “Forgive me Nishikido-sama; I really don’t know that he was not here. I assumed he is now living at another house.” Hikaru said.
“Tokyo?”
“Maybe…. That is the nearest place from here and Yamada family have one house there. Do you wanna go there and check?”
“Not today; I have somewhere else to go. It seems like someone is interfering with our drugs dealer. The clients ask some refund because they didn’t get the stuff. Fuck! Who is it that dare to oppose me!?”
“Do you want me to investigate?” Hikaru asked while he opened the door for his boss.
“Sure why not; you’re reliable in this kind of jobs.” Nishikido said and get inside. When he is finally inside, Hikaru closed the door and ready to go to his own ride.
Nishikido pulled the windows down; “Hikaru-san~” He called Hikaru, the latter who just about to get inside his car go back to his boss.
“Yes?”
“You’re not gonna try to betray me right?”
“Of course not…”
A smirk appears on his face. “Good, because no one can ever have a good end if they dare to betray me. You know that right? Still remember Yabu kota, you was there that day when I killed him.”
“Yes, I remembers… I won’t betray you; I still want my life.”
“Glad to know that you still love your life… don’t be like your useless bestfriend.”
Hikaru just craved a thin smile and make two step backward. He isn’t going to his car to follow his boss. Like hell he will after he just hurt his feeling. He called Kota as a useless comrade. And he couldn’t never accept that. “Kota was never a useless person. He’s my bestfriend who willingly to sacrificed himself for his friend… unlike you!”
Hikaru hold his fist tightly as an urge for revenge is rising through his bloodstreams. “I swear, someday… I’ll make you suffer!! I’ll crack that arrogant attitude of you…. I’ll kill you Nishikido Ryo, I’ll take revenge for all my precious people that dies in your dirty hand!”
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
“Here, Hikaru ask me to give you this…” Inoo handed Ryosuke a pendant that have a silver colored scorpion shaped on it. “It’s a give since your birthday was just around the corner right.”
Doubtfully, Ryosuke slowly take that pendant from Inoo. “Where is he right now? Is he save?” Ryosuke asked while he scrutinizing that pendant. It was small and when from far no one realize that there is something attached at the end of the scorpion tails. A four digits numbers- 0905, like my birthday… hmm
“HIka is save; don’t worry. Besides, I have something else that I need to tell you.” Inoo stand up from his seat and walk to the door. He slid it open and stretch his head out. He gaze to the right and left before he pulled his head inside back and closed the door tightly. “Good no one is around…” Inoo said.
He get back to Ryosuke and hold the latter shoulder firmly. “You need to do as what I say… no question is needed; just follow whatever I say okay.”
“I… I not really understand… but, okay.” Ryosuke nodded his head a little; though that here he understand nothing but somehow; he could feel that Inoo isn’t going to harm him.
“Your uncle is finally back.”
“WHAT!?” Ryosuke jumped from his chair when he heard that shocking news. “Nishikido-sama is back? When? How come, that I didn’t know about it at all!”
Inoo pulled Ryosuke hand to make him sit down back. “Calm down… let me explain first.”
“And how you, who isn’t related to my family know about his arrival?” Ryosuke asked Inoo but the latter just rolled his eyes. Inoo is getting annoyed with Ryosuke impatient.
“That is why I said calm down! Let me finished talking first!” Inoo yelled at him. When finally Ryosuke is calmed down, Inoo sighed. He released his grip on Ryosuke shoulder and sit on his own seat back.
“I need you to follow everything I said. Your uncle only knows that you still lived at Shinjuku; but sooner or later he will know that you’re here and will come to meet with you. I know it sound weird to you; but please when he ask you where were you before, just said that you moved here just a few month before.”
Ryosuke lifted up his eyebrow; “That’s an easy task. I gladly to do that… the true is; I kind of not liked him so much. So a little lie will not be hard.”
“Eh? Hate?” Inoo responded absent-mindedly. “What do you mean?” He asked curiously.
Ryosuke flashed a thin smile to the school doctor; “There’s no need for me to open up my family private matter to you. But I’ll do as you said. No worries; just… if you meet with Hikaru please said that I want him to come back.”
“I understand… I’ll tell you more later.”
