A Pure KF smut fic ^^
i got bored and decided to google for some mroe kurofai fics sites...and lo and behold i came across a DIAMOND of a fic. I have reson to beleive that it is indeed the very first kurofai SMUT. the authoress goes on about how TRC has minimal fanbase and only 3 Kurofai fics. (that of course isnt the case now)
i decided to share it to you all here :D Enjoy!
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Untitled
by Kata-chan
Tsubasa RESERVoir CHRoNiCLE
[word count: @ 3,623]
Pairing: Kurogane x Fai
Rated: NC-17.
Genre: PWP. Yaoi. Romance.
Spoilers: Absolutely NONE.
Disclaimer: Don�t own them. The four gorgeous females of CLAMP do. If I had created these two they�d SO be married and having children by now.
Warnings: Gay sex of the graphic kind. Do I really need to warn about that?
Notes: Why oh why do I end up lusting after pairings that practically no one writes?! Tsubasa doesn't even have that big a fandom, fanfiction about it is very scarce. I had a KuroFai-boner for one day, found a total of THREE fics about them and that's when I decided that to hell with it, I'm gonna jerk off, ie. write it myself.
Here we are. So PWP it's not even funny. =D I didn't even bother to explain what they were doing before the story kicks in. I don't even know where they are. =D
And yay for implied Ashura x Fai! Oh Fai, you're so gay. Then again, he's a CLAMP-character and please point me a CLAMP-character who's 100% straight.
*Listens to cicadas chirping* Thought so too.
My lacking knowledge of English language bothers me terribly. Now you know why I hadn't written anything in half a year.
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'You shouldn't lift heavy stuff like that. Your back will snap like a twig.'
Fai beamed his usual bright smile back at the shinobi, not quite sure if Kurogane was mocking his skinny appearance or in fact being genuinely concerned for a change. Whatever it was, the wizard's answer would've been exactly the same.
'Oh I believe I can manage, Kurorin', he smiled, his hand reaching to knead the sore muscles on his shoulder.
Kurogane narrowed his eyes impulsively after hearing the pet name Fai often indulged him with, and groaned in displeasure. He had gotten so used to it already he didn't even bother to get plain angry and tell Fai to shut it. The fuming had gotten old days ago and he knew that Fai would just find it even more amusing if Kurogane went all haywire because of the cute nicknames he kept giving him. Although it peeved him to no end, he saw it was better just to shrug it off nonchalantly.
Kurogane noticed Fai giving the slightest of grimaces as his fingers pressed into the nearly inexistent muscle on his shoulder, apparently drawing pain.
'Your back hurts?'
'It's nothing', replied Fai with a smile and let his hand fall back down against his side.
Kurogane shrugged and kicked his boots off, his concern for the blond wizard's well-being now completely ceased. If he said he was okay, then he must be okay, Kurogane deemed. He knew Fai well enough to appreciate that he didn't play these kinds of games.
'But I could use a massage', he heard Fai sigh eloquently.
Kurogane sighed in return. 'Go ask Syaoran.'
'Ahh, but you know, he's still working outside with Sakura and Mokona', replied Fai slyly, smirking at Kurogane over his shoulder.
The shinobi couldn't resist the urge to roll his eyes at the crafty wizard. 'Okay, but it's not my fault if I accidentally break your scrawny neck while I'm at it'.
'Of course not.'
'Shirt off and sit down.'
Obediently Fai did as he was told, he pulled his long-sleeved shirt over his head, hauled a chair from a desk and sat down, facing the chair's back. Kurogane walked up to him, stopped and stared for awhile, as if not knowing what to do next.
'Do something to you hair', he grunted. Fai's hair wasn't that long, but the few strands hanging over his neck would definitely be on the way and Kurogane didn't want to accidentally pull the wizard's fine hair off while performing the massage.
'Oh, sorry', Fai said, reached out for a string laying abandoned on the desk, gathered the platinum blond hair from his neck and tied it swiftly into a short, messy ponytail. Kurogane stared at the wizard's now exposed pale neck and then placed his hands on his bony shoulders, starting to rub softly over the hardened muscles.
Fai sighed and relaxed under the shinobi's touch. His big palms were pleasantly warm against his aching back and fingers kneaded skilfully over the most sensitive spots, slowly adding pressure until his touch nearly hurt despite of it being far more gentle than Fai had ever believed the tough, rash shinobi would be capable of. He let out a quivering breath and caused Kurogane to hesitate.
'Does it hurt?'
'You are nowhere near breaking my neck', Fai breathed and let his head droop down so that his chin nearly touched his chest. 'It's perfect, don't stop.'
Given a permission Kurogane dared to add even more pressure and his massaging fingertips and warm palms travelled lower on Fai's back, searching for other aching, hard muscles. Kurogane bit back a remark about Fai having absolutely no muscles that could be achy in his bony back and instead concentrated on working the wizard's back into hurting less.
The silence was enjoyable. A rare treat between the two of them.
After a few minutes Kurogane was done and hesitantly he pulled his hands back, fingers lingering unnecessarily long in Fai's neck, touching the hairline, blond strands tickling the back of his hand.
