Update: Love which bloom from our past - Chapter 2
Title: Love which bloom from our past
Author: kuroyukisama_17
Pairing: YutoYama (main), AriYama, NakaChii, YabuHika
Genre: AU, BL, slice of life, fluff, friendship, Angst free
Rating: PG-13
Chapter 2: The complicated life
The atmosphere around the house was full with tension and stressed auras. All the house occupied sitting in circle around a middle size, rounded shape table located at the center of the room. Hikaru had his face creased, feeling so mad at the person sitting in front of him. Yabu who is sitting next to him, hold a very guilty façade and along with Yabu, sit the bored Haruna and lastly Ryosuke who can only look down. He can’t lift up his face, it’s too scary for him to have and eye contact with the currently in mad Yaotome Hikaru.
Ryosuke gulped as he try to once again make an explanation to Hikaru. Lucky that Yuusuke was sleeping, he don’t want that one child of him to hear what the adult in the house are talking about. “Etto…. Like what I had said, Yuusuke meet with Yuto this morning and spend the rest of the day with him.” Ryosuke said slowly. Cold sweat rolls down his forehead as he try to look at the latter in front of him. “Hehe~” Ryosuke said while smiling a little, holding a somehow in Hikaru eyes a happy giggles.
“And you like that, don’t you?” Hikaru finally opening his mouth but his face still looking so stern. Ryosuke avert his eyes while nodding his head faintly, answering Hikaru question. “A bit…”
“It’s my fault minna, I’m the one who led Yuusuke go with him. I’m the one should be blamed here.” Yabu spoken. He thought he was the one who causes all this at first because he was in charge of taking care of Yuusuke today since Hikaru was out all day. He never knew that guy who was so nice to Yuusuke was the same guy his boyfriend hated so much. “Gomen…” Yabu apologize, bowing his head a little.
“You don’t have to apologize Yabu, it’s not your fault. It’s me actually, because I never truly told you how Yuto look like. Please don’t blame yourself, you have done a great job in helping me taking care of Yuusuke.” Ryosuke said, trying to reassuring the older a little. Yeah, everything that happen; he’s the one should be blamed.
“Told ya’… sooner or later Yuto will know bit by bit and it won’t take a long time after that to him to finally learn the truth.” Haruna said with an emotionless face. She already warn Ryosuke before, four years ago actually.
Haruna words just give him more tension. He know his fault. Seeing how Ryosuke face turned more bitter than usual; Hikaru sighed heavily. “I hate that guy since the first time our eyes meet each other. And when I start to know what happen behind my back, I hate him even more.” Hikaru said, sorting out his feeling. “But I can’t blame you two for falling in love. It’s unpredictable and no one can stop it.”
“So, what’re you going to do now Ryosuke? You can’t run away anymore.” Haruna asked and Ryosuke can only shake his head. He himself is totally clueless about what action he should take after this.
“And where is Daiki at time like this. He should be here and help figure out some way.” Hikaru asked feeing slightly mad toward the person he just mention. Yeah, Daiki should be here, not somewhere outside there maybe flirting with some bitches.
“Leave him Hikaru… he have his own life and deserve to have fun.” Ryosuke answered, defending the latter.
“So what are you going to do Ryosuke?” Once again, he was asked the same question from his fellow friends. Ryosuke take a deep breathe before slowly releasing it. “We don’t have to do anything.” An unexpected answer from Ryosuke, shocking the whole group except the sleeping Yuusuke.
“He promised me; he promise to forget about me and start a new life. Besides, we have our own life now and shouldn’t destroy it.” Ryosuke explained, fully confident with what he thought. He pray, he pray that things won’t goes beyond what he thought.
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“So Yuto, how was your holiday yesterday?” Mr. Nakajima asked when the family members gather that morning for breakfast before going to work. “Having fun?” He added more and receive a nod from his only son.
“You look rather cheerful today, I bet something good must have happened there right.” Mr. Nakajima guessed when he saw another grin craved onto his son face.
“Not really.” He lied; he can’t easily said to his parent that he just meet with Ryosuke and spending the holiday with Yuusuke. “I was able to relaxing my mind. Thanks dad.” If it’s not because his dad insist him to take that holiday, he won’t be able to meet with his ex. Yuto feel so grateful;
But at the same time; the unexpected meeting with Ryosuke lead Yuto to a deep thought. Since he arrive back at Tokyo, Yuto keep on thinking why it’s so hard for him to remove Ryosuke from his mind. That latter stick like forever inside his mind. Yuto know the reason well; he still love Ryosuke.
