Fake Memories - Chapter 6
Title: Fake Memories
Author: kuroyukisama_17
Pairing: Yamada x Nakajima,
Genre: AU, BL, slight- angst, fluff, supernatural
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Yuto needs to protect Ryosuke while Ryosuke is still doubting Yuto. The game of gaining your trust had just started between both of them that later leads to something unexpected to happen.
Memories 006
Memories 06
Come to my house before you go to school today. Inoo texted Yuto this morning asking the latter to come to his house. Yuto still remember Inoo’s order from last night before he end their meeting;
Protecting Yamada Ryosuke is more important now, let the other works handled by Chinen-san and me… your job is to protect that boy from any harm later on okay…
“I wonder what he want now.” Yuto shrugged as his hand push the doorbell.
Few seconds later the door opened by the still mess up Inoo. “Morning Nakajima-san, thanks for coming…” He said then turn his body back inside his house. “Hurry up Yamada or you will be late for school!” He shouted.
Eh?! Did I just heard he said Yamada? Yuto thought and his thought is true because soon after that he can see Ryosuke running to the door while trying to put his blazer on. Hehhhhh….?! But why? Yuto blink his eyes few time as he keep on staring at Ryosuke.
“Chotto, Inoo-sensei... why is this guy here?” Ryosuke asked while pointing his finger toward Yuto.
“Isn’t that obvious, he is here to pick you up. You are going to school with him today.” Inoo said shamelessly to Ryosuke and push the latter out from his house. “Now go to school, don’t bother me. I still need to clean myself.” With that Inoo shut the door close.
Meanwhile, Ryosuke who confounded could only look towards Yuto. And the latter… he still wondered why Ryosuke lived with Inoo and not with Hikaru. But he sure understand one thing; he has a duty to protect this guy. That is why Inoo asked him to accompany Ryosuke to school.
“Umm… how did you know that I was here?” Ryosuke asked the latter.
“Inoo-sensei texted me this morning, he asked me to go to his house. But I didn’t know about this.”
“That guy is soooo unpredictable.” Ryosuke roll his eyes as he start walking to school with Yuto at his side.
“That is not the problem here… anyway Ryosuke, why are you living with him now?”
“Good question; I wonder why…” He said with his right hand on his chin. “Hmmm… don’t know.” He shrugged. “Ah, maybe I had a sleepover at his house.” Ryosuke answered nonchalantly.
Yuto feel unsatisfied with Ryosuke answer but he didn’t let it out. He sigh while shaking his head lightly. Gosh! Why did I ask him…? I can directly ask Inoo about this later.
“Okay, now it’s my turn to ask you question.”
“Go on.”
Ryosuke stop walking and faced Yuto. “Why Inoo-sensei ask you?”
Ah, how should I answer this? “Ah, maybe because I’m your friends?”
Hearing those answer make Ryosuke face turn bitter. “Friend huh?!” He repeated. “I have a question about that also.”
Witnessing the change of Ryosuke expression, Yuto can predict what the next question is and he already think about how to answer it.
“Why did you become friend with me? The other student dislike me; they treats me like an insect and avoid me. They be like… ‘Don’t get involved with Yamada Ryosuke or else you are doomed. That guy was scary”. He said that while imitating how the girly girl in his class talk about him and that make Yuto to chuckles.
Well because I has a mission to keep you save. “Maybe because I think that being your friends is fun.” Yuto lied. Corrected… half lying, to Ryosuke. Why? Because Yuto really did think that Ryosuke way of dealing with other people is fun and interesting. But that fact also didn’t decrease the rate of Yuto’s hate toward Yakuza and all the things that related to it. And… about Ryosuke in Yuto eyes? Though that now his job is to protect Ryosuke, he still doubting the latter about several things involving his family activities.
Ignore that matter for now, the important thing Yuto need to do now is gaining 100% of Ryosuke trust. It’s useless if he try to protect but the latter didn’t believe in him. Yuto can feel it that RYosuke still not 100% accepting him as his friends. Well, who will? When someone who is being avoided so badly by the other student in the school suddenly get closed to the new transfer student in his classed not because he want it but it’s the latter to asked if he can be his friends.