'Better?' he grunted. A nervous hand found its way hastily into his pocket, the ghost touch of Fai's hair still tickling and sending chills shoot through his entire body.
Fai tilted his head back and gazed at Kurogane over his shoulder, lips curving into a tired, content grin and bright blue eyes fluttering shut as he spoke. 'Very much so. Thank you', said the wizard and pulled his hair free from the tiny ponytail. 'I might even be able to turn my head tomorrow.'
'Good', Kurogane uttered and wandered out of the room to air his mind a bit. The gentle sensuality in the silence and the paleness of Fai's fragile shoulders disappearing beneath his own tanned palms haunted his mind a bit too much for comfort.
***
When Kurogane got back from his brief walk he found Fai laying tummy-down on his bed, flipping through a book and looking ethereal and tranquil like he usually did. Still shirtless he was almost one with the pure white bed covers, his hair random gold in the sea of light, and it nearly blinded poor Kurogane as he stepped into the room.
Kurogane frowned to himself, walked to his own bed, stood by it for a second and then wandered out of the room again, completely lost and not knowing how to act or be. Fai didn't even seem to notice, absorbed by the book in his hands. Or that's what Kurogane thought. As he was striding back and worth in the living room, thinking frantically without any success, he suddenly noticed Fai standing in the bedroom doorway, looking mildly amused, the book hanging from his right hand.
'Why are you so nervous, Kurotan?' he asked, eyes flickering with laughter.
'I'm not nervous!' Kurogane hurried to deny, glaring daggers at the wizard, far from innocent. Oh if the smug bastard only knew how he had so suddenly invaded the poor shinobi's mind with his pale porcelain skin, ticklish platinum hair and those lips spitting Kurotans and Kurorins at his face. The lips that were always curved into an endearing, soft and gentle smile, the same smile that could be the exact opposite of what it seemed to represent.
Fai stared at him intensively in silent demand for the real answer and Kurogane stared back, defiantly, in silent denial.
Then Fai closed his cornflower eyes, turned around and returned to the bedroom. Kurogane felt the strange sting of needing to rush after the wizard, but before his mind came off with a decision to go or not to go, Fai was back in the doorway and at the next moment beyond it. With few lengthy steps he threw himself right at Kurogane and flung his arms around the shinobi's broad shoulders. The porcelain skin was nearly white against his black T-shirt and lips spoke wordlessly the most delightful of truths into his mouth.
He had simply ditched his book.
Without stopping to ask questions or needing a time-off to go through this sudden turn of events Kurogane wrapped his arms around Fai's slender body and returned the wizard's kiss with equal ardency.
His head spun, mind suddenly a haze and he ran his hand over Fai's back, trying to cover and feel as much of the soft whitish skin as he could. To touch as much Fai as he could. He reached out for Fai's neck to run his fingers through the soft platinum strands and to pull the wizard closer, closer, so close he was nearly absorbed by him. Fai's fingers traced Kurogane's neck and jawline, only grazing, and his lips were hungry yet tentative, as if demanding for something he wasn't quite sure of.
Fai broke the kiss and drew back an inch, his first free breath something between a sigh and a gasp. He buried his face into Kurogane's neck, nuzzling closer, suddenly uncertain but unquestionably content.
Kurogane held him, lips grazing his ear as he whispered without reserve, voice as resolute as ever: 'I want you.'
Fai remained silent, his breath brushing softly over Kurogane's neck.
Kurogane didn't wait for an approval - or a refusal to that matter ' but lifted Fai on his arms as if he weighed not more than a feather and carried him into the bedroom. The wizard didn't protest, just stayed hidden and silent in the curve of Kurogane's neck and shoulder, not allowing the other any clue whatsoever about his own feelings of the matter.
Kurogane laid Fai down on the single bed and positioned himself next to him, propping himself up with his elbow, suddenly hesitant and uncertain, peering at the wizard who was breathing serenely and had his eyes closed firmly, kiss-reddened lips parted.
'Fai'?' Kurogane managed, now afraid the young man curled up by his side would chase him away.
Fai sighed in an aggravated manner, much to Kurogane's surprise. His eyes crept open and he gazed at the shinobi past the full eyelashes, the pale blue pools filled with anticipation, amusement and good-hearted annoyance.
'Do you need to be told, Kuro-chan?' he remarked and lifted his arms to pull the crimson-eyed shinobi in for a kiss. A deeper and hungrier than the last one. Fai's tongue was now impatient and clearly experienced whereas Kurogane didn't quite know what to do in spite of wanting to cuddle, kiss and touch his fair-skinned partner to death. He moved on top of Fai and pressed carefully down upon him, kind of afraid the fragile-looking slender wizard would shatter under his weight.
'I'm not made of glass', he felt Fai whisper against his mouth, lips curved into the smallest of smiles. The wizard's hands travelled down along Kurogane's back, long fingers curious and gentle and he slid them under his black skin-tight T-shirt, urging it off.
The T-shirt landed on the floor by the bed and Kurogane shivered as his now bare flesh pressed against Fai's, heated with desire and anticipation. The sensation shot straight into the pit of his stomach and he started feeling the heat gather indomitably between his thighs, need suddenly clearer than anything else. Seeking for relief his hips buckled against Fai's underneath him and the wizard gasped into his mouth, his back suddenly arching faintly.