Yuto put his cup on the table and look at both of his parent. He had made up his mind. He won’t run away from his feeling anymore. He’ll said it straight forward *half straight*. “And… I have something to tell you two.”
Both Mr. and Mrs. Nakajima look at their son. “What’s it?” Mrs. Nakajima asked.
“I want to move out and live on my own. I want to learn being independent.”
The spoon left hanged on the air as Mrs. Nakajima heard what her son just said. Of course she was so shocked with the sudden news. “Nande? Why suddenly wanting to move out? Don’t you wanna live with us anymore?” She questioning her son. She only had one child and now that one child wanting to leave her.
“Like I said, it’s time for me to be independent. Don’t worry, I’m not going to live so far. I have decided; I’ll used our villa in Miyagi. That won’t be a problem right dad?”
“It sure won’t be a problem. And a great idea actually since no one had used that villa for a very long time.” Mr. Nakajima said. “Un, I agree. It’s a great opportunity actually. With you living there, it’s easing our company. I’ll leave the company matter to you. You’ll take over my position as the CEO. I’m getting older and need some rest. The company are under you and the school are under me.”
“That won’t be a problem to me either.” Yuto said. Both agreed with the decision and Mrs. Nakajima couldn’t help but to also agree with them though it’s hard for her to let Yuto go.
“Thanks dad.”
“So when will you move out?”
“A couple of day from today. I need to get my work here done first.” And that job including telling Chinen Yuri about his decision. Though he once had promised to Ryosuke to forget him and loyally stay with Chinen, he couldn’t obey that promise again. Not after his meeting with Yuusuke and most important Ryosuke. He’ll fight for his long lost love. He willingly to be a bad person. Being Chinen Yuri fiancée and in secret wanting to own Yamada Ryosuke. Keito might kill him if he know what he’s planning to do. Ryutaro would broke his face if he know Yuto cheated Chinen. And he totally know; Ryosuke won’t forgive him for doing that.
He want to follow his heart. His feel which telling him to not leave Ryosuke ever again. His feeling to always make Yuusuke happy though that boy wasn’t his child. He’s Ryosuke and his spouse child for god sake. But his heart keep telling him to ignore that fact and do whatever he want. Selfish? Yup, he’s.
I’m so sorry…
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“Eh? Nande?!” Chinen exclaimed in shock when he receive the news from Yuto. His fiancée just revealed that he wanted to move out from Tokyo leaving him here. “We won’t be able to frequently see each other ever again if that happen!” Chinen sorted out his worries.
Yuto softly ruffles his hair as he crave reassuring smile. “Don’t worry; I’ll come visit you when I had free time. I promise okay.” Yuto said while bringing up his pinky toward Chinen and happily greeted by the latter with crossing their pinky together. “Promise with me you will come back.”
“I promise.” Yuto said once again. “And because of that… let extended our date okay. Where you wanted to go next?”
“Hurmmm…” Chinen stop to thought. “Lunch then. I’m hungry~” He said and Yuto nodding his head before opening the car’s door for him. “Okay!” He replied after closing the door and heading toward the driver seat. At least I should make Yuri happy today.
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“Okaeri~” Ryosuke greeted the just arrived Daiki. The latter keep on yawning and he guessed that he probably didn’t get enough sleep last night. “Where’re you yesterday?” Ryosuke asked when Daiki walking toward his direction at the kitchen.
Still being so sleepy, Daiki don’t directly answered Ryosuke question. He walk to his back and lean his chin on the latter shoulder while pressing his body onto his back. Ryosuke groaned when Daiki heavy body on his back hardening him in making their breakfast. But unfortunately, his push didn’t make any effect toward the latter so Ryosuke give up and let Daiki do what he want. “Nee… what’re you making?” He finally spoken.
“Omelet.” Ryosuke answered then taking some of the omelet and push it inside Daiki open mouth. The sudden hot making Daiki eyes squinted open and he hurriedly jump back a little further from Ryosuke while fanning his mouth with both of his hand. Ryosuke on the other side burst out laugh when his plan to make Daiki move his body from him working out so well. “Serve you right for disturbing me early in the morning!” Ryosuke exclaimed in victory.
Daiki able to speak again after the omelet cold down and he finally can swallow it. He gaze madly at Ryosuke who just attacking him. “It’s not funny Ryosuke. It almost burn my mouth.”
