Reverse Messages : Actual Message
Title: Reverse Messages (1/1)
Author: Kuroneko_987
Pairing: Yutoyama
Genre: AU, BL, romance,
Rating: PG
Summary: Ryosuke is a dense, coward and clueless guy who fall in love with his childhood friends, Yuto. But his coward feelings overcome when he want to confess his true feelings. His crumbled world... can he fixed it?
A/N: my fics a long, loooong time ago! Just deleted it from my lj before but I decided to post it back here before I moved it into my recycle bin onmy pc.
First - Actual Message.
A loud alarm come from the cute 'strawberry-shaped' clock wake Ryosuke up in shock. He reaches the alarm clock and turn off the alarm. He looks at the clock with half-lidded eyes. 5 o'clock in the morning. "Still early." Ryosuke whispered to himself. He clutches to his blanket and pulls it as he wants to continue to sleep back. "Five minutes please..." and Ryosuke continue to sleep soundly.
"Yabai!" Ryosuke quickly climbs down from the bed and rush into the bathroom. The time on the alarm clock screen displayed it's already 6 past half in the morning. He is already late.
"Just five minutes huh? This is a lesson, Ryosuke. Next time don't sleep back!" he talks to himself as he clumsily gets his things and walks down the stairs immediately. When he tries to turn the door knob, his mother rebuked him told him for take the breakfast first. "Gomen kaa-san. I have to go now! Itte kimasu!"
"Crap! I will be late for Masaru-sensei's class!!" He was about to run when someone grab his shoulder. He turned back with half-shock. It's his senior in his cram school, his childhood friends… "Yuto-kun!"
… And his first love, Nakajima Yuto.
"Ohaiyo," Yuto greet the guy in front him. Smile drew on his face making Ryosuke's face slightly blushed. "O-ohaiyo, Y-yuto-kun."
"Why are you seems like in a hurry?" Yuto asked. It seems like this guy so stupid to know what time it is and how late he is. Ryosuke stares the taller guy not believes in what the guy had just said.
"What?! Yuto-kun we already late for school!!"
"It is? Really? What time is it now?" he asks dumbly. No worried tone in his words.
"Its 6.45!" Ryosuke show his wristwatch screen to Yuto. "Why are you still standing there, Yuto-kun?! Hurry! If we run together maybe we can catch up,"
Hearing on what Ryosuke had just said, Yuto just keep his eyes on Ryosuke and blink his eyes couple of times. "Pfft-!!~" He suddenly burst out a loud laugh making Ryosuke stunned. "You're so cute, Yama-chan,"
"Wha-?!" Ryosuke felt his face burning. "S-stop joking around!" Ryosuke muttered - still with a red face.
Yuto laughed. "Maa maa… Relax Yama-chan. We're not gonna late. I have a shortcut. We can arrive to school on time," his words full of cheer. "Ikou. Trust me, that’s why I never late to school" with that he grab the latter's arm and bring him to somewhere that Ryosuke also didn't know what place it is. They walk along a narrow street between tall buildings, with their hands entwined together. Ryosuke can't help but blushing so hard right now. He could only let the taller pull him to wherever. And just like Yuto said, they arrive to school a few seconds before the gate closed.
"Yokatta nee, that was so close!" Yuto sighed a breath of relief.
Meanwhile, Ryosuke, the fact that his right hand still entwined with Yuto's and the taller guy doesn't show any sign to release it, making him to seriously feeling uncomfortable. "Mouu! Please heart, please stop beating so fast!" he peeved himself in his mind hoping his heart will obey his command. His eyes fixed on their entwined hands.
"Y-yuto-kun," He started. He has to stop this before he can't control himself.
"umm? What is it, Yama-chan?" he stares at the latter.
"Y-your hands." Ryosuke try to avoid the taller gaze. It’s killing him.
Yuto take a glimpse on their still entwined hands after hearing that words. His eyes a bit widened. He quickly loosened his grip. "A-ah. I'm Sorry," Yuto's ear flushing red. Unfortunately Ryosuke didn’t notice that as he keeps avoid Yuto’s eyes.
"Daijoubu." Ryosuke try to remain cool. This confusing atmosphere are seriously a mess! "Get to your class now, Yuto-kun. I'm going to mine too," he added - still maintain his cool tone in words tough his heart is beating too crazy right now.
"Ah. You're right. Okay see you later Yama-chan!" the taller guy bid Ryosuke goodbye and he had already headed in the building. And Ryosuke started to walk to his own class after he just eyed Yuto's back fading slowly - with a visible thin smile on his.
"I love you Yuto-kun."
"By any chance, will my feelings reach you? "
"I hope that day will come. "
"Grant my wish, Kami-sama. "
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"You're almost late, Ryo-chaaaaan~~" Ryosuke best friends, Yuri asks while pinches Ryosuke's cheeks playfully
"Yeah I know," Ryosuke put his face on the desk. "Now stop playing with my cheeks," he pouts.
"Ryo-chan, choo kawaii! You know I can't. Your cheek is my precious toys." Yuri said - still pinching Ryosuke's cheeks. Ryosuke is so adorable even this little squirrel also can't deny it. That stupid Yuto should be thankful to god for having this cute boy who badly has a crush on him - for a long long long time.
"Yeah yeah whatever,"
"So I found you were with Nakajima-senpai a while ago? Anything good happen?" Yuri asks teasingly.
"Y-Yuto-kun is my childhood friends! I-is that wrong?" Ryosuke's face slightly blushed.
"Booooo ~ Ryo-chan I know something happened, it written all over your face, just a while ago when you with him," Yuri grins.
"Hey! I told you its nothing! Baka Yuri," seriously. nothing happened right? Its just Yuto - his childhood friends who walked together with him to school with their hand connected together. I repeat, CHILