Aku made shitsuji desu kara
Basics:
1. Name: Lloyd
2. Age: 15
3. Gender: Male (A rarity in this community, I'm afraid).
4. Do you have a preference for being stamped as a male or a female character? I do not.
In-Depth:
5. Your personality in general: I suppose the best way to describe me would be to say that I'm a detached, stubborn, independent and insensitive brat with a blasé attitude. I have either schizoid personality disorder or Asperger syndrome. I don't really know how to empathize. Despite these quirks, I have a vivid imagination and can be extremely creative. At first glance, I mirror the behaviour of whoever approached me--as a result, I can appear to be very social. However, once the initial meeting is over, my social intuition leaves me and I become withdrawn. I tend to be a duality; I dislike people, but I enjoy analyzing them; I alternate between free-spirited enthusiasm and systematized analysis; I enjoy complexity in terms of systems, but can't stand it in a social context.
6. Strengths:
According to my sister:
- Feels emotions that are childlike in their purity
- Laid-back and easygoing, willing to defer if need be
- Approaches interesting things very enthusiastically
- Richly imaginative and creative
- Does not feel personally threatened by conflict or criticism
- Not very demanding
7. Weaknesses:
Still according to her:
- Not naturally in tune with others' feelings; slow to respond to their emotional needs
- Cripplingly lazy
- Not naturally good at expressing feelings and emotions
- Tends to be suspicious and distrusting of others
- A disaster with practical matters
- Tends to "blow off" conflict situations by ignoring them, or else will "blow up" in heated anger
8. Dreams: None to speak of.
9. Fears: Emotions scare me to death. So does the thought of non-existence after death.
10. Talents: Memory, research, typing, writing, musical interpretation.
11. Hobbies: See likes.
12. Likes: Piano, reading, thinking, anime, manga, learning, science, science fiction, computers, ciphers, logic.
13. Dislikes: Organized establishments, popular culture, gossip, sports, having to shave in the morning, overly emotional people.
Favorites:
14. Color? Why?: I don't really have one. Black, grey and white, I suppose.
15. Animal? Why?: Myself. A human is an animal, and I am my favourite human.
16. Quote? Why?:
Man has such a predilection for systems and abstract deductions that he is ready to distort the truth intentionally, he is ready to deny the evidence of his senses only to justify his logic. -Dostovyesky.
It reminds me to beware my natural propensity to reject reality in favour of my mind.
17. Music? Why?: I like classical music because it allows me to avoid the discomfort of a human voice and lyrics. Voices are annoying, and lyrics act as limits on our interpretation of music.
As an aside, I greatly enjoy dissonance; I take pleasure in going to the piano and creating the ugliest assortments and sequences of sounds. I'm not quite sure why.
18. Season (Fall, Spring, Winter, Summer)? Why?: Winter, for its silence.
19. Kuroshitsuji character? Why?: Sebastian, primarily because he's enigmatic.
20. Least favorite Kuroshitsuji character? Why?: Angela, Elizabeth, Meirin, William. Angela and William are too stuck on a single idea; Elizabeth and Meirin are just annoying.
Which one? Explain each choice.
21. Mature or Immature: Mature. My only immature aspects are things that others call good qualities. See above.
22. Leader or Follower: Neither. I'm too stubborn and independent to follow, but I'm also lazy and detached enough to have no desire to lead. I just do my own thing.
23. Optimistic or Pessimistic: I lean a bit more on the pessimistic side, but I'm not very far from the neutral point.
24. Introverted or Extroverted: Introverted, but not shy. I'm just not a people person.
25. Free will, Fate or Neither: I'm an incompatibilist and a hard determinist.
26. Impulsive or Cautious: A weird impulsive logic guides my behaviour. I'll examine a problem logically but impulsively select a decision if no solution stands out clearly as the correct one. I've also been known to choose questions on 'essay tests' completely randomly and with no sense of direction.
27. Social or Anti-Social: Anti-social for the most part. I will be social if people engage me in an interesting conversation.
28. Calm or Hyper: Calm, but I'll be bouncing off the walls if I'm interested in something.
29. Family or Friends: No particular preference.
30. Activity or Quiet: Activity can be overstimulating. I prefer quiet.
31. Justice or Compassion: Justice. Compassion makes no sense. See above about empathy.
Extras:
32. Would you want to have a contract with Sebastian? Probably.
33. How would you react to the incompetent workers at Ciel's estate? Be honest. I'd ignore them and laugh about the situation in my corner.
34. Just how mischievous are you? I'm opportunistic about mischief.
35. Description or Picture: Average height, thin, maybe a bit scrawny, messy brown hair, grey eyes, too-pale (I believe the term is laptop-bleached) skin, and glasses to complete the nerdy image.
