tumblr, black widow, i killed cicada, and grammar mistake.
[★] Tumblr is keeping me busy lately that I don't have to post things on LJ any more. No, tumblr isn't addiction to me, it's just that I scroll through my dashboard every day to point I find the last post saw before I got off. And do checks to see what's new under No. 6's and mawaru penguindrum's tags and at very least try to clean out my likes by reblog it on other blogs, I have about 2, 343 likes -_- but no matter what it's doesn't goes down to 2000, I keep on adding more likes.
[★] I saw a black widow last Sunday in my mom's bath room ಠ_ಠ. But couldn't catch it to...... lazy. So this mean it's still hiding in her bath room. My family just have to watch out by it. :\
[★] I killed a cicada. It's started on Saturday after noon, I was watering the front yard since the grasses and trees were like sad looking. Yeah....It's fucking hot over here that fucking High heat thing isn't move to the ocean it's just keep coming back like it's going in circles, and it's 100°f all fucking month (ノಠ益ಠ)ノ彡┻━┻ The worse Summer ever!
Anyways when I was watering I saw a cicada shedding out of the shell on tree's leaf, it's my first time see one. So I ran back inside to get a camera and tells my sister about it. When I was taking pictures, the fucking wind blows down the cicada out of his shell to the ground. I quickly had to moved the cicada out the area because there 100000 ants on the ground. I moved him in the the back yard, on ground. When I got back finished watering the yard, I saw the cicada was covered by the ants, so I quickly move the cicada and water down the ants off him. Sad his wings got fuck up by water, I try to fix his wings but no good (つд｀). I Keep him in my room for while, hours later he was trying to fly but wings won't not let him, then around 3am he dies (つд｀)
It's my fault again. I feel really bad for the cicada, I mean he just got on the his old shell and then he find himself cover by ants and then his wings got mess up by the water and then dies (╥_╥). Why I keep killing animals and bugs? Am I really evil person? Maybe it's good idea that I got to hell after all and give up my dreams to be person who save and treats wild animals.
[★] I will never understand friendships any more. No srsly, I finally message kaarowl after 5 month, she being cold heart to me lately and didn't say happy birthday 5 months ago. She message me back that she was busy and her iPhone hate tumblr but the worse part was she gets lost in my conversation and my grammar is bad.
First of all: from late April to first week June she was being cold heart to my texts posts but not to her friends and second why didn't she tell me about my grammar long ago???? This really hurts my feelings, I do know I make typo mistakes but my hole conversation has bad grammar? I read it 18 times and do spell checks and people find bad grammar, why can find my grammar mistake???? щ(ಠ益ಠщ)
*Sigh*......This why I don't make friends or talk much in the forum. I know just make some one brain to bleed to death with my English grammar mistake. It's even worse in real life I can't speak right for some reason, the odd thing is I'm half british (ノ_・。). It's like I'm not post talk to human or be friends with one. So pretty much I killed animals/bugs and not good at talking to humans/making friends. I will just thinks of my self inhuman for now.