I killed a bird again :( I'm so going hell for this.
And this time it's really my fucking fault! It all happened on day before v-day around 5pm when I try to get some sleep in hack I didn't dream or least didn't remember what I dream about. My mom knock on my bedroom told me there some kind bird in the front yard. Hearing those words tells me that need to get a blanket or something to picked up the dead bird. Well didn't get any thing so I head out to check it out. And saw weird never seen bird with long neck. I ran back in the house to the get the camera to take picture of it.
My sister was out side she told her friend about on the Internet to come down here to check it. Once her friend was down here and checked it she told us it's a goose.
Me and my sister was wondering can it fly? does it have broken wings? I was about to ask Shay my sister's friend but she left and went home. Mins later I want to make sure if the bird can fly by walking near it, but it all can do is walk away from me and try to flap his wing which failed on him. It heart my heart painful because I have no fucking idea what to do about it. I want ask my to call animal control (what ever it calls) but didn't want to because I feel like I don't want to trust human treat the animal wound who knows what evil plan there have in their head.
I also don't want to live it behind and hopefully it can fly later on. I just don't to live in the front yard where some evil human take and killed it. The only plan I have is to the take bird to the bayou that's behind my house. I went back in the house to get box to trap in it. I ran back outside to the place where the bird was at and trap it in the box. Now I need was ( which I fucking forgot) flat thing to cover the box with. I ask mom get it for me. Once she got the flat thing I got the bird trap with in the box. To let you know it's was hard to get the bird in the box....
I went in the back yard and climbed the ladder that was lying* agaist the fence ( there no grate/door) I carefully drop the box down into the bayou grasses and the bird came out. The bird wasn't doing much just standing/sitting there. Any way I went back in the house on to the internet to looks up some info about the bird. I went on gaia pet-forum a made thread about it, some said to call animal control and keep in the house. I didn't give much thought about put the bird in the house since it's dark out side. I told my self I will do that in the morning time.
However I was worried if the bird will get attack by other animal in the bayou....like dog, snake, cat, possum, etc.. But didn't think much about and went to bed early incase if the bird was still there and that I need to go with mom to the wildlife place. By the time sun comes up, I went climbed the ladder with the binocular to look in the bayou didn't see the bird bur have see black dot far away. I seeming it's was the bird. I ran back in and put on my shoes on and take stick with me incase dogs or animal came out and attack me in the bayou. I climbed over the Fence but I stop half way to see black feathers and blood on the ground. I was terrified what I saw. To make sure if it's the bird I look around but didn't see the body. As I walk over to the black spot, it's wasn't the bird but a tree branch so I continue looking for the bird but ended up didn't finding it all. When I come back again and look close at the feathers it look like it's was the bird I know. The most depressed thing about it that there no body and look like it was try to get into my backyard like he was crying for help! ;___;. OMG I feel so bad for it T^T R.I.P goose/bird. The only reason didn't putting the bird in the house becasue I was half a sleep didn't think well.
Why do I keep killing animals when I love them so much? this why I can be veterinarian. Now going excuse myself by go to the gun store to shot myself in head.