This gave Kurogane the boost to pull his hands away from Fai's neck and the soft strands of endearingly messy golden hair, and he slowly traced them along Fai's sides, tugging teasingly his pants' waistband lower. Fai gasped again, his hips jerking on impulse against Kurogane's.
Kurogane liked this feeling of dominance and he had to grin against Fai's fervent kisses and suddenly move lower to place a few butterfly kisses on Fai's porcelain neck and perfectly visible collar bone. As he heard Fai gasp mutely in denial of sound he continued lower, tracing his way with kisses along the wizard's quivering chest, finally finding a pale rosy nipple. Kurogane felt Fai's desire pulsing against his stomach, still imprisoned and yearning for acknowledgment.
He tugged on Fai's pants, pulling them excruciatingly slowly lower, at the same time kissing his abdomen, tongue tracing the outlines of his ribcage. The wizard was so thin, even more fragile when felt and seen up close. As soon as the pants were off and Fai had managed to kick them completely off his legs to the floor, he buried his hands into Kurogane's short, spiky hair and pulled him gently back up for a kiss. The shinobi was now leaned over Fai, half-sitting on top of his thighs. Sighing contently Fai let his own hands wander down along Kurogane's chest and stomach and in passing over the aching bulk in front of the shinobi's pants. Then the wizard's long, delicate fingers started working on Kurogane's belt buckle and it was the crimson-eyed ninja's turn to try to hide the sharp, expecting gasp into a kiss.
Fai managed to get the pants off of his brand new unexpected lover and suddenly he broke the kiss and sat up, forcing Kurogane to straighten up to his knees. Kurogane laid a surprised look on Fai and received a perfectly seductive, half-lidded gaze and a sly, lazy smile as Fai drew closer, his arm wrapping around Kurogane's waist and soft, moist tongue tracing down along his well-built abdomen. The wizard was leaning back, supported by his arm and pulling Kurogane gently closer into his touch as his mouth advanced lower and lower, closer to the shinobi's arousal.
'Fai'', Kurogane whispered, voice stifled, and his hand landed on top of the soft golden blond hair as Fai's tongue curled around his shaft, shaking his whole being into ruins with a single ephemeral touch.
It wasn't the wizard's first time giving head or then he was one of those lucky ones who knew immediately what to do and how to do it so that the receiver had no other alternatives but to try to swallow back gasps and whimpers of the highest approval. His mouth was infernally hot, tongue lithe and rhythm perfect as he just about devoured Kurogane's aching length. The shinobi thanked his stars for Fai apparently wasn't of the teasing type.
It was impossible to resist the blond wizard's skilful ministrations for long, so in no time Kurogane tried to push Fai away, fingers brushing hastily through his hair, warning in his urgent whispers. Fai didn't move, didn't yield as Kurogane's hands tightened carelessly in his hair and his whispered name lingered in the air for what felt like forever.
Fai pulled back and licked his lips, sighing, forehead placed against Kurogane's flat stomach. The satisfied shinobi was now nearly leaning to him for support, panting silently, red eyes closed and fingers grazing softly, slowly through Fai's hair.
'You're amazing', Kurogane said suddenly through a tired grin and sat down on Fai's lap, his fingers disentangling from his hair and drifting lower to touch his face, trace over the flushed cheek, jawline and the soft lips, now so perfectly scarlet. His touch gently urged Fai to part his lips and take the index finger between the moist softness, tongue guiding tentatively it further into his mouth.
Kurogane's dark crimson eyes fell shut for a moment and then he pulled his fingers free from Fai's mesmerizing touch. He positioned himself again so that it was Fai sitting on his lap and not the other way around. The blond wizard's weight was nearly inexistent as he sat on Kurogane's crossed legs, arms thrown over his shoulders and slick erection brushing against his stomach. Bright cerulean eyes flickered underneath the veil of golden hair and his smile was never-fading and tranquil as the two of them just stared at each other for a moment that felt eternal. Kurogane brushed the strands out of Fai's eyes and the wizard murmured softly, tracing circles on Kurogane's back with his long fingers.
Just as Kurogane started pulling him closer for an overdue kiss, Fai's eyes fluttered shut. That was one of the most sensual things Kurogane had ever seen in his life, not even to mention when Fai opened those eyes with endless cornflower fields for irises and whispered: 'Take me'.
Kurogane wasn't going to have any second thoughts about that and he refused to be tardy and overly romantic anymore, so he pulled Fai closer and attacked his lips almost viciously, hands on the wizard's slim waist and slowly capturing his whole slender body into his embrace. He could not hold Fai enough, he wanted to feel the wizard all around him, his breezy scent of vague menthol and ice on his skin. Fai moved his hips accordingly and jammed his member between their heated bodies, whimpering into Kurogane's mouth. He sunk his hands into the shinobi's perfect black, starless night hair. Kurogane felt his erection coming back to life against Fai's thigh and heard the wizard gasp breathlessly one of his countless cute nicknames.
Kurogane didn't know how to carry on from there because he didn't want to hurt Fai or make him feel even vaguely uncomfortable and sure as hell he hadn't prepared for something like this. He surrendered the initiative to this angelic creature writhing in his lap, sure that he would know how to continue.
Fai took the offer without hesitating even for a split second, caught Kurogane's hand and guided it to his entrance.
'It's okay', he whispered and placed a kiss on the corner of Kurogane's mouth, apparently nervous but not showing it underneath the omnipotent lust, desire and compassion. Kurogane kissed him back, hoping to be even a bit distractive as his finger pushed inside Fai. The wizard's whole body tensed and his brow wrinkled, a suffocated gasp dying on his lips as he tried to adjust to the feeling.
'You sure?' Kurogane ensured, genuinely concerned as he inserted another finger and Fai's lips broke into a transitory grimace. The wizard inhaled in sharp gasps and soft puffs of breath brushed across Kurogane's cheek. He nodded, mentally prodding Kurogane to continue, his shivering body pressing closer and closer. Kisses were now hasty, seeking for comfort and relief.
As Kurogane felt Fai relaxing slightly, he removed his fingers and placed his hands on Fai's trembling hips. The wizard rose immediately to his knees, light-headed with suspense and desire and carefully Kurogane shifted, the tip of his member prodding Fai's asshole.
The wizard whimpered as Kurogane slowly pushed into him. Fai was tight and hot, yet welcoming around his length. His gasps and moans were now louder as if he had only now gained enough strength to free his desire from its bounds and with hasty whispers he begged ' with almost an uncharacteristic fervour ' Kurogane to go deeper and once he was buried to the hilt inside him, to do him harder and faster. Such pleas made Kurogane faint with lust, so he threw Fai down on his back, pulled back and rushed to fill him again, tearing out a scream. Although he knew the scream was not entirely of pain but also of pleasure, hearing Fai scream almost made him have second thoughts. He was afraid he'd hurt Fai, or break him, since the wizard looked even smaller and skinnier sprawled on the bed, his back arched and small beads of sweat shining on porcelain skin, hair all messed up, eyes half-lidded and cornflower fields brimming with mutual desire. 'Harder', he panted, 'faster', followed by the most silent of whispers, calling the shinobi without silly diminutives replacing the latter half of his name.
Kurogane felt like he was disgracing something sacred, pounding into that angelic, fragile figure with such a force, but Fai didn't seem to care, the pain finally fading from his choked screams, pleas turning into one-worded signs of utmost endorsement. And Fai felt good, extremely good around him, so in the end Kurogane didn't care.
Fai reached out his hands to wrap them around Kurogane's neck and pull him closer for a hungry, compassionate kiss, tongues darting out and entangling, caressing each other. The shinobi then sat up, pulled Fai into his lap and let him ride for a while. His hand wrapped determinately around Fai's ignored arousal, pulling, stroking, not giving any mercy. The wizard on his lap threw his head back, mouth open in a soundless scream. Kurogane watched Fai ride his cock to fulfilment, lips parted, gasping and panting, whispers turning into screams as he got closer to the crest of his desire, 'Kurogane. Kurogane. Kurogane.' Over and over again, until he came, a second or two before his lover did.
They sat on the bed in the middle of rumpled sheets, leaning to each other in shared contentment, Kurogane still inside of Fai. All the words died on their lips. Kurogane felt there was only one thing left to say as Fai laid back on the bed, hunted for pillows and pulled his lover to join him in an attempt to fall asleep in each other's arms. He smiled his usual gentle smile, cornflowers fading in his eyes as vast tiredness took over.
Oh yes, one thing left to say:
Fai.
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'Were you two drinking again?' came a surprised voice from the doorway.
Kurogane, still sleepy and hardly coming to realize his surroundings, lifted his head from the midst of pillows and gazed at the door, annoyance in half-lidded crimson eyes. It was Sakura-hime, her auburn hair endearingly straight out of bed -style and eyes sleepy, yet questioning. 'Why are you sleeping in the same bed with Fai-san?'
Kurogane's eyes shot wide as he realized it wasn't just another pillow tucked under his arm but Fai, curled up next to him, sleeping peacefully, a long-fingered skinny hand against his chest and a leg possessively over his under the covers.
And apparently very much completely naked.
Kurogane felt like jumping up from the bed and throwing a fit, calling Fai a loser who could not hold his booze when the blond-haired bundle next to him moved, threw an arm around his neck, pulled him back into the domain of fluffy pillows and warm covers and mumbled sleepily: 'Yes, Sakura-chan, and now we are hungover and want to catch some sleep. Shoo, shoo.'
Sakura blinked her big emerald eyes and left the doorway, calling tentatively for Syaoran as she went.
Fai stretched his limbs under the covers and nuzzled closer to the sweetly warm Kurogane next to him.
'Good morning, Kurorin', he murmured, lips crazing Kurogane's neck as he spoke.
And for the first time ever Kurogane didn't feel the need to tell Fai to stop calling him names. Instead he buried his face into the wizard's hair and his lips cracked into a wicked grin.
'Good morning, Fai-chan.'
::Fin
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again, this fic is not mine, it belongs to Kata-chan. if you want you can email her about it (if the email still works that is)
ps. i got the fic from this site: http://melancholy-protection.net/fe-malevolency/ (nothing but yaoi fics there O_O )
i decided to share it to you all here :D Enjoy!
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Untitled
by Kata-chan
Tsubasa RESERVoir CHRoNiCLE
[word count: @ 3,623]
Pairing: Kurogane x Fai
Rated: NC-17.
Genre: PWP. Yaoi. Romance.
Spoilers: Absolutely NONE.
Disclaimer: Don�t own them. The four gorgeous females of CLAMP do. If I had created these two they�d SO be married and having children by now.
Warnings: Gay sex of the graphic kind. Do I really need to warn about that?
Notes: Why oh why do I end up lusting after pairings that practically no one writes?! Tsubasa doesn't even have that big a fandom, fanfiction about it is very scarce. I had a KuroFai-boner for one day, found a total of THREE fics about them and that's when I decided that to hell with it, I'm gonna jerk off, ie. write it myself.
Here we are. So PWP it's not even funny. =D I didn't even bother to explain what they were doing before the story kicks in. I don't even know where they are. =D
And yay for implied Ashura x Fai! Oh Fai, you're so gay. Then again, he's a CLAMP-character and please point me a CLAMP-character who's 100% straight.
*Listens to cicadas chirping* Thought so too.
My lacking knowledge of English language bothers me terribly. Now you know why I hadn't written anything in half a year.
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'You shouldn't lift heavy stuff like that. Your back will snap like a twig.'
Fai beamed his usual bright smile back at the shinobi, not quite sure if Kurogane was mocking his skinny appearance or in fact being genuinely concerned for a change. Whatever it was, the wizard's answer would've been exactly the same.
'Oh I believe I can manage, Kurorin', he smiled, his hand reaching to knead the sore muscles on his shoulder.
Kurogane narrowed his eyes impulsively after hearing the pet name Fai often indulged him with, and groaned in displeasure. He had gotten so used to it already he didn't even bother to get plain angry and tell Fai to shut it. The fuming had gotten old days ago and he knew that Fai would just find it even more amusing if Kurogane went all haywire because of the cute nicknames he kept giving him. Although it peeved him to no end, he saw it was better just to shrug it off nonchalantly.
Kurogane noticed Fai giving the slightest of grimaces as his fingers pressed into the nearly inexistent muscle on his shoulder, apparently drawing pain.
'Your back hurts?'
'It's nothing', replied Fai with a smile and let his hand fall back down against his side.
Kurogane shrugged and kicked his boots off, his concern for the blond wizard's well-being now completely ceased. If he said he was okay, then he must be okay, Kurogane deemed. He knew Fai well enough to appreciate that he didn't play these kinds of games.
'But I could use a massage', he heard Fai sigh eloquently.
Kurogane sighed in return. 'Go ask Syaoran.'
'Ahh, but you know, he's still working outside with Sakura and Mokona', replied Fai slyly, smirking at Kurogane over his shoulder.
The shinobi couldn't resist the urge to roll his eyes at the crafty wizard. 'Okay, but it's not my fault if I accidentally break your scrawny neck while I'm at it'.
'Of course not.'
'Shirt off and sit down.'
Obediently Fai did as he was told, he pulled his long-sleeved shirt over his head, hauled a chair from a desk and sat down, facing the chair's back. Kurogane walked up to him, stopped and stared for awhile, as if not knowing what to do next.
'Do something to you hair', he grunted. Fai's hair wasn't that long, but the few strands hanging over his neck would definitely be on the way and Kurogane didn't want to accidentally pull the wizard's fine hair off while performing the massage.
'Oh, sorry', Fai said, reached out for a string laying abandoned on the desk, gathered the platinum blond hair from his neck and tied it swiftly into a short, messy ponytail. Kurogane stared at the wizard's now exposed pale neck and then placed his hands on his bony shoulders, starting to rub softly over the hardened muscles.
Fai sighed and relaxed under the shinobi's touch. His big palms were pleasantly warm against his aching back and fingers kneaded skilfully over the most sensitive spots, slowly adding pressure until his touch nearly hurt despite of it being far more gentle than Fai had ever believed the tough, rash shinobi would be capable of. He let out a quivering breath and caused Kurogane to hesitate.
'Does it hurt?'
'You are nowhere near breaking my neck', Fai breathed and let his head droop down so that his chin nearly touched his chest. 'It's perfect, don't stop.'
Given a permission Kurogane dared to add even more pressure and his massaging fingertips and warm palms travelled lower on Fai's back, searching for other aching, hard muscles. Kurogane bit back a remark about Fai having absolutely no muscles that could be achy in his bony back and instead concentrated on working the wizard's back into hurting less.
The silence was enjoyable. A rare treat between the two of them.
After a few minutes Kurogane was done and hesitantly he pulled his hands back, fingers lingering unnecessarily long in Fai's neck, touching the hairline, blond strands tickling the back of his hand.
'Better?' he grunted. A nervous hand found its way hastily into his pocket, the ghost touch of Fai's hair still tickling and sending chills shoot through his entire body.