When Ryosuke leaved the infirmary, Inoo hummed softly while holding his chin. He was a little shocked to know that Ryosuke dislike his uncle. “Well, is there any possible that he actually know his uncle true color?” He guessed.
“Inoo…”
“Yes?” Inoo turned his head around when he heard someone called him from back. “Oh, Yuto… how long you was there? I completely unware of you.” Inoo asked Yuto who is resting his back on the white wall besides the white silk like curtain. His appearance is almost unseen because of the curtain that flapping due to the winds that blow inside through the open windows.
“Quite a long time;” Yuto said and then folded up his arms. “I heard your conversation with Yamada, what is the purpose of doing like that?”
“Buying time…” Inoo said. He turned around to his desk and opened the first drawer.
“Buying time? For what?”
Inoo lifted up his eyebrow. “Are you really part of this team?” He asked mockingly. “Nishikido Ryu is already on move! He soon will encounter Yamada and who knows what he will do.”
“Ah, I almost forgot…” Yuto snapped. He can’t believe that he forgot something so important.
“And… because of that; you with whatever way…. Need to always stay close to Yamada Ryosuke. Understand? RACA A-class agent, Nakajima Yuto…”
“But!”
“No but!”
“Oh come on~ you know that I’m having a hard time here… that guy doesn’t want me to even stand at his side!”
“Then think of something! You’re and A-class agent right, things like this is nothing, you have encounter worse cases before.” Inoo sighed and rolled his eyes. He was a little disappointed that Yuto keep making excuse to not reconcile with Ryosuke. “His safety is your top priority Nakajima, remember that.”
Yuto scratched his head frustrated. “Urgh! Okay, I’ll do what I can. Don’t blame me if it didn’t work.” Yuto said and then turned around to leave the infirmary.
Yuto do realize that he was wrong to abandon his mission. But no one actually can feel how he feels right now. Dealing with Yamada Ryosuke is hard. And Yuto is confused, why is it so hard for him to make Ryosuke believe in him. There is always a huge doubt in Ryosuke about Yuto. He can feel it; and maybe that was the reason why he avoid him.
“Fuck!” Yuto cursed while punching the wall in the corridor. “What should I do?”
“Should I just be honest? Hmm…” Yuto stopped to think. “There is only one way to find out. I need to talk to him!”
Yuto turn around and walked to the opposite direction to his class. Somehow he have a feeling that after meeting with Inoo, Ryosuke is not heading back to his class. Yuto quickening his pace toward the rooftop, why there? Because that is the only available spot to skip class without have to worry about teacher finding you… you can lock the door from outside. Oh I hope he didn’t do that.
Yuto slowly turned the doorknob. “Bingo!” He exclaimed when he finally found the person he’s searching for. The latter is currently lying down with his arms on the back of his head, act as his pillow. Yuto walk nearing him. “He’s asleep…”
Yuto stared at Ryosuke sleeping figure for a few second before he slowly bring his body down to sit next to the sleeping Yamada Ryosuke. Should I wake him up or wait for him to wake up… Yuto thought. He extended his hand toward Ryosuke to slowly tapping his shoulder. But then, when he is just an inches away, Yuto drew his hand back. Yuto bite his lower lips. He shake his head lightly. He sighed and gaze toward the blue sky…
*******
Ryosuke slowly opening his eyes lid. His original purposed wasn’t sleeping. But as soon as he lay down, his eyes lid got heavy and he was drifted to sleep immediately after that. Ryosuke slowly getting up from the floor and sit. When he do that, something is sliding down from his body to his leg. Ryosuke creased his forehead as he stare at the unknown blazer. “Whose blazer is this?”
“Me.”
“Huh!?” Ryosuke jumped up. He was startle when he heard a voice beside him. He was alone when he get there; “Yu-yuto! Since when are you here?” Ryosuke asked him. Unconsciously his body moved away few step from Yuto.
When the latter realize that; he creased his face. “Stop!” He shouted. “Could you please… just this time, please don’t avoid me.” Yuto asked, more like he’s pleaded to him. “Please…”
“Sorry.” Ryosuke apologize but he didn’t bring himself near Yuto again and just stay where he’s. Yuto blazer is still sticking on his body. Ryosuke slowly pulled it away and hand it back to its owner. “Thanks…”
Yuto take it back. “You’re welcome.”