“Other student will talk bad about you. Are you really sure?” Ryosuke asked again and Yuto nod his head. “Well, don’t say that I didn’t warn you.”
“Don’t you feel happy to have more friends now?”
“Hmmm…” He think for a while before continue walk ahead of Yuto. “A bit.” Short answer from Ryosuke as he walk in front of Yuto to hide the big smile in his face. Idiot~ what type of person in this world didn’t happy if he get a new friends; I’m happy of course.
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Sorry, the number you have dialed is not reachable. Please try again later. Again, including this one it is the sixth time Ryosuke try to call Hikaru but never once the latter pick up the call. He already get annoyed hearing the operator voices so he give up because one more time he heard the operator voices… he sure will smash his phone at the tile. Ryosuke close his phone lid and put it phone back inside his pocket. “Why didn’t you answer my call Hikaru, did something happen to you?” Ryosuke sigh heavily and throw his gaze to the eye-catching environment outside the windows.
The sigh coming from the person who sit behind him had bothered Yuto soooo much. He decide to turn back facing the guy who just let out that sigh. “Why? Still no answer from him?” Yuto asked Ryosuke. Earlier, the latter had told Yuto that, the reason why he is with Inoo because his butler can’t go home due to an urgent matter. But Ryosuke didn’t mentioned Hikaru’s name, he just say ‘my butler’ because Hikaru being his butler and also a teacher here, is a secret only Ryosuke and Daiki knows.
Ryosuke just nod his head lightly without letting out his voice or even look at Yuto when he is doing that. He just not in the mood now to talk to anyone. Especially to someone he just meet who still know nothing about his families matter. Yup, he never can understand the situation I was facing here. Ryosuke suddenly stand up from his seat and walking out from the classroom.
“Where are you going?” Yuto ask more.
“I can’t concentrated at all like this so I’m going to the toilet for a while.” He said and leave.
Now Yuto is left alone. Ryosuke is no longer at his seat so he turn back again and startle when he found two girls standing in front of his desk. One is having a thick makeup on her face and the other one is wearing a too short skirt and is a little short compared to the other one.
He is curious and asked the girls what they want. What the fuck, you want from me bitches!? “Can I help you with something beauty?” Yuto said while flashing his attractive smile toward them. Totally the opposite of what’s in his mind.
The taller one girl who is blushing when Yuto call her beauty earlier try to speak. “Ano, my name is Mizuki and this is my friends Nana. We… we always wanted to talk to you Nakajima-san.”
“Oh really? Happy that finally we can have a little chit-chat.” They seems to be my fan. Seriously? Oh please~ dealing with that one ‘bitch’ I know already give me pain in the neck. Having someone like you as my fan? Urgh… I hope you won’t ask me to date you because I will never say yes.
“We always wanted too, but can’t. Since the first day you enroll in this school, all you do is stick with that Yamada Ryosuke.”
I’m glad~ that I do that anyway. I dislike to be surrounded by a bunch of girls. “Sorry because I didn’t realize that.” Yuto answered.
“Seriously Nakajima-kun… I wanted to give some advice to you about him. You better avoid yourself from getting involved with him.”
Here it comes~ the girls habit~ always love to gossiping about other. Yuto thought as he heard halfhearted to what that girl is babbling. “Anyway Nakajima-kun, just ignore him. He is a bad guy. He let his best friend dies when they are still in middle school you know. You will face the same situation if you stick around him.” The girl with a thick makeup said.
“Sometimes, I wondering why someone like him enter this school. He should just vanish. He bring no good to us either. I bet the person who still stick with him like that Arioka-san must have been paid by him to be his friend.” She added more following with a nod from the other girl.
Somehow what that girl’s just said had pisses Yuto off a little. This girl sure need to know her limit of gossiping. Though that he feel so annoyed right now, he still face the girls. This time the short one is talking.
“Yeah I agree… don’t you agree with us too Nakajima-kun?” She asked Yuto while pressing his hand on Yuto desk and nearing her face to Yuto. Girl… you are too close. Yuto thought as he pull his body backward a little so that his head won’t touched the girl. “Ne, don’t you think so?” She asked again.