Fai tilted his head back and gazed at Kurogane over his shoulder, lips curving into a tired, content grin and bright blue eyes fluttering shut as he spoke. 'Very much so. Thank you', said the wizard and pulled his hair free from the tiny ponytail. 'I might even be able to turn my head tomorrow.'
'Good', Kurogane uttered and wandered out of the room to air his mind a bit. The gentle sensuality in the silence and the paleness of Fai's fragile shoulders disappearing beneath his own tanned palms haunted his mind a bit too much for comfort.
***
When Kurogane got back from his brief walk he found Fai laying tummy-down on his bed, flipping through a book and looking ethereal and tranquil like he usually did. Still shirtless he was almost one with the pure white bed covers, his hair random gold in the sea of light, and it nearly blinded poor Kurogane as he stepped into the room.
Kurogane frowned to himself, walked to his own bed, stood by it for a second and then wandered out of the room again, completely lost and not knowing how to act or be. Fai didn't even seem to notice, absorbed by the book in his hands. Or that's what Kurogane thought. As he was striding back and worth in the living room, thinking frantically without any success, he suddenly noticed Fai standing in the bedroom doorway, looking mildly amused, the book hanging from his right hand.
'Why are you so nervous, Kurotan?' he asked, eyes flickering with laughter.
'I'm not nervous!' Kurogane hurried to deny, glaring daggers at the wizard, far from innocent. Oh if the smug bastard only knew how he had so suddenly invaded the poor shinobi's mind with his pale porcelain skin, ticklish platinum hair and those lips spitting Kurotans and Kurorins at his face. The lips that were always curved into an endearing, soft and gentle smile, the same smile that could be the exact opposite of what it seemed to represent.
Fai stared at him intensively in silent demand for the real answer and Kurogane stared back, defiantly, in silent denial.
Then Fai closed his cornflower eyes, turned around and returned to the bedroom. Kurogane felt the strange sting of needing to rush after the wizard, but before his mind came off with a decision to go or not to go, Fai was back in the doorway and at the next moment beyond it. With few lengthy steps he threw himself right at Kurogane and flung his arms around the shinobi's broad shoulders. The porcelain skin was nearly white against his black T-shirt and lips spoke wordlessly the most delightful of truths into his mouth.
He had simply ditched his book.
Without stopping to ask questions or needing a time-off to go through this sudden turn of events Kurogane wrapped his arms around Fai's slender body and returned the wizard's kiss with equal ardency.
His head spun, mind suddenly a haze and he ran his hand over Fai's back, trying to cover and feel as much of the soft whitish skin as he could. To touch as much Fai as he could. He reached out for Fai's neck to run his fingers through the soft platinum strands and to pull the wizard closer, closer, so close he was nearly absorbed by him. Fai's fingers traced Kurogane's neck and jawline, only grazing, and his lips were hungry yet tentative, as if demanding for something he wasn't quite sure of.
Fai broke the kiss and drew back an inch, his first free breath something between a sigh and a gasp. He buried his face into Kurogane's neck, nuzzling closer, suddenly uncertain but unquestionably content.
Kurogane held him, lips grazing his ear as he whispered without reserve, voice as resolute as ever: 'I want you.'
Fai remained silent, his breath brushing softly over Kurogane's neck.
Kurogane didn't wait for an approval - or a refusal to that matter ' but lifted Fai on his arms as if he weighed not more than a feather and carried him into the bedroom. The wizard didn't protest, just stayed hidden and silent in the curve of Kurogane's neck and shoulder, not allowing the other any clue whatsoever about his own feelings of the matter.
Kurogane laid Fai down on the single bed and positioned himself next to him, propping himself up with his elbow, suddenly hesitant and uncertain, peering at the wizard who was breathing serenely and had his eyes closed firmly, kiss-reddened lips parted.
'Fai'?' Kurogane managed, now afraid the young man curled up by his side would chase him away.
Fai sighed in an aggravated manner, much to Kurogane's surprise. His eyes crept open and he gazed at the shinobi past the full eyelashes, the pale blue pools filled with anticipation, amusement and good-hearted annoyance.
'Do you need to be told, Kuro-chan?' he remarked and lifted his arms to pull the crimson-eyed shinobi in for a kiss. A deeper and hungrier than the last one. Fai's tongue was now impatient and clearly experienced whereas Kurogane didn't quite know what to do in spite of wanting to cuddle, kiss and touch his fair-skinned partner to death. He moved on top of Fai and pressed carefully down upon him, kind of afraid the fragile-looking slender wizard would shatter under his weight.
'I'm not made of glass', he felt Fai whisper against his mouth, lips curved into the smallest of smiles. The wizard's hands travelled down along Kurogane's back, long fingers curious and gentle and he slid them under his black skin-tight T-shirt, urging it off.
The T-shirt landed on the floor by the bed and Kurogane shivered as his now bare flesh pressed against Fai's, heated with desire and anticipation. The sensation shot straight into the pit of his stomach and he started feeling the heat gather indomitably between his thighs, need suddenly clearer than anything else. Seeking for relief his hips buckled against Fai's underneath him and the wizard gasped into his mouth, his back suddenly arching faintly.