Yuto bite his lower lips. He finally can talk with Ryosuke but… somehow, he can’t utter a single words. Their situation changed into awkward. Now or never… Yuto inhale deeply.
“Umm… I’m sorry for suddenly kissing you that time.”
“It’s okay.”
“And… sorry that I lied to you.”
“about what?”
“About me falling in love with you. I just bluntly said that. I’m sorry…”
“Oh, okay… I understand.”
Ryosuke sit while hugging his knee tightly. “I have once got a vision about you…”
Yuto eyes widened when he turn his head toward Ryosuke, he is excited to know what kind of vision he got about him. “Really? About what?” He asked eagerly.
“A murder…”
“Huh?”
“You… I saw you killed someone in a big room with a red colored carpet at its floor.”
Yuto frown, his expression immediately changed. Ryosuke too; he shows a scared and confused expression toward Yuto. Yuto quickly turn his head back to front. It is bad to glances at Ryosuke face right now. It make him to suddenly feeling unease and uncomfortable.
“So it was true?”
Yuto aren’t answering him.
“Hey, I ask you… was it true?” Ryosuke asked again, this time a little bit louder. But still, Yuto is not answering him or even glance at him to show that he’s hearing him. The latter is deafening his ears and shutting his mouth from giving Ryosuke his answer.
“Nakajima Yuto!”
Ryosuke yelling finally make fruits, Yuto closed his eyes and take a deep breath. “It was ten years ago…”
Ryosuke gasped as his eyes goes wide. “So you did… killed someone;”
“Yeah, I did… and you know what, that person was my own father!” Yuto exclaimed toward Ryosuke; freaking him and making Ryosuke to slowly bring himself two step further from Yuto. Realizing that he shouldn’t have done that; Yuto hugged his knee and buried his face in it. “I was desperate… I had no choice; kill or get killed. And I choose to kill.”
“Yuto… I don’t know; I’m sorry.” Ryosuke quickly apologize to him. he feel guilty for making Yuto to remembering his darkest past; Yuto is just like him; he got something that he didn’t want to remember and he just make him remember it back earlier. “I shouldn’t have asked you that question; I’m sorry…”
“It’s okay… I know you’re not mean to hurt me. Besides, that was a story from the past… I have long ago decided to not give up on life and continue living happily.”
Yuto lifted his face up to look at the above sky. “I hate Yakuza… I hate them so much because, because of them… my mom die.”
“A yakuza killed your mom?”
“Yup, and not just that… at first it was just my mom, then it was my father; he lose his job and have a huge debt. That time, someone came to his life with saying that if he follow whatever he said, my father will be rewarded and that money could be used to pay his debt. So dad agree… but he didn’t know, being under Yakuza hand need some sacrifice to prove his willingness; and for dad, it was killing me…”
Ryosuke was speechless; despites all Yuto effort to be friend with him, the latter actually holding a huge grudge toward the people who living in the same world as his. So he decided to just being a good listener and keep quiet.
“I grew up hating Yakuza and all that related with them…” Yuto turned his head toward Ryosuke. “But you… I didn’t hate you. I can feel that you’re different though that you come from a Yakuza family. You have a pure heart…”
“How can you be so sure about that; we just meet a few month ago?”
“Don’t know… at first glance I already can feel it. A feeling that we can be a good friends.”
“So… umm;” Yuto stretch his hand toward Ryosuke. “Can we be friend again?” He said. A faint pink coloring his white cheeks’.
“Don’t you care about what other people said about you if you be my friend?”
“Never; I have a hard heart Yama-chan… I won’t break easily just because someone badmouthing me.” Yuto replied confidently. His hand still hanged on the air; still waiting for Ryosuke to shakes hand with him.
“Friend…” Ryosuke said while taking Yuto hand to shake it. “But don’t blame me later if their badmouthing about you…”
Yuto chuckled and nodding his head lightly. “Umm, don’t worry…”
“Ah, and you still will be punished because kissing me; I won’t let it go just like that.”
“Okay;” Yuto get up and stands. “So what do you want?” He asked while stretching his hand to Ryosuke to help him stand up.
“Buy me lunch meal for a whole one weeks.” Ryosuke said while he grab Yuto hand to support him getting stand up.