“Sorry to disappoint you; but I don’t care about that. It’s your fault for disturbing me. Answer me, where were you yesterday?” Ryosuke asked while his body busy preparing the breakfast and bring it to the table.
“I was at the university all day. I fall asleep and no one wake me up. I woke up when the faculty building already dark and I was locked inside the library all night.” Daiki explained his sad situation. “I finally able to go out this morning when someone come to open the library door. Then suddenly I was attacked by you right after I arrive at home.”
“Sorry…” Ryosuke said, sincerely apologizing to him for doing that earlier. “Go clean yourself first. I want to go wake Yuusuke up and then we can have breakfast together okay.” Ryosuke added more and leave Daiki there to go waking up Yuusuke.
*******
“Daiki you don’t have class today right?”
“Yeah; I don’t have class for today until afternoon. I have one at the evening. I’m going to the restaurant today.” Daiki replied, punctuated with feeding a few spoonful of omelet rice into his mouth. “Why asking?”
“I just thought if you could go pick up Yuusuke from school today. I have a part-time job till evening.”
“It’s okay mom… I don’t really care who will come pick me up. Dai-papa probably will forget about what you said now and I’ll end up playing with my friend at the park till evening.” Yuusuke interrupt while pointing his spoon toward Daiki who’s throwing an annoying face to the little kid. From Yuusuke past experience when his mom asked Daiki to pick him up; he never punctual. “Treat me ice-cream if I was right!” Yuusuke demanded.
“IF… you are right…” Daiki replied, pressing his word a little.
Before they start clashing each other, Ryosuke interrupt. “Okay stop!” He said as he stretch his hand to block their view from each other. “If Dai-chan dare to do that again….” Ryosuke pointing out his word one by one while sending a dead glare toward the latter. “Trust me… he’ll sleep outside again for A WEEK this time with no blanket or pillow to used.”
Daiki gulped, he give up; there’s no way he could fight back with Ryosuke. He don’t wanna sleep outside; it’s freaking cold. “I-I promise I won’t do it again!” His voice cracked a little when he said that totally show how frightened he’s now.
Hearing that make Ryosuke scary face change into the usual again. “Good… now hurry up finish your breakfast. Yuusuke you too; hurry up or you’ll be late for school.” Ryosuke said, scolding his child which start to play with his food.
After sending Yuusuke to his school, Ryosuke dashed toward his part-time place. He can’t be a successful doctor like Haruna but he still the smart Yamada Ryosuke. Sometime he work as a waiter at Hikaru restaurant and sometime he work as a teacher at a tuition centers near his house area. Since he was so good in teaching the student, he once offered to be a full time teacher there but he reject the offer right after he get it. Working full time there will reduce his already limited time with his family so he’ll never accept it.
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Yuto park his car on the roadside, the opposite direction of Nakajima’s villa. After finishing all his work at Tokyo and his father already give him the key to the house; here Yuto come back to Miyagi and now it won’t just be a day but every day. Yuto gaze toward the huge building in front of his eyes with a smile. “Welcome to your new house Yuto!”
It already reach lunch time when Yuto finished unpacking his thing. He didn’t much of his stuff. Just something important like his cloth. The house already had everything except food. Yeah, Yuto need to put that on his note. He need to buy some groceries later. Yuto stopped when he heard his stomach started making a begging sound. He left the house to eat outside. It’s good to be independent; but Yuto forgot this one important thing. He never know how to cook. His mom was the one making his food every day since he was little. It’s useless to worrying about that matter now when he already move out. He’ll try to cook and if he fail… there is a lot of restaurant out there waiting for a customer like him. No problem!
“Ryosuke!”
Yuto shouted right after he saw a figure like Ryosuke walking pass his on the street. When he look again and realize he just imagining thing; Yuto sigh and walk away while shaking his head lightly. How he missed Ryosuke so much. He already forgot how good it’s to be beside him. How sweet his smile is. “Oh come on Yuto… you won’t get better if you acted like this!” Yuto said, scolding his own self.
When once again Ryosuke face appear in front of his eyes; Yuto lowering his head. He won’t let his heart manipulating his mind. There’s no way they can easily bumped into each other in this big town. But when Yuto heard Yuusuke voiced whining saying that he was hungry, he braving his self to look back and yes! This time it was the real one. He did saw Ryosuke walking hand in hand with Yuusuke.
“Ryosuke!” Yuto called his name.