“Well… I didn’t know about that.” A save answer from Yuto. Saying that he didn’t know. He is hoping that the girl to finish but oh my~ it get worse…
“He can predict the future right; I bet when his parent dies, he also predicted that. Euw~ scary~ didn’t he feels sorry for his parent for doing that?” Both of the girls laugh. “Right Nakajima-kun?”
Girls… that really is not something you can easily laugh at. Yuto’s forehead creased. He knows that this two girls already beyond their limits and he really; likes… really, really, really wanted to punch their bitches face for saying those terrible things about Ryosuke. You are lucky that you are a girl… if it is a boy, you would be lying on the floor now.
“I’m sorry but… could you leave my seat now. Your ugly faces are blocking my view girls... I come to this school to study not talk bad about other people.” No more soft words. And from what Yuto could see, the girls are shocked when Yuto suddenly says that to them. What? Shock that someone you think is a nice guy is actually not a very nice guy now? Girls please… you know nothing. So you didn’t deserve to say anything or worse badmouthing about him!
“Sorry, if you two still don’t understand what I just said earlier, then it’s my pleasure to say it again. PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE BITCH!” His loud voice had taken the other student attention to them. Some of them are looking at him in wonder and some of them are whispering something that Yuto didn’t give a fuck about it at all to the other student in the class.
“Ah, and one more thing… STOP SAYING LIKE THAT ABOUT A PERSON WHO YOU KNOW NOTHING ABOUT HIM AT ALL.” Yuto said in low enraged tone to them.
The two girl who were so shock and embarrassed, immediately leave Yuto and back to their own seat. Yuto finally can breathe steadily and decreasing a little of the annoying feeling he feel just now when they talk bad about Ryosuke and his parent. Why? Because he somehow knows that it’s not true. The way Ryosuke call his mother few days ago when he found the latter sleeping at the garden… Realizing him, how hurt Ryosuke is when his mother leave him. Well, he even cries that time right; a sign that shows the pain he endure all this time.
Seriously, now he feel sorry for Ryosuke. He somehow could feel the bitter feeling every time Ryosuke heard someone said like that about him or worse about his family. If only you didn’t born in a Yakuza family… maybe thing will be different now. You may have more friends.
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Until lunch break comes, Ryosuke still didn’t show up. “It already past 1 hour 45 minutes 26 seconds after you leave the classroom.” Yuto said while observing the clock. “If in 10 minutes he still didn’t show up… I will find him.” Yuto start to count in his head as waiting for Ryosuke to open the door and enter the classroom.
5… 4… 3… 2… 1, and… that’s it. I’m going to search for him. Yuto stands up from his seat and walk to the door. Just before his hand reach the doorknob… The door is already opened by someone else. “Ah, there you are Ryosuke. I just about to go find you.” Yuto said when he found that Ryosuke is the one opened the door just now.
But unfortunately, Ryosuke didn’t say anything in reply or even look at Yuto when the latter talk to him earlier. He just walk pass Yuto and go straight to his own seat.
Did something happen? His face look so damn mad and hurt and… he seems to be confused? Yuto walk back to his seat to talk to Ryosuke but the latter won’t open his mouth and just look outside. “Chotto… Ryosuke, did you hear me? I’m asking you what the matter is. You seems to be worse than before you get out from this class.” Yuto still try to talk to him.
“Shut up and leave me alone.”
Ryosuke sharp stare while saying that to him stiffed Yuto for a while. Maybe he needs some time. Yuto sigh and give up asking Ryosuke what’s the problem. He is thinking to go meet with Inoo and ask the older about Ryosuke sleepover at his house. “Jya, Ryosuke I need to go somewhere.”
As soon as Yuto is not in front of him anymore, Ryosuke take a deep breath and release it while massaging his temple. “I think I have a headache.” Ryosuke said. He feels bad actually for saying something like that to Yuto. But what can he do, the doubt and curiosity in his mind about Yuto are far bigger than his feel of accepting Yuto as his friend.
When he was in the middle of washing his hand earlier, he saw another vision of Yuto killing a person. It is twice already including this time. That is why Ryosuke feels that he need to be more caution with Yuto; He was afraid that what he just saw was actually a real things. He is afraid that Yuto did kill people for a reason that he didn’t know.
