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It's bad when you get curious about an estranged friend and go look at their myspace... It's really bad to see that everything that you ever taught that person, or said to that person, or did with that person... has been completely forgotten. It's really very bad when you have to bury your head and cry to yourself because at the time you didn't feel like anyone knowing how perfectly miserable you are realizing how utterly insignificant you were in the larger picture... What's worse... is that a girl who would otherwise be mostly unaffected has to drop out of school just because that person is there, and that person goes home and jokes about it all as though they never saw that girl. But what hurts the most... is how that old friend still doesn't even care enough NOT to joke about it. To think NOT to joke about it.
What hurts the most is that I can't do anything about it. I can't even talk myself into a smile, at this point.
What hurts the most is that I can't do anything about it. I can't even talk myself into a smile, at this point.