Hearing his name, Ryosuke turn his head to where he heard it and widen his eyes. Yuto was the one who called his name. “Yuto?” Ryosuke muttered faintly. When Yuusuke heard his mom said Yuto, he hurriedly turn back and exclaimed when he see Yuto. “Yuto-nii!” Yuusuke shouted while waving his hand toward Yuto.
An idea popped inside Yuto mind. “Hey Yuusuke, want to have lunch with me?” Yuto offered and the little kid nodding his head like crazy. “Ah, but can I bring mom also?”
“Of course!” Yuto answered cheerfully; totally agreed with that idea.
Yuusuke shake Ryosuke leg a little when he realize his mom are currently standing stiff like a statue there. “Can we mom?” Yuusuke asked Ryosuke and the latter hurriedly shaking off all his thought and look down to his son.
“But we promised to have lunch with your papa today right. Daiki already waiting for us at the restaurant.” Ryosuke said, obviously a lie since the latter are at his university; studying for the final exam.
“Souka…” Yuusuke replied dejectedly. “Gomen Yuto-nii.” He apologize with bow his body a little.
“I- it’s okay…” Yuto answered nonchalantly as he try to crave a non-faking smile. His plan to have a lunch with Ryosuke just ruined. Yuto slowly moving his hand, waving toward the walking away Yuusuke with Ryosuke. Papa huh~…
Maybe I should just give up… Yuto thought and chuckling out of sadness. He almost forgot that one fact. The person who’ll be the biggest hitch for Yuto to win over Ryosuke. Ryosuke spouse, Arioka Daiki. He had zero change actually… unless miracle happen and god give him a change to be with Ryosuke. But to wait for that unsure miracle to happen…. Yuto have to wait till when?
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For some time, Ryosuke will turn his head toward his son who’s currently eating with Yabu accompanying him not far from where he’s currently sitting. When he was sure Yuusuke aren’t hearing what he talk, he turn his attention back to Haruna next to him. “Help.” Ryosuke said; begging for Haruna to help him.
The young woman roll her eyes and clicked her tongue. “Why don’t you just give him a chance?” Haruna said, receiving a confusing look from Ryosuke. “Well I mean, it’s obvious that Yuto still love you. After what happen four years ago, he still had his heart for you.” Haruna explained.
“I know! I know that so much.” Ryosuke answered stressfully. The way Yuto gaze at him were still the same like four years ago that’s why he knows.
“Except if you now don’t love him anymore… Oh my god~ did you fall for Daiki?” Haruna exclaimed. She aren’t shocked if in this four years Ryosuke start to move on and loving other guy. Well, he face hardship and during that period; Daiki was the one with him. If this story was a typical love story… isn’t that is what going to happen? But no worries; the author hate typical love story.
“I love Yuto… I love him so much. He was Yuusuke father after all.” Ryosuke answered faintly but honest. Yes; like Yuto who still love him, Ryosuke also feel the same. But fate won’t let them to be together. He had to sacrifice his love to Yuto four years ago in sake of Chinen Yuri.
“Will you fight to have him back?”
Ryosuke look at Haruna disbelieve; he aren’t expecting Haruna to asking that kind of question. Answering ‘yes I will’ is quite wrong. Yet Ryosuke mouth which is led by his still overwhelming feeling toward Nakajima Yuto choose to answer; “Yes I will.”
Haruna sigh in relive. She had his scare feeling earlier if Ryosuke tend to choose the opposite. Her plan all this time will automatically goes fail. And hell yeah; she don’t want that to happen. “Good to hear that you still the same Ryosuke I know in high school. The one who was hard to give up and always struggle to achieve his goal.”
“I never change Haruna… you talk nonsense.”
“Whatever~” She replied nonchalantly then curve a big smile. “I’ll help you.”
“Thanks…”
He know he’ll break the promise he once had made; but for Yuusuke sake, he want to at least try to fight his love back. Though that he totally know, the path he choose had thousand and one obstacle waiting for him on the future.
And now how should I tell Hikaru about this… Ryosuke thought. The taller obviously won’t feel so happy to hear it. Yeah, he might object it. No, he’ll object.
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TBC~~
A/N: how this chapter was... umm~ kind off weird? *I think so?
anyway, thing was a little rush in here. The reason is that I currently don't have enough time now. so I'll just cut the not important part expecially that had angst in it.
Yuto and Ryosuke was quite weird right... or should I said selfish?
but still please enjoy reading and like always please write your comment below so that I could know what you thought about this chapter... thanks!