Not just that matter that make him to act bad toward Yuto. He actually wanted to protect the latter, because he heard it. What other student talk about Yuto who stick with him, about how unlucky he is and more... Seriously, Ryosuke hate it so much, same as how he hate it when he heard someone talk bad about Daiki.
They are innocent in this matter, they just being my friends. That is why… Yuto I want you to avoid me. No, he would dispute that idea, so I will be the one who is avoiding you.
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Ryosuke bite his lower lips as he stop his feet from walking. He feels uncomfortable because Ryosuke can sense it, that someone are stalking him from behind and following him to where he is going. Ryosuke clicked his tongue and decided to run fast to escape from that person.
Ryosuke hold the wall as he try to catch his breath. He already reach his house. Though that he already running as fast as he can, he can’t escape, Yuto still following him. And now the latter is right behind him, same as Ryosuke, panting hard from running earlier.
“Why.” Yuto asked after he fully can breathe steadily again.
“Why, are you try to avoid me?”
Ryosuke keep his body to not facing Yuto. “Why? You ask me why? It’s that obvious already. It’s because I dislike you.” Ryosuke lied.
“You are lying!” Yuto exclaimed. He is so damn mad now at Ryosuke. Earlier the latter refuse to talk to him and now, he found Ryosuke is avoiding him. Seriously, man… you are making my job to be so hard to handle. Why don’t you just let me be your friend and end this stupidity?
“I know you are lying Yamada Ryosuke.”
“I’m not lying!!” Ryosuke exclaimed back at him. Ryosuke are still back facing Yuto but the latter can see that Ryosuke body is shaking badly when he said that.
“Stop this nonsense! If you really dislike me, then why did you invite me to your home, help me who is drenched because of rain, and cook a dinner for me, happily chatting with me!! Now tell me, if you really hate me, then… What the fuck was all that time!!” Yuto shouted like crazy. He is freaking didn’t understand at all about all that happen.
“It just a fake!” Ryosuke shout back. “A fake… I’m just toying around with you. I’m a bad guy! I bring misfortune to all people around me so yeah, I was just toying around with you and now I already get bored and I want you to stop bothering me!”
Suddenly Ryosuke feel Yuto’s hand are pulling his body back and turn it around to face the latter. Before Ryosuke manage to protest a hard kiss landed at his mouth by Yuto’s and totally shutting him up from saying anything.
Ryosuke widen his eyes as he push Yuto away as hard as he can but the latter just way too strong for him. Though that Ryosuke is struggling to push Yuto away, he also admitted that, that kiss wasn’t so bad actually.
After Yuto fully make sure that Ryosuke is calm enough and not struggling anymore, he parted their lips. “Good to know that you already calm down.” He said while smiling sweetly at Ryosuke who is still stiff in his embrace.
Ryosuke is speechless, the warm feeling of Yuto kiss still lingering in his mind. He feel like want to bury himself alive. His first kiss was stolen by Yuto. Oh, fuck! Ryosuke cursed in his mind. How can he react normally now except than…
“HENTAI!!” Ryosuke kick Yuto’s right leg and try to run away again. But this time… he can’t. Yuto deepening his grip on his arm so that he can’t go anywhere, anymore.
“Ryosuke, tell me why?”
“You really want to know why?” Ryosuke asked and Yuto nod his head.
“Didn’t I tell you already, it’s because I dislike you. I hate you so much…” Ryosuke can feel the grip of Yuto’s hand on his arm are loosen a little, so he take the chance to run away from Yuto. “If you didn’t have anything to say, then leave me alone.”
Yuto feel he need to say something or else, it will become harder for both of them after this. Then without thinking any further, Yuto say it;
“Ryosuke I love you!”
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TBC~~
A/N: haha, somehow this chapter is a little... hmmm~how should I say it? nah I don't know what to say.