Yuto frown; “Oi, oi oi… I’m not a rich guy to treat you a meal everyday. One or two day is enough. Don’t you afraid of getting fat?” Yuto smirked and lifted up his eyebrow. He’s teasing Ryosuke;
“I know how to take care of myself… you don’t have to worry.”
“Heh~ honto?” Yuto asked while glancing at Ryosuke up to down.
Ryosuke rolled his eyes annoyed. “Shut up!” He shouted and then walk toward the door. Well, he did gain weight… but not too much. A meals everyday won’t make him fat that easy.
“Oi, wait for me!” Yuto trying to catch up with Ryosuke who already opening the door.
Mission accomplish!
TBC~~~
A/N: Hey guys; finally I updated this fics haha; thing are going harder for me this day to write fan-fiction since I'm so busy with my assignment and school work... I almost fall asleep during posting this, -I fall asleep- so if you see something weird along the chapter, please forgive me =3=
and also for my other fan-fiction which is not about YutoYama, I'll update it soon, I changed almost 90% of the original plot. and I hope you'll like it
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Author: kuroyukisama_17
Cast: Ryosuke, Daiki, Yuto, Yuri, Hikaru and Inoo + Nishikido Ryo
Genre: AU, BL, slight- angst, fluff, a little dark theme-
Rating: PG-13
A/N: Yuri is a girl here
Chapter 9
“He’s not here…” Nishikido stated firmly after finished patrolling around the house. There is not a single trace of Ryosuke there and it make him to feel something fishy. He turned his body back to face Yaotome Hikaru. “Where is he?” He asked coldly.
“Gomen nasai Nishikido-sama! I’m very sure that the last time I check him; he still here… he never said of going somewhere to me. He doesn’t even text me or give a call to me to inform that he is not home.” Hikaru said while bowing his upper body part in front of his boss.
“You were not living with him before?” Nishikido Ryo creased his forehead.
“Hai, I’m not… I just go checked on him once or twice a month.”
“Come on~ don’t make my precious time go waste… do something about it!” He said and walk away with his other men, leaving Hikaru there.
“I’ll do my best!” Hikaru shouted at him but his boss already far away and he just wave his hand to him. Looks like he is going to patrol around the house for the second time. Well, aside from finding Ryosuke, he know that Nishikido Ryo have other intention. He seek for something or should he said the hidden treasure of Yamada families. And if with walking around the house could lead him to some clues… he will do it.
Well; he know Ryosuke is not here… and he knows, soon Nishikido Ryo will learn that Ryosuke wasn’t leaving here anymore… since the death of Ryosuke mother and his father was prisoned; he never wanted to step inside this mansion anymore… it was too painful for a young heir like Ryosuke; to learn the truth behind his family origin. And as his butler and his guardian also as someone who is always stay by Ryosuke side, he won’t let the latter experience the same thing again. Even if it cost me my life… I won’t let Nishikido touch Ryosuke-sama!
“Come on, let’s go… that misfortune kid was not here-” Nishikido said and walk out from the house along with his men. Hikaru is the last person who come out from the house. He is the one who hold the key, so he need to make sure everything is back to how it is before they arrived there.
When he come out, Nishikido is waiting for him while resting his back on his car. His face look unpleasant and Hikaru already can guessed what the older guy wanted to say. So he try not to be so bold and act like usual.
“Did you lie to me?” Nishikido asked him.
Hikaru shake his head slowly and bowed his body in front of him. “Forgive me Nishikido-sama; I really don’t know that he was not here. I assumed he is now living at another house.” Hikaru said.
“Tokyo?”
“Maybe…. That is the nearest place from here and Yamada family have one house there. Do you wanna go there and check?”
“Not today; I have somewhere else to go. It seems like someone is interfering with our drugs dealer. The clients ask some refund because they didn’t get the stuff. Fuck! Who is it that dare to oppose me!?”
“Do you want me to investigate?” Hikaru asked while he opened the door for his boss.
“Sure why not; you’re reliable in this kind of jobs.” Nishikido said and get inside. When he is finally inside, Hikaru closed the door and ready to go to his own ride.
Nishikido pulled the windows down; “Hikaru-san~” He called Hikaru, the latter who just about to get inside his car go back to his boss.
“Yes?”
“You’re not gonna try to betray me right?”
“Of course not…”
A smirk appears on his face. “Good, because no one can ever have a good end if they dare to betray me. You know that right? Still remember Yabu kota, you was there that day when I killed him.”