Author: kuroyukisama_17
Pairing: YutoYama (main), AriYama, NakaChii, YabuHika
Genre: AU, BL, slice of life, fluff, friendship, Angst free
Rating: PG-13
Chapter 2: The complicated life
The atmosphere around the house was full with tension and stressed auras. All the house occupied sitting in circle around a middle size, rounded shape table located at the center of the room. Hikaru had his face creased, feeling so mad at the person sitting in front of him. Yabu who is sitting next to him, hold a very guilty façade and along with Yabu, sit the bored Haruna and lastly Ryosuke who can only look down. He can’t lift up his face, it’s too scary for him to have and eye contact with the currently in mad Yaotome Hikaru.
Ryosuke gulped as he try to once again make an explanation to Hikaru. Lucky that Yuusuke was sleeping, he don’t want that one child of him to hear what the adult in the house are talking about. “Etto…. Like what I had said, Yuusuke meet with Yuto this morning and spend the rest of the day with him.” Ryosuke said slowly. Cold sweat rolls down his forehead as he try to look at the latter in front of him. “Hehe~” Ryosuke said while smiling a little, holding a somehow in Hikaru eyes a happy giggles.
“And you like that, don’t you?” Hikaru finally opening his mouth but his face still looking so stern. Ryosuke avert his eyes while nodding his head faintly, answering Hikaru question. “A bit…”
“It’s my fault minna, I’m the one who led Yuusuke go with him. I’m the one should be blamed here.” Yabu spoken. He thought he was the one who causes all this at first because he was in charge of taking care of Yuusuke today since Hikaru was out all day. He never knew that guy who was so nice to Yuusuke was the same guy his boyfriend hated so much. “Gomen…” Yabu apologize, bowing his head a little.
“You don’t have to apologize Yabu, it’s not your fault. It’s me actually, because I never truly told you how Yuto look like. Please don’t blame yourself, you have done a great job in helping me taking care of Yuusuke.” Ryosuke said, trying to reassuring the older a little. Yeah, everything that happen; he’s the one should be blamed.
“Told ya’… sooner or later Yuto will know bit by bit and it won’t take a long time after that to him to finally learn the truth.” Haruna said with an emotionless face. She already warn Ryosuke before, four years ago actually.
Haruna words just give him more tension. He know his fault. Seeing how Ryosuke face turned more bitter than usual; Hikaru sighed heavily. “I hate that guy since the first time our eyes meet each other. And when I start to know what happen behind my back, I hate him even more.” Hikaru said, sorting out his feeling. “But I can’t blame you two for falling in love. It’s unpredictable and no one can stop it.”
“So, what’re you going to do now Ryosuke? You can’t run away anymore.” Haruna asked and Ryosuke can only shake his head. He himself is totally clueless about what action he should take after this.
“And where is Daiki at time like this. He should be here and help figure out some way.” Hikaru asked feeing slightly mad toward the person he just mention. Yeah, Daiki should be here, not somewhere outside there maybe flirting with some bitches.
“Leave him Hikaru… he have his own life and deserve to have fun.” Ryosuke answered, defending the latter.
“So what are you going to do Ryosuke?” Once again, he was asked the same question from his fellow friends. Ryosuke take a deep breathe before slowly releasing it. “We don’t have to do anything.” An unexpected answer from Ryosuke, shocking the whole group except the sleeping Yuusuke.
“He promised me; he promise to forget about me and start a new life. Besides, we have our own life now and shouldn’t destroy it.” Ryosuke explained, fully confident with what he thought. He pray, he pray that things won’t goes beyond what he thought.
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“So Yuto, how was your holiday yesterday?” Mr. Nakajima asked when the family members gather that morning for breakfast before going to work. “Having fun?” He added more and receive a nod from his only son.
“You look rather cheerful today, I bet something good must have happened there right.” Mr. Nakajima guessed when he saw another grin craved onto his son face.
“Not really.” He lied; he can’t easily said to his parent that he just meet with Ryosuke and spending the holiday with Yuusuke. “I was able to relaxing my mind. Thanks dad.” If it’s not because his dad insist him to take that holiday, he won’t be able to meet with his ex. Yuto feel so grateful;
But at the same time; the unexpected meeting with Ryosuke lead Yuto to a deep thought. Since he arrive back at Tokyo, Yuto keep on thinking why it’s so hard for him to remove Ryosuke from his mind. That latter stick like forever inside his mind. Yuto know the reason well; he still love Ryosuke.