And... if you realize the tittle of this story are changed right. Yup, this is actually Bittersweet Life but I decided to change the tittle for no reason actually, I just though that this new title are more attractive. [it just suddenly pop up into my mind actually] =,='
whatever~ \0,0/ please...enjoy and leave your comment below kay!! <3
Author: kuroyukisama_17
Pairing: Yamada x Nakajima,
Genre: AU, BL, slight- angst, fluff, supernatural
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Yuto needs to protect Ryosuke while Ryosuke is still doubting Yuto. The game of gaining your trust had just started between both of them that later leads to something unexpected to happen.
Memories 006
Memories 06
Come to my house before you go to school today. Inoo texted Yuto this morning asking the latter to come to his house. Yuto still remember Inoo’s order from last night before he end their meeting;
Protecting Yamada Ryosuke is more important now, let the other works handled by Chinen-san and me… your job is to protect that boy from any harm later on okay…
“I wonder what he want now.” Yuto shrugged as his hand push the doorbell.
Few seconds later the door opened by the still mess up Inoo. “Morning Nakajima-san, thanks for coming…” He said then turn his body back inside his house. “Hurry up Yamada or you will be late for school!” He shouted.
Eh?! Did I just heard he said Yamada? Yuto thought and his thought is true because soon after that he can see Ryosuke running to the door while trying to put his blazer on. Hehhhhh….?! But why? Yuto blink his eyes few time as he keep on staring at Ryosuke.
“Chotto, Inoo-sensei... why is this guy here?” Ryosuke asked while pointing his finger toward Yuto.
“Isn’t that obvious, he is here to pick you up. You are going to school with him today.” Inoo said shamelessly to Ryosuke and push the latter out from his house. “Now go to school, don’t bother me. I still need to clean myself.” With that Inoo shut the door close.
Meanwhile, Ryosuke who confounded could only look towards Yuto. And the latter… he still wondered why Ryosuke lived with Inoo and not with Hikaru. But he sure understand one thing; he has a duty to protect this guy. That is why Inoo asked him to accompany Ryosuke to school.
“Umm… how did you know that I was here?” Ryosuke asked the latter.
“Inoo-sensei texted me this morning, he asked me to go to his house. But I didn’t know about this.”
“That guy is soooo unpredictable.” Ryosuke roll his eyes as he start walking to school with Yuto at his side.
“That is not the problem here… anyway Ryosuke, why are you living with him now?”
“Good question; I wonder why…” He said with his right hand on his chin. “Hmmm… don’t know.” He shrugged. “Ah, maybe I had a sleepover at his house.” Ryosuke answered nonchalantly.
Yuto feel unsatisfied with Ryosuke answer but he didn’t let it out. He sigh while shaking his head lightly. Gosh! Why did I ask him…? I can directly ask Inoo about this later.
“Okay, now it’s my turn to ask you question.”
“Go on.”
Ryosuke stop walking and faced Yuto. “Why Inoo-sensei ask you?”
Ah, how should I answer this? “Ah, maybe because I’m your friends?”
Hearing those answer make Ryosuke face turn bitter. “Friend huh?!” He repeated. “I have a question about that also.”
Witnessing the change of Ryosuke expression, Yuto can predict what the next question is and he already think about how to answer it.
“Why did you become friend with me? The other student dislike me; they treats me like an insect and avoid me. They be like… ‘Don’t get involved with Yamada Ryosuke or else you are doomed. That guy was scary”. He said that while imitating how the girly girl in his class talk about him and that make Yuto to chuckles.
Well because I has a mission to keep you save. “Maybe because I think that being your friends is fun.” Yuto lied. Corrected… half lying, to Ryosuke. Why? Because Yuto really did think that Ryosuke way of dealing with other people is fun and interesting. But that fact also didn’t decrease the rate of Yuto’s hate toward Yakuza and all the things that related to it. And… about Ryosuke in Yuto eyes? Though that now his job is to protect Ryosuke, he still doubting the latter about several things involving his family activities.
Ignore that matter for now, the important thing Yuto need to do now is gaining 100% of Ryosuke trust. It’s useless if he try to protect but the latter didn’t believe in him. Yuto can feel it that RYosuke still not 100% accepting him as his friends. Well, who will? When someone who is being avoided so badly by the other student in the school suddenly get closed to the new transfer student in his classed not because he want it but it’s the latter to asked if he can be his friends.