“Yes, I remembers… I won’t betray you; I still want my life.”
“Glad to know that you still love your life… don’t be like your useless bestfriend.”
Hikaru just craved a thin smile and make two step backward. He isn’t going to his car to follow his boss. Like hell he will after he just hurt his feeling. He called Kota as a useless comrade. And he couldn’t never accept that. “Kota was never a useless person. He’s my bestfriend who willingly to sacrificed himself for his friend… unlike you!”
Hikaru hold his fist tightly as an urge for revenge is rising through his bloodstreams. “I swear, someday… I’ll make you suffer!! I’ll crack that arrogant attitude of you…. I’ll kill you Nishikido Ryo, I’ll take revenge for all my precious people that dies in your dirty hand!”
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
“Here, Hikaru ask me to give you this…” Inoo handed Ryosuke a pendant that have a silver colored scorpion shaped on it. “It’s a give since your birthday was just around the corner right.”
Doubtfully, Ryosuke slowly take that pendant from Inoo. “Where is he right now? Is he save?” Ryosuke asked while he scrutinizing that pendant. It was small and when from far no one realize that there is something attached at the end of the scorpion tails. A four digits numbers- 0905, like my birthday… hmm
“HIka is save; don’t worry. Besides, I have something else that I need to tell you.” Inoo stand up from his seat and walk to the door. He slid it open and stretch his head out. He gaze to the right and left before he pulled his head inside back and closed the door tightly. “Good no one is around…” Inoo said.
He get back to Ryosuke and hold the latter shoulder firmly. “You need to do as what I say… no question is needed; just follow whatever I say okay.”
“I… I not really understand… but, okay.” Ryosuke nodded his head a little; though that here he understand nothing but somehow; he could feel that Inoo isn’t going to harm him.
“Your uncle is finally back.”
“WHAT!?” Ryosuke jumped from his chair when he heard that shocking news. “Nishikido-sama is back? When? How come, that I didn’t know about it at all!”
Inoo pulled Ryosuke hand to make him sit down back. “Calm down… let me explain first.”
“And how you, who isn’t related to my family know about his arrival?” Ryosuke asked Inoo but the latter just rolled his eyes. Inoo is getting annoyed with Ryosuke impatient.
“That is why I said calm down! Let me finished talking first!” Inoo yelled at him. When finally Ryosuke is calmed down, Inoo sighed. He released his grip on Ryosuke shoulder and sit on his own seat back.
“I need you to follow everything I said. Your uncle only knows that you still lived at Shinjuku; but sooner or later he will know that you’re here and will come to meet with you. I know it sound weird to you; but please when he ask you where were you before, just said that you moved here just a few month before.”
Ryosuke lifted up his eyebrow; “That’s an easy task. I gladly to do that… the true is; I kind of not liked him so much. So a little lie will not be hard.”
“Eh? Hate?” Inoo responded absent-mindedly. “What do you mean?” He asked curiously.
Ryosuke flashed a thin smile to the school doctor; “There’s no need for me to open up my family private matter to you. But I’ll do as you said. No worries; just… if you meet with Hikaru please said that I want him to come back.”
“I understand… I’ll tell you more later.”
When Ryosuke leaved the infirmary, Inoo hummed softly while holding his chin. He was a little shocked to know that Ryosuke dislike his uncle. “Well, is there any possible that he actually know his uncle true color?” He guessed.
“Inoo…”
“Yes?” Inoo turned his head around when he heard someone called him from back. “Oh, Yuto… how long you was there? I completely unware of you.” Inoo asked Yuto who is resting his back on the white wall besides the white silk like curtain. His appearance is almost unseen because of the curtain that flapping due to the winds that blow inside through the open windows.
“Quite a long time;” Yuto said and then folded up his arms. “I heard your conversation with Yamada, what is the purpose of doing like that?”
“Buying time…” Inoo said. He turned around to his desk and opened the first drawer.
“Buying time? For what?”
Inoo lifted up his eyebrow. “Are you really part of this team?” He asked mockingly. “Nishikido Ryu is already on move! He soon will encounter Yamada and who knows what he will do.”
“Ah, I almost forgot…” Yuto snapped. He can’t believe that he forgot something so important.