Yuto put his cup on the table and look at both of his parent. He had made up his mind. He won’t run away from his feeling anymore. He’ll said it straight forward *half straight*. “And… I have something to tell you two.”
Both Mr. and Mrs. Nakajima look at their son. “What’s it?” Mrs. Nakajima asked.
“I want to move out and live on my own. I want to learn being independent.”
The spoon left hanged on the air as Mrs. Nakajima heard what her son just said. Of course she was so shocked with the sudden news. “Nande? Why suddenly wanting to move out? Don’t you wanna live with us anymore?” She questioning her son. She only had one child and now that one child wanting to leave her.
“Like I said, it’s time for me to be independent. Don’t worry, I’m not going to live so far. I have decided; I’ll used our villa in Miyagi. That won’t be a problem right dad?”
“It sure won’t be a problem. And a great idea actually since no one had used that villa for a very long time.” Mr. Nakajima said. “Un, I agree. It’s a great opportunity actually. With you living there, it’s easing our company. I’ll leave the company matter to you. You’ll take over my position as the CEO. I’m getting older and need some rest. The company are under you and the school are under me.”
“That won’t be a problem to me either.” Yuto said. Both agreed with the decision and Mrs. Nakajima couldn’t help but to also agree with them though it’s hard for her to let Yuto go.
“Thanks dad.”
“So when will you move out?”
“A couple of day from today. I need to get my work here done first.” And that job including telling Chinen Yuri about his decision. Though he once had promised to Ryosuke to forget him and loyally stay with Chinen, he couldn’t obey that promise again. Not after his meeting with Yuusuke and most important Ryosuke. He’ll fight for his long lost love. He willingly to be a bad person. Being Chinen Yuri fiancée and in secret wanting to own Yamada Ryosuke. Keito might kill him if he know what he’s planning to do. Ryutaro would broke his face if he know Yuto cheated Chinen. And he totally know; Ryosuke won’t forgive him for doing that.
He want to follow his heart. His feel which telling him to not leave Ryosuke ever again. His feeling to always make Yuusuke happy though that boy wasn’t his child. He’s Ryosuke and his spouse child for god sake. But his heart keep telling him to ignore that fact and do whatever he want. Selfish? Yup, he’s.
I’m so sorry…
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“Eh? Nande?!” Chinen exclaimed in shock when he receive the news from Yuto. His fiancée just revealed that he wanted to move out from Tokyo leaving him here. “We won’t be able to frequently see each other ever again if that happen!” Chinen sorted out his worries.
Yuto softly ruffles his hair as he crave reassuring smile. “Don’t worry; I’ll come visit you when I had free time. I promise okay.” Yuto said while bringing up his pinky toward Chinen and happily greeted by the latter with crossing their pinky together. “Promise with me you will come back.”
“I promise.” Yuto said once again. “And because of that… let extended our date okay. Where you wanted to go next?”
“Hurmmm…” Chinen stop to thought. “Lunch then. I’m hungry~” He said and Yuto nodding his head before opening the car’s door for him. “Okay!” He replied after closing the door and heading toward the driver seat. At least I should make Yuri happy today.
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“Okaeri~” Ryosuke greeted the just arrived Daiki. The latter keep on yawning and he guessed that he probably didn’t get enough sleep last night. “Where’re you yesterday?” Ryosuke asked when Daiki walking toward his direction at the kitchen.
Still being so sleepy, Daiki don’t directly answered Ryosuke question. He walk to his back and lean his chin on the latter shoulder while pressing his body onto his back. Ryosuke groaned when Daiki heavy body on his back hardening him in making their breakfast. But unfortunately, his push didn’t make any effect toward the latter so Ryosuke give up and let Daiki do what he want. “Nee… what’re you making?” He finally spoken.
“Omelet.” Ryosuke answered then taking some of the omelet and push it inside Daiki open mouth. The sudden hot making Daiki eyes squinted open and he hurriedly jump back a little further from Ryosuke while fanning his mouth with both of his hand. Ryosuke on the other side burst out laugh when his plan to make Daiki move his body from him working out so well. “Serve you right for disturbing me early in the morning!” Ryosuke exclaimed in victory.
Daiki able to speak again after the omelet cold down and he finally can swallow it. He gaze madly at Ryosuke who just attacking him. “It’s not funny Ryosuke. It almost burn my mouth.”