“Other student will talk bad about you. Are you really sure?” Ryosuke asked again and Yuto nod his head. “Well, don’t say that I didn’t warn you.”
“Don’t you feel happy to have more friends now?”
“Hmmm…” He think for a while before continue walk ahead of Yuto. “A bit.” Short answer from Ryosuke as he walk in front of Yuto to hide the big smile in his face. Idiot~ what type of person in this world didn’t happy if he get a new friends; I’m happy of course.
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Sorry, the number you have dialed is not reachable. Please try again later. Again, including this one it is the sixth time Ryosuke try to call Hikaru but never once the latter pick up the call. He already get annoyed hearing the operator voices so he give up because one more time he heard the operator voices… he sure will smash his phone at the tile. Ryosuke close his phone lid and put it phone back inside his pocket. “Why didn’t you answer my call Hikaru, did something happen to you?” Ryosuke sigh heavily and throw his gaze to the eye-catching environment outside the windows.
The sigh coming from the person who sit behind him had bothered Yuto soooo much. He decide to turn back facing the guy who just let out that sigh. “Why? Still no answer from him?” Yuto asked Ryosuke. Earlier, the latter had told Yuto that, the reason why he is with Inoo because his butler can’t go home due to an urgent matter. But Ryosuke didn’t mentioned Hikaru’s name, he just say ‘my butler’ because Hikaru being his butler and also a teacher here, is a secret only Ryosuke and Daiki knows.
Ryosuke just nod his head lightly without letting out his voice or even look at Yuto when he is doing that. He just not in the mood now to talk to anyone. Especially to someone he just meet who still know nothing about his families matter. Yup, he never can understand the situation I was facing here. Ryosuke suddenly stand up from his seat and walking out from the classroom.
“Where are you going?” Yuto ask more.
“I can’t concentrated at all like this so I’m going to the toilet for a while.” He said and leave.
Now Yuto is left alone. Ryosuke is no longer at his seat so he turn back again and startle when he found two girls standing in front of his desk. One is having a thick makeup on her face and the other one is wearing a too short skirt and is a little short compared to the other one.
He is curious and asked the girls what they want. What the fuck, you want from me bitches!? “Can I help you with something beauty?” Yuto said while flashing his attractive smile toward them. Totally the opposite of what’s in his mind.
The taller one girl who is blushing when Yuto call her beauty earlier try to speak. “Ano, my name is Mizuki and this is my friends Nana. We… we always wanted to talk to you Nakajima-san.”
“Oh really? Happy that finally we can have a little chit-chat.” They seems to be my fan. Seriously? Oh please~ dealing with that one ‘bitch’ I know already give me pain in the neck. Having someone like you as my fan? Urgh… I hope you won’t ask me to date you because I will never say yes.
“We always wanted too, but can’t. Since the first day you enroll in this school, all you do is stick with that Yamada Ryosuke.”
I’m glad~ that I do that anyway. I dislike to be surrounded by a bunch of girls. “Sorry because I didn’t realize that.” Yuto answered.
“Seriously Nakajima-kun… I wanted to give some advice to you about him. You better avoid yourself from getting involved with him.”
Here it comes~ the girls habit~ always love to gossiping about other. Yuto thought as he heard halfhearted to what that girl is babbling. “Anyway Nakajima-kun, just ignore him. He is a bad guy. He let his best friend dies when they are still in middle school you know. You will face the same situation if you stick around him.” The girl with a thick makeup said.
“Sometimes, I wondering why someone like him enter this school. He should just vanish. He bring no good to us either. I bet the person who still stick with him like that Arioka-san must have been paid by him to be his friend.” She added more following with a nod from the other girl.
Somehow what that girl’s just said had pisses Yuto off a little. This girl sure need to know her limit of gossiping. Though that he feel so annoyed right now, he still face the girls. This time the short one is talking.
“Yeah I agree… don’t you agree with us too Nakajima-kun?” She asked Yuto while pressing his hand on Yuto desk and nearing her face to Yuto. Girl… you are too close. Yuto thought as he pull his body backward a little so that his head won’t touched the girl. “Ne, don’t you think so?” She asked again.