This gave Kurogane the boost to pull his hands away from Fai's neck and the soft strands of endearingly messy golden hair, and he slowly traced them along Fai's sides, tugging teasingly his pants' waistband lower. Fai gasped again, his hips jerking on impulse against Kurogane's.
Kurogane liked this feeling of dominance and he had to grin against Fai's fervent kisses and suddenly move lower to place a few butterfly kisses on Fai's porcelain neck and perfectly visible collar bone. As he heard Fai gasp mutely in denial of sound he continued lower, tracing his way with kisses along the wizard's quivering chest, finally finding a pale rosy nipple. Kurogane felt Fai's desire pulsing against his stomach, still imprisoned and yearning for acknowledgment.
He tugged on Fai's pants, pulling them excruciatingly slowly lower, at the same time kissing his abdomen, tongue tracing the outlines of his ribcage. The wizard was so thin, even more fragile when felt and seen up close. As soon as the pants were off and Fai had managed to kick them completely off his legs to the floor, he buried his hands into Kurogane's short, spiky hair and pulled him gently back up for a kiss. The shinobi was now leaned over Fai, half-sitting on top of his thighs. Sighing contently Fai let his own hands wander down along Kurogane's chest and stomach and in passing over the aching bulk in front of the shinobi's pants. Then the wizard's long, delicate fingers started working on Kurogane's belt buckle and it was the crimson-eyed ninja's turn to try to hide the sharp, expecting gasp into a kiss.
Fai managed to get the pants off of his brand new unexpected lover and suddenly he broke the kiss and sat up, forcing Kurogane to straighten up to his knees. Kurogane laid a surprised look on Fai and received a perfectly seductive, half-lidded gaze and a sly, lazy smile as Fai drew closer, his arm wrapping around Kurogane's waist and soft, moist tongue tracing down along his well-built abdomen. The wizard was leaning back, supported by his arm and pulling Kurogane gently closer into his touch as his mouth advanced lower and lower, closer to the shinobi's arousal.
'Fai'', Kurogane whispered, voice stifled, and his hand landed on top of the soft golden blond hair as Fai's tongue curled around his shaft, shaking his whole being into ruins with a single ephemeral touch.
It wasn't the wizard's first time giving head or then he was one of those lucky ones who knew immediately what to do and how to do it so that the receiver had no other alternatives but to try to swallow back gasps and whimpers of the highest approval. His mouth was infernally hot, tongue lithe and rhythm perfect as he just about devoured Kurogane's aching length. The shinobi thanked his stars for Fai apparently wasn't of the teasing type.
It was impossible to resist the blond wizard's skilful ministrations for long, so in no time Kurogane tried to push Fai away, fingers brushing hastily through his hair, warning in his urgent whispers. Fai didn't move, didn't yield as Kurogane's hands tightened carelessly in his hair and his whispered name lingered in the air for what felt like forever.
Fai pulled back and licked his lips, sighing, forehead placed against Kurogane's flat stomach. The satisfied shinobi was now nearly leaning to him for support, panting silently, red eyes closed and fingers grazing softly, slowly through Fai's hair.
'You're amazing', Kurogane said suddenly through a tired grin and sat down on Fai's lap, his fingers disentangling from his hair and drifting lower to touch his face, trace over the flushed cheek, jawline and the soft lips, now so perfectly scarlet. His touch gently urged Fai to part his lips and take the index finger between the moist softness, tongue guiding tentatively it further into his mouth.
Kurogane's dark crimson eyes fell shut for a moment and then he pulled his fingers free from Fai's mesmerizing touch. He positioned himself again so that it was Fai sitting on his lap and not the other way around. The blond wizard's weight was nearly inexistent as he sat on Kurogane's crossed legs, arms thrown over his shoulders and slick erection brushing against his stomach. Bright cerulean eyes flickered underneath the veil of golden hair and his smile was never-fading and tranquil as the two of them just stared at each other for a moment that felt eternal. Kurogane brushed the strands out of Fai's eyes and the wizard murmured softly, tracing circles on Kurogane's back with his long fingers.
Just as Kurogane started pulling him closer for an overdue kiss, Fai's eyes fluttered shut. That was one of the most sensual things Kurogane had ever seen in his life, not even to mention when Fai opened those eyes with endless cornflower fields for irises and whispered: 'Take me'.
Kurogane wasn't going to have any second thoughts about that and he refused to be tardy and overly romantic anymore, so he pulled Fai closer and attacked his lips almost viciously, hands on the wizard's slim waist and slowly capturing his whole slender body into his embrace. He could not hold Fai enough, he wanted to feel the wizard all around him, his breezy scent of vague menthol and ice on his skin. Fai moved his hips accordingly and jammed his member between their heated bodies, whimpering into Kurogane's mouth. He sunk his hands into the shinobi's perfect black, starless night hair. Kurogane felt his erection coming back to life against Fai's thigh and heard the wizard gasp breathlessly one of his countless cute nicknames.
Kurogane didn't know how to carry on from there because he didn't want to hurt Fai or make him feel even vaguely uncomfortable and sure as hell he hadn't prepared for something like this. He surrendered the initiative to this angelic creature writhing in his lap, sure that he would know how to continue.