“And… because of that; you with whatever way…. Need to always stay close to Yamada Ryosuke. Understand? RACA A-class agent, Nakajima Yuto…”
“But!”
“No but!”
“Oh come on~ you know that I’m having a hard time here… that guy doesn’t want me to even stand at his side!”
“Then think of something! You’re and A-class agent right, things like this is nothing, you have encounter worse cases before.” Inoo sighed and rolled his eyes. He was a little disappointed that Yuto keep making excuse to not reconcile with Ryosuke. “His safety is your top priority Nakajima, remember that.”
Yuto scratched his head frustrated. “Urgh! Okay, I’ll do what I can. Don’t blame me if it didn’t work.” Yuto said and then turned around to leave the infirmary.
Yuto do realize that he was wrong to abandon his mission. But no one actually can feel how he feels right now. Dealing with Yamada Ryosuke is hard. And Yuto is confused, why is it so hard for him to make Ryosuke believe in him. There is always a huge doubt in Ryosuke about Yuto. He can feel it; and maybe that was the reason why he avoid him.
“Fuck!” Yuto cursed while punching the wall in the corridor. “What should I do?”
“Should I just be honest? Hmm…” Yuto stopped to think. “There is only one way to find out. I need to talk to him!”
Yuto turn around and walked to the opposite direction to his class. Somehow he have a feeling that after meeting with Inoo, Ryosuke is not heading back to his class. Yuto quickening his pace toward the rooftop, why there? Because that is the only available spot to skip class without have to worry about teacher finding you… you can lock the door from outside. Oh I hope he didn’t do that.
Yuto slowly turned the doorknob. “Bingo!” He exclaimed when he finally found the person he’s searching for. The latter is currently lying down with his arms on the back of his head, act as his pillow. Yuto walk nearing him. “He’s asleep…”
Yuto stared at Ryosuke sleeping figure for a few second before he slowly bring his body down to sit next to the sleeping Yamada Ryosuke. Should I wake him up or wait for him to wake up… Yuto thought. He extended his hand toward Ryosuke to slowly tapping his shoulder. But then, when he is just an inches away, Yuto drew his hand back. Yuto bite his lower lips. He shake his head lightly. He sighed and gaze toward the blue sky…
*******
Ryosuke slowly opening his eyes lid. His original purposed wasn’t sleeping. But as soon as he lay down, his eyes lid got heavy and he was drifted to sleep immediately after that. Ryosuke slowly getting up from the floor and sit. When he do that, something is sliding down from his body to his leg. Ryosuke creased his forehead as he stare at the unknown blazer. “Whose blazer is this?”
“Me.”
“Huh!?” Ryosuke jumped up. He was startle when he heard a voice beside him. He was alone when he get there; “Yu-yuto! Since when are you here?” Ryosuke asked him. Unconsciously his body moved away few step from Yuto.
When the latter realize that; he creased his face. “Stop!” He shouted. “Could you please… just this time, please don’t avoid me.” Yuto asked, more like he’s pleaded to him. “Please…”
“Sorry.” Ryosuke apologize but he didn’t bring himself near Yuto again and just stay where he’s. Yuto blazer is still sticking on his body. Ryosuke slowly pulled it away and hand it back to its owner. “Thanks…”
Yuto take it back. “You’re welcome.”
Yuto bite his lower lips. He finally can talk with Ryosuke but… somehow, he can’t utter a single words. Their situation changed into awkward. Now or never… Yuto inhale deeply.
“Umm… I’m sorry for suddenly kissing you that time.”
“It’s okay.”
“And… sorry that I lied to you.”
“about what?”
“About me falling in love with you. I just bluntly said that. I’m sorry…”
“Oh, okay… I understand.”
Ryosuke sit while hugging his knee tightly. “I have once got a vision about you…”
Yuto eyes widened when he turn his head toward Ryosuke, he is excited to know what kind of vision he got about him. “Really? About what?” He asked eagerly.
“A murder…”
“Huh?”
“You… I saw you killed someone in a big room with a red colored carpet at its floor.”
Yuto frown, his expression immediately changed. Ryosuke too; he shows a scared and confused expression toward Yuto. Yuto quickly turn his head back to front. It is bad to glances at Ryosuke face right now. It make him to suddenly feeling unease and uncomfortable.
“So it was true?”