“Sorry to disappoint you; but I don’t care about that. It’s your fault for disturbing me. Answer me, where were you yesterday?” Ryosuke asked while his body busy preparing the breakfast and bring it to the table.
“I was at the university all day. I fall asleep and no one wake me up. I woke up when the faculty building already dark and I was locked inside the library all night.” Daiki explained his sad situation. “I finally able to go out this morning when someone come to open the library door. Then suddenly I was attacked by you right after I arrive at home.”
“Sorry…” Ryosuke said, sincerely apologizing to him for doing that earlier. “Go clean yourself first. I want to go wake Yuusuke up and then we can have breakfast together okay.” Ryosuke added more and leave Daiki there to go waking up Yuusuke.
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“Daiki you don’t have class today right?”
“Yeah; I don’t have class for today until afternoon. I have one at the evening. I’m going to the restaurant today.” Daiki replied, punctuated with feeding a few spoonful of omelet rice into his mouth. “Why asking?”
“I just thought if you could go pick up Yuusuke from school today. I have a part-time job till evening.”
“It’s okay mom… I don’t really care who will come pick me up. Dai-papa probably will forget about what you said now and I’ll end up playing with my friend at the park till evening.” Yuusuke interrupt while pointing his spoon toward Daiki who’s throwing an annoying face to the little kid. From Yuusuke past experience when his mom asked Daiki to pick him up; he never punctual. “Treat me ice-cream if I was right!” Yuusuke demanded.
“IF… you are right…” Daiki replied, pressing his word a little.
Before they start clashing each other, Ryosuke interrupt. “Okay stop!” He said as he stretch his hand to block their view from each other. “If Dai-chan dare to do that again….” Ryosuke pointing out his word one by one while sending a dead glare toward the latter. “Trust me… he’ll sleep outside again for A WEEK this time with no blanket or pillow to used.”
Daiki gulped, he give up; there’s no way he could fight back with Ryosuke. He don’t wanna sleep outside; it’s freaking cold. “I-I promise I won’t do it again!” His voice cracked a little when he said that totally show how frightened he’s now.
Hearing that make Ryosuke scary face change into the usual again. “Good… now hurry up finish your breakfast. Yuusuke you too; hurry up or you’ll be late for school.” Ryosuke said, scolding his child which start to play with his food.
After sending Yuusuke to his school, Ryosuke dashed toward his part-time place. He can’t be a successful doctor like Haruna but he still the smart Yamada Ryosuke. Sometime he work as a waiter at Hikaru restaurant and sometime he work as a teacher at a tuition centers near his house area. Since he was so good in teaching the student, he once offered to be a full time teacher there but he reject the offer right after he get it. Working full time there will reduce his already limited time with his family so he’ll never accept it.
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Yuto park his car on the roadside, the opposite direction of Nakajima’s villa. After finishing all his work at Tokyo and his father already give him the key to the house; here Yuto come back to Miyagi and now it won’t just be a day but every day. Yuto gaze toward the huge building in front of his eyes with a smile. “Welcome to your new house Yuto!”
It already reach lunch time when Yuto finished unpacking his thing. He didn’t much of his stuff. Just something important like his cloth. The house already had everything except food. Yeah, Yuto need to put that on his note. He need to buy some groceries later. Yuto stopped when he heard his stomach started making a begging sound. He left the house to eat outside. It’s good to be independent; but Yuto forgot this one important thing. He never know how to cook. His mom was the one making his food every day since he was little. It’s useless to worrying about that matter now when he already move out. He’ll try to cook and if he fail… there is a lot of restaurant out there waiting for a customer like him. No problem!
“Ryosuke!”
Yuto shouted right after he saw a figure like Ryosuke walking pass his on the street. When he look again and realize he just imagining thing; Yuto sigh and walk away while shaking his head lightly. How he missed Ryosuke so much. He already forgot how good it’s to be beside him. How sweet his smile is. “Oh come on Yuto… you won’t get better if you acted like this!” Yuto said, scolding his own self.
When once again Ryosuke face appear in front of his eyes; Yuto lowering his head. He won’t let his heart manipulating his mind. There’s no way they can easily bumped into each other in this big town. But when Yuto heard Yuusuke voiced whining saying that he was hungry, he braving his self to look back and yes! This time it was the real one. He did saw Ryosuke walking hand in hand with Yuusuke.
“Ryosuke!” Yuto called his name.