Fai took the offer without hesitating even for a split second, caught Kurogane's hand and guided it to his entrance.
'It's okay', he whispered and placed a kiss on the corner of Kurogane's mouth, apparently nervous but not showing it underneath the omnipotent lust, desire and compassion. Kurogane kissed him back, hoping to be even a bit distractive as his finger pushed inside Fai. The wizard's whole body tensed and his brow wrinkled, a suffocated gasp dying on his lips as he tried to adjust to the feeling.
'You sure?' Kurogane ensured, genuinely concerned as he inserted another finger and Fai's lips broke into a transitory grimace. The wizard inhaled in sharp gasps and soft puffs of breath brushed across Kurogane's cheek. He nodded, mentally prodding Kurogane to continue, his shivering body pressing closer and closer. Kisses were now hasty, seeking for comfort and relief.
As Kurogane felt Fai relaxing slightly, he removed his fingers and placed his hands on Fai's trembling hips. The wizard rose immediately to his knees, light-headed with suspense and desire and carefully Kurogane shifted, the tip of his member prodding Fai's asshole.
The wizard whimpered as Kurogane slowly pushed into him. Fai was tight and hot, yet welcoming around his length. His gasps and moans were now louder as if he had only now gained enough strength to free his desire from its bounds and with hasty whispers he begged ' with almost an uncharacteristic fervour ' Kurogane to go deeper and once he was buried to the hilt inside him, to do him harder and faster. Such pleas made Kurogane faint with lust, so he threw Fai down on his back, pulled back and rushed to fill him again, tearing out a scream. Although he knew the scream was not entirely of pain but also of pleasure, hearing Fai scream almost made him have second thoughts. He was afraid he'd hurt Fai, or break him, since the wizard looked even smaller and skinnier sprawled on the bed, his back arched and small beads of sweat shining on porcelain skin, hair all messed up, eyes half-lidded and cornflower fields brimming with mutual desire. 'Harder', he panted, 'faster', followed by the most silent of whispers, calling the shinobi without silly diminutives replacing the latter half of his name.
Kurogane felt like he was disgracing something sacred, pounding into that angelic, fragile figure with such a force, but Fai didn't seem to care, the pain finally fading from his choked screams, pleas turning into one-worded signs of utmost endorsement. And Fai felt good, extremely good around him, so in the end Kurogane didn't care.
Fai reached out his hands to wrap them around Kurogane's neck and pull him closer for a hungry, compassionate kiss, tongues darting out and entangling, caressing each other. The shinobi then sat up, pulled Fai into his lap and let him ride for a while. His hand wrapped determinately around Fai's ignored arousal, pulling, stroking, not giving any mercy. The wizard on his lap threw his head back, mouth open in a soundless scream. Kurogane watched Fai ride his cock to fulfilment, lips parted, gasping and panting, whispers turning into screams as he got closer to the crest of his desire, 'Kurogane. Kurogane. Kurogane.' Over and over again, until he came, a second or two before his lover did.
They sat on the bed in the middle of rumpled sheets, leaning to each other in shared contentment, Kurogane still inside of Fai. All the words died on their lips. Kurogane felt there was only one thing left to say as Fai laid back on the bed, hunted for pillows and pulled his lover to join him in an attempt to fall asleep in each other's arms. He smiled his usual gentle smile, cornflowers fading in his eyes as vast tiredness took over.
Oh yes, one thing left to say:
Fai.
***
'Were you two drinking again?' came a surprised voice from the doorway.
Kurogane, still sleepy and hardly coming to realize his surroundings, lifted his head from the midst of pillows and gazed at the door, annoyance in half-lidded crimson eyes. It was Sakura-hime, her auburn hair endearingly straight out of bed -style and eyes sleepy, yet questioning. 'Why are you sleeping in the same bed with Fai-san?'
Kurogane's eyes shot wide as he realized it wasn't just another pillow tucked under his arm but Fai, curled up next to him, sleeping peacefully, a long-fingered skinny hand against his chest and a leg possessively over his under the covers.
And apparently very much completely naked.
Kurogane felt like jumping up from the bed and throwing a fit, calling Fai a loser who could not hold his booze when the blond-haired bundle next to him moved, threw an arm around his neck, pulled him back into the domain of fluffy pillows and warm covers and mumbled sleepily: 'Yes, Sakura-chan, and now we are hungover and want to catch some sleep. Shoo, shoo.'
Sakura blinked her big emerald eyes and left the doorway, calling tentatively for Syaoran as she went.
Fai stretched his limbs under the covers and nuzzled closer to the sweetly warm Kurogane next to him.
'Good morning, Kurorin', he murmured, lips crazing Kurogane's neck as he spoke.
And for the first time ever Kurogane didn't feel the need to tell Fai to stop calling him names. Instead he buried his face into the wizard's hair and his lips cracked into a wicked grin.
'Good morning, Fai-chan.'
::Fin
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again, this fic is not mine, it belongs to Kata-chan. if you want you can email her about it (if the email still works that is)
ps. i got the fic from this site: http://melancholy-protection.net/fe-malevolency/ (nothing but yaoi fics there O_O )