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My father just died.
I don't really know how to take this. We weren't exactly close. Well, to put it plainly he hadn't talked to me in almost 20 years. But two years ago he approached me again. Said he wanted to get to know me. I didn't exactly give him a chance. I tried a little.... but I should have tried harder. He just wanted to make it right and stupid me had to be a selfish bitch. I really hate myself for it now.
I don't know how to take it. It wasn't supposed to be this way. Not at all.
I don't really know how to take this. We weren't exactly close. Well, to put it plainly he hadn't talked to me in almost 20 years. But two years ago he approached me again. Said he wanted to get to know me. I didn't exactly give him a chance. I tried a little.... but I should have tried harder. He just wanted to make it right and stupid me had to be a selfish bitch. I really hate myself for it now.
I don't know how to take it. It wasn't supposed to be this way. Not at all.