“Well… I didn’t know about that.” A save answer from Yuto. Saying that he didn’t know. He is hoping that the girl to finish but oh my~ it get worse…
“He can predict the future right; I bet when his parent dies, he also predicted that. Euw~ scary~ didn’t he feels sorry for his parent for doing that?” Both of the girls laugh. “Right Nakajima-kun?”
Girls… that really is not something you can easily laugh at. Yuto’s forehead creased. He knows that this two girls already beyond their limits and he really; likes… really, really, really wanted to punch their bitches face for saying those terrible things about Ryosuke. You are lucky that you are a girl… if it is a boy, you would be lying on the floor now.
“I’m sorry but… could you leave my seat now. Your ugly faces are blocking my view girls... I come to this school to study not talk bad about other people.” No more soft words. And from what Yuto could see, the girls are shocked when Yuto suddenly says that to them. What? Shock that someone you think is a nice guy is actually not a very nice guy now? Girls please… you know nothing. So you didn’t deserve to say anything or worse badmouthing about him!
“Sorry, if you two still don’t understand what I just said earlier, then it’s my pleasure to say it again. PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE BITCH!” His loud voice had taken the other student attention to them. Some of them are looking at him in wonder and some of them are whispering something that Yuto didn’t give a fuck about it at all to the other student in the class.
“Ah, and one more thing… STOP SAYING LIKE THAT ABOUT A PERSON WHO YOU KNOW NOTHING ABOUT HIM AT ALL.” Yuto said in low enraged tone to them.
The two girl who were so shock and embarrassed, immediately leave Yuto and back to their own seat. Yuto finally can breathe steadily and decreasing a little of the annoying feeling he feel just now when they talk bad about Ryosuke and his parent. Why? Because he somehow knows that it’s not true. The way Ryosuke call his mother few days ago when he found the latter sleeping at the garden… Realizing him, how hurt Ryosuke is when his mother leave him. Well, he even cries that time right; a sign that shows the pain he endure all this time.
Seriously, now he feel sorry for Ryosuke. He somehow could feel the bitter feeling every time Ryosuke heard someone said like that about him or worse about his family. If only you didn’t born in a Yakuza family… maybe thing will be different now. You may have more friends.
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Until lunch break comes, Ryosuke still didn’t show up. “It already past 1 hour 45 minutes 26 seconds after you leave the classroom.” Yuto said while observing the clock. “If in 10 minutes he still didn’t show up… I will find him.” Yuto start to count in his head as waiting for Ryosuke to open the door and enter the classroom.
5… 4… 3… 2… 1, and… that’s it. I’m going to search for him. Yuto stands up from his seat and walk to the door. Just before his hand reach the doorknob… The door is already opened by someone else. “Ah, there you are Ryosuke. I just about to go find you.” Yuto said when he found that Ryosuke is the one opened the door just now.
But unfortunately, Ryosuke didn’t say anything in reply or even look at Yuto when the latter talk to him earlier. He just walk pass Yuto and go straight to his own seat.
Did something happen? His face look so damn mad and hurt and… he seems to be confused? Yuto walk back to his seat to talk to Ryosuke but the latter won’t open his mouth and just look outside. “Chotto… Ryosuke, did you hear me? I’m asking you what the matter is. You seems to be worse than before you get out from this class.” Yuto still try to talk to him.
“Shut up and leave me alone.”
Ryosuke sharp stare while saying that to him stiffed Yuto for a while. Maybe he needs some time. Yuto sigh and give up asking Ryosuke what’s the problem. He is thinking to go meet with Inoo and ask the older about Ryosuke sleepover at his house. “Jya, Ryosuke I need to go somewhere.”
As soon as Yuto is not in front of him anymore, Ryosuke take a deep breath and release it while massaging his temple. “I think I have a headache.” Ryosuke said. He feels bad actually for saying something like that to Yuto. But what can he do, the doubt and curiosity in his mind about Yuto are far bigger than his feel of accepting Yuto as his friend.
When he was in the middle of washing his hand earlier, he saw another vision of Yuto killing a person. It is twice already including this time. That is why Ryosuke feels that he need to be more caution with Yuto; He was afraid that what he just saw was actually a real things. He is afraid that Yuto did kill people for a reason that he didn’t know.
