Today is One of Those Days
It's been an interesting one... did I happen to mention it was one of those days?
My thoughts have been jumbled, careened off the wall, and tumbled back down. They fly to other regions I no longer knew or found a keepsake. Yet there I was, pondering off and on about the whole thing... How could such awkward moments grab hold of one so wavering already?
But what of these thoughts... what to make of them...
Well typical classification would be the fact that I have been called upon multiple times for various tasks around the house. The computer problems at hand are starting to become way too much... one damn step at a time.
On the other hand, with school taking me away again, I’m not sure how long I can keep up with things… journals, myspace, role playing… all things I did in my spare time so I wouldn’t be bored are again becoming burdens. But I wish not to forget the people on each, nor have them forget me. Things happen and commonly internet friends will disappear and reappear, only to tease from afar. I just hope I can stay with it; already it’s 12 am on this new school day, I should be heading off to bed, even with homework still waiting on my plate.
To this, I’m also working on planning for yet another weekend out. I dedicate myself to things that get so twisted around… it’s quite a dilemma at this current time, plus money is involved, which I do not have. Two weeks ago I was up in Anaheim at a gathering and photo shoot the next day. It was fun to be able to see new people and play my character Envy from Fullmetal Alchemist again… in fact this journal will most likely be from various persona’s, possibly resulting in other ‘characters’. Since then, this past weekend was a trip out to Yuma that ran a little late. That put a kink in my next visit up to Anaheim for this weekend, not to mention drama that is really tiring me out.
Three weekends from now I am already planning to go out to the river with my father and some other family friends; I also hope to get some of my high school friends out to have some fun. Maybe that will be relaxing? I still have art class that I missed this last weekend and I’ve volunteered for some of my little sisters high school dances (being her first year). They need chaperones and my friends and I decided, ‘Hell, why not. We don’t have to fill out paperwork, it’s free, and we get to see friends that are still attending the school.’
At this moment I shall leave my rant and work on focusing a nice calm reasoning to bed. Hopefully by the morning I shall have a few more required steps towards liberty.
Yeah right.
TBC