36. Anything else: Nothing that could be relevant.
37. Your votes: 1 2 3
1. Name: Lloyd
2. Age: 15
3. Gender: Male (A rarity in this community, I'm afraid).
4. Do you have a preference for being stamped as a male or a female character? I do not.
In-Depth:
5. Your personality in general: I suppose the best way to describe me would be to say that I'm a detached, stubborn, independent and insensitive brat with a blasé attitude. I have either schizoid personality disorder or Asperger syndrome. I don't really know how to empathize. Despite these quirks, I have a vivid imagination and can be extremely creative. At first glance, I mirror the behaviour of whoever approached me--as a result, I can appear to be very social. However, once the initial meeting is over, my social intuition leaves me and I become withdrawn. I tend to be a duality; I dislike people, but I enjoy analyzing them; I alternate between free-spirited enthusiasm and systematized analysis; I enjoy complexity in terms of systems, but can't stand it in a social context.
6. Strengths:
According to my sister:
- Feels emotions that are childlike in their purity
- Laid-back and easygoing, willing to defer if need be
- Approaches interesting things very enthusiastically
- Richly imaginative and creative
- Does not feel personally threatened by conflict or criticism
- Not very demanding
7. Weaknesses:
Still according to her:
- Not naturally in tune with others' feelings; slow to respond to their emotional needs
- Cripplingly lazy
- Not naturally good at expressing feelings and emotions
- Tends to be suspicious and distrusting of others
- A disaster with practical matters
- Tends to "blow off" conflict situations by ignoring them, or else will "blow up" in heated anger
8. Dreams: None to speak of.
9. Fears: Emotions scare me to death. So does the thought of non-existence after death.
10. Talents: Memory, research, typing, writing, musical interpretation.
11. Hobbies: See likes.
12. Likes: Piano, reading, thinking, anime, manga, learning, science, science fiction, computers, ciphers, logic.
13. Dislikes: Organized establishments, popular culture, gossip, sports, having to shave in the morning, overly emotional people.
Favorites:
14. Color? Why?: I don't really have one. Black, grey and white, I suppose.
15. Animal? Why?: Myself. A human is an animal, and I am my favourite human.
16. Quote? Why?:
Man has such a predilection for systems and abstract deductions that he is ready to distort the truth intentionally, he is ready to deny the evidence of his senses only to justify his logic. -Dostovyesky.
It reminds me to beware my natural propensity to reject reality in favour of my mind.
17. Music? Why?: I like classical music because it allows me to avoid the discomfort of a human voice and lyrics. Voices are annoying, and lyrics act as limits on our interpretation of music.
As an aside, I greatly enjoy dissonance; I take pleasure in going to the piano and creating the ugliest assortments and sequences of sounds. I'm not quite sure why.
18. Season (Fall, Spring, Winter, Summer)? Why?: Winter, for its silence.
19. Kuroshitsuji character? Why?: Sebastian, primarily because he's enigmatic.
20. Least favorite Kuroshitsuji character? Why?: Angela, Elizabeth, Meirin, William. Angela and William are too stuck on a single idea; Elizabeth and Meirin are just annoying.
Which one? Explain each choice.
21. Mature or Immature: Mature. My only immature aspects are things that others call good qualities. See above.
22. Leader or Follower: Neither. I'm too stubborn and independent to follow, but I'm also lazy and detached enough to have no desire to lead. I just do my own thing.
23. Optimistic or Pessimistic: I lean a bit more on the pessimistic side, but I'm not very far from the neutral point.
24. Introverted or Extroverted: Introverted, but not shy. I'm just not a people person.
25. Free will, Fate or Neither: I'm an incompatibilist and a hard determinist.
26. Impulsive or Cautious: A weird impulsive logic guides my behaviour. I'll examine a problem logically but impulsively select a decision if no solution stands out clearly as the correct one. I've also been known to choose questions on 'essay tests' completely randomly and with no sense of direction.
27. Social or Anti-Social: Anti-social for the most part. I will be social if people engage me in an interesting conversation.
28. Calm or Hyper: Calm, but I'll be bouncing off the walls if I'm interested in something.
29. Family or Friends: No particular preference.
30. Activity or Quiet: Activity can be overstimulating. I prefer quiet.
31. Justice or Compassion: Justice. Compassion makes no sense. See above about empathy.
Extras:
32. Would you want to have a contract with Sebastian? Probably.
33. How would you react to the incompetent workers at Ciel's estate? Be honest. I'd ignore them and laugh about the situation in my corner.
34. Just how mischievous are you? I'm opportunistic about mischief.
35. Description or Picture: Average height, thin, maybe a bit scrawny, messy brown hair, grey eyes, too-pale (I believe the term is laptop-bleached) skin, and glasses to complete the nerdy image.
36. Anything else: Nothing that could be relevant.
37. Your votes: 1 2 3