Hearing his name, Ryosuke turn his head to where he heard it and widen his eyes. Yuto was the one who called his name. “Yuto?” Ryosuke muttered faintly. When Yuusuke heard his mom said Yuto, he hurriedly turn back and exclaimed when he see Yuto. “Yuto-nii!” Yuusuke shouted while waving his hand toward Yuto.
An idea popped inside Yuto mind. “Hey Yuusuke, want to have lunch with me?” Yuto offered and the little kid nodding his head like crazy. “Ah, but can I bring mom also?”
“Of course!” Yuto answered cheerfully; totally agreed with that idea.
Yuusuke shake Ryosuke leg a little when he realize his mom are currently standing stiff like a statue there. “Can we mom?” Yuusuke asked Ryosuke and the latter hurriedly shaking off all his thought and look down to his son.
“But we promised to have lunch with your papa today right. Daiki already waiting for us at the restaurant.” Ryosuke said, obviously a lie since the latter are at his university; studying for the final exam.
“Souka…” Yuusuke replied dejectedly. “Gomen Yuto-nii.” He apologize with bow his body a little.
“I- it’s okay…” Yuto answered nonchalantly as he try to crave a non-faking smile. His plan to have a lunch with Ryosuke just ruined. Yuto slowly moving his hand, waving toward the walking away Yuusuke with Ryosuke. Papa huh~…
Maybe I should just give up… Yuto thought and chuckling out of sadness. He almost forgot that one fact. The person who’ll be the biggest hitch for Yuto to win over Ryosuke. Ryosuke spouse, Arioka Daiki. He had zero change actually… unless miracle happen and god give him a change to be with Ryosuke. But to wait for that unsure miracle to happen…. Yuto have to wait till when?
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For some time, Ryosuke will turn his head toward his son who’s currently eating with Yabu accompanying him not far from where he’s currently sitting. When he was sure Yuusuke aren’t hearing what he talk, he turn his attention back to Haruna next to him. “Help.” Ryosuke said; begging for Haruna to help him.
The young woman roll her eyes and clicked her tongue. “Why don’t you just give him a chance?” Haruna said, receiving a confusing look from Ryosuke. “Well I mean, it’s obvious that Yuto still love you. After what happen four years ago, he still had his heart for you.” Haruna explained.
“I know! I know that so much.” Ryosuke answered stressfully. The way Yuto gaze at him were still the same like four years ago that’s why he knows.
“Except if you now don’t love him anymore… Oh my god~ did you fall for Daiki?” Haruna exclaimed. She aren’t shocked if in this four years Ryosuke start to move on and loving other guy. Well, he face hardship and during that period; Daiki was the one with him. If this story was a typical love story… isn’t that is what going to happen? But no worries; the author hate typical love story.
“I love Yuto… I love him so much. He was Yuusuke father after all.” Ryosuke answered faintly but honest. Yes; like Yuto who still love him, Ryosuke also feel the same. But fate won’t let them to be together. He had to sacrifice his love to Yuto four years ago in sake of Chinen Yuri.
“Will you fight to have him back?”
Ryosuke look at Haruna disbelieve; he aren’t expecting Haruna to asking that kind of question. Answering ‘yes I will’ is quite wrong. Yet Ryosuke mouth which is led by his still overwhelming feeling toward Nakajima Yuto choose to answer; “Yes I will.”
Haruna sigh in relive. She had his scare feeling earlier if Ryosuke tend to choose the opposite. Her plan all this time will automatically goes fail. And hell yeah; she don’t want that to happen. “Good to hear that you still the same Ryosuke I know in high school. The one who was hard to give up and always struggle to achieve his goal.”
“I never change Haruna… you talk nonsense.”
“Whatever~” She replied nonchalantly then curve a big smile. “I’ll help you.”
“Thanks…”
He know he’ll break the promise he once had made; but for Yuusuke sake, he want to at least try to fight his love back. Though that he totally know, the path he choose had thousand and one obstacle waiting for him on the future.
And now how should I tell Hikaru about this… Ryosuke thought. The taller obviously won’t feel so happy to hear it. Yeah, he might object it. No, he’ll object.
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TBC~~
A/N: how this chapter was... umm~ kind off weird? *I think so?
anyway, thing was a little rush in here. The reason is that I currently don't have enough time now. so I'll just cut the not important part expecially that had angst in it.
Yuto and Ryosuke was quite weird right... or should I said selfish?
but still please enjoy reading and like always please write your comment below so that I could know what you thought about this chapter... thanks!