Yuto aren’t answering him.
“Hey, I ask you… was it true?” Ryosuke asked again, this time a little bit louder. But still, Yuto is not answering him or even glance at him to show that he’s hearing him. The latter is deafening his ears and shutting his mouth from giving Ryosuke his answer.
“Nakajima Yuto!”
Ryosuke yelling finally make fruits, Yuto closed his eyes and take a deep breath. “It was ten years ago…”
Ryosuke gasped as his eyes goes wide. “So you did… killed someone;”
“Yeah, I did… and you know what, that person was my own father!” Yuto exclaimed toward Ryosuke; freaking him and making Ryosuke to slowly bring himself two step further from Yuto. Realizing that he shouldn’t have done that; Yuto hugged his knee and buried his face in it. “I was desperate… I had no choice; kill or get killed. And I choose to kill.”
“Yuto… I don’t know; I’m sorry.” Ryosuke quickly apologize to him. he feel guilty for making Yuto to remembering his darkest past; Yuto is just like him; he got something that he didn’t want to remember and he just make him remember it back earlier. “I shouldn’t have asked you that question; I’m sorry…”
“It’s okay… I know you’re not mean to hurt me. Besides, that was a story from the past… I have long ago decided to not give up on life and continue living happily.”
Yuto lifted his face up to look at the above sky. “I hate Yakuza… I hate them so much because, because of them… my mom die.”
“A yakuza killed your mom?”
“Yup, and not just that… at first it was just my mom, then it was my father; he lose his job and have a huge debt. That time, someone came to his life with saying that if he follow whatever he said, my father will be rewarded and that money could be used to pay his debt. So dad agree… but he didn’t know, being under Yakuza hand need some sacrifice to prove his willingness; and for dad, it was killing me…”
Ryosuke was speechless; despites all Yuto effort to be friend with him, the latter actually holding a huge grudge toward the people who living in the same world as his. So he decided to just being a good listener and keep quiet.
“I grew up hating Yakuza and all that related with them…” Yuto turned his head toward Ryosuke. “But you… I didn’t hate you. I can feel that you’re different though that you come from a Yakuza family. You have a pure heart…”
“How can you be so sure about that; we just meet a few month ago?”
“Don’t know… at first glance I already can feel it. A feeling that we can be a good friends.”
“So… umm;” Yuto stretch his hand toward Ryosuke. “Can we be friend again?” He said. A faint pink coloring his white cheeks’.
“Don’t you care about what other people said about you if you be my friend?”
“Never; I have a hard heart Yama-chan… I won’t break easily just because someone badmouthing me.” Yuto replied confidently. His hand still hanged on the air; still waiting for Ryosuke to shakes hand with him.
“Friend…” Ryosuke said while taking Yuto hand to shake it. “But don’t blame me later if their badmouthing about you…”
Yuto chuckled and nodding his head lightly. “Umm, don’t worry…”
“Ah, and you still will be punished because kissing me; I won’t let it go just like that.”
“Okay;” Yuto get up and stands. “So what do you want?” He asked while stretching his hand to Ryosuke to help him stand up.
“Buy me lunch meal for a whole one weeks.” Ryosuke said while he grab Yuto hand to support him getting stand up.
Yuto frown; “Oi, oi oi… I’m not a rich guy to treat you a meal everyday. One or two day is enough. Don’t you afraid of getting fat?” Yuto smirked and lifted up his eyebrow. He’s teasing Ryosuke;
“I know how to take care of myself… you don’t have to worry.”
“Heh~ honto?” Yuto asked while glancing at Ryosuke up to down.
Ryosuke rolled his eyes annoyed. “Shut up!” He shouted and then walk toward the door. Well, he did gain weight… but not too much. A meals everyday won’t make him fat that easy.
“Oi, wait for me!” Yuto trying to catch up with Ryosuke who already opening the door.
Mission accomplish!
TBC~~~
A/N: Hey guys; finally I updated this fics haha; thing are going harder for me this day to write fan-fiction since I'm so busy with my assignment and school work... I almost fall asleep during posting this, -I fall asleep- so if you see something weird along the chapter, please forgive me =3=
and also for my other fan-fiction which is not about YutoYama, I'll update it soon, I changed almost 90% of the original plot. and I hope you'll like it
that all! please leave your comment below kay!