Not just that matter that make him to act bad toward Yuto. He actually wanted to protect the latter, because he heard it. What other student talk about Yuto who stick with him, about how unlucky he is and more... Seriously, Ryosuke hate it so much, same as how he hate it when he heard someone talk bad about Daiki.
They are innocent in this matter, they just being my friends. That is why… Yuto I want you to avoid me. No, he would dispute that idea, so I will be the one who is avoiding you.
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Ryosuke bite his lower lips as he stop his feet from walking. He feels uncomfortable because Ryosuke can sense it, that someone are stalking him from behind and following him to where he is going. Ryosuke clicked his tongue and decided to run fast to escape from that person.
Ryosuke hold the wall as he try to catch his breath. He already reach his house. Though that he already running as fast as he can, he can’t escape, Yuto still following him. And now the latter is right behind him, same as Ryosuke, panting hard from running earlier.
“Why.” Yuto asked after he fully can breathe steadily again.
“Why, are you try to avoid me?”
Ryosuke keep his body to not facing Yuto. “Why? You ask me why? It’s that obvious already. It’s because I dislike you.” Ryosuke lied.
“You are lying!” Yuto exclaimed. He is so damn mad now at Ryosuke. Earlier the latter refuse to talk to him and now, he found Ryosuke is avoiding him. Seriously, man… you are making my job to be so hard to handle. Why don’t you just let me be your friend and end this stupidity?
“I know you are lying Yamada Ryosuke.”
“I’m not lying!!” Ryosuke exclaimed back at him. Ryosuke are still back facing Yuto but the latter can see that Ryosuke body is shaking badly when he said that.
“Stop this nonsense! If you really dislike me, then why did you invite me to your home, help me who is drenched because of rain, and cook a dinner for me, happily chatting with me!! Now tell me, if you really hate me, then… What the fuck was all that time!!” Yuto shouted like crazy. He is freaking didn’t understand at all about all that happen.
“It just a fake!” Ryosuke shout back. “A fake… I’m just toying around with you. I’m a bad guy! I bring misfortune to all people around me so yeah, I was just toying around with you and now I already get bored and I want you to stop bothering me!”
Suddenly Ryosuke feel Yuto’s hand are pulling his body back and turn it around to face the latter. Before Ryosuke manage to protest a hard kiss landed at his mouth by Yuto’s and totally shutting him up from saying anything.
Ryosuke widen his eyes as he push Yuto away as hard as he can but the latter just way too strong for him. Though that Ryosuke is struggling to push Yuto away, he also admitted that, that kiss wasn’t so bad actually.
After Yuto fully make sure that Ryosuke is calm enough and not struggling anymore, he parted their lips. “Good to know that you already calm down.” He said while smiling sweetly at Ryosuke who is still stiff in his embrace.
Ryosuke is speechless, the warm feeling of Yuto kiss still lingering in his mind. He feel like want to bury himself alive. His first kiss was stolen by Yuto. Oh, fuck! Ryosuke cursed in his mind. How can he react normally now except than…
“HENTAI!!” Ryosuke kick Yuto’s right leg and try to run away again. But this time… he can’t. Yuto deepening his grip on his arm so that he can’t go anywhere, anymore.
“Ryosuke, tell me why?”
“You really want to know why?” Ryosuke asked and Yuto nod his head.
“Didn’t I tell you already, it’s because I dislike you. I hate you so much…” Ryosuke can feel the grip of Yuto’s hand on his arm are loosen a little, so he take the chance to run away from Yuto. “If you didn’t have anything to say, then leave me alone.”
Yuto feel he need to say something or else, it will become harder for both of them after this. Then without thinking any further, Yuto say it;
“Ryosuke I love you!”
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TBC~~
A/N: haha, somehow this chapter is a little... hmmm~how should I say it? nah I don't know what to say.
And... if you realize the tittle of this story are changed right. Yup, this is actually Bittersweet Life but I decided to change the tittle for no reason actually, I just though that this new title are more attractive. [it just suddenly pop up into my mind actually] =,='
whatever~ \0,0/ please...enjoy and leave your comment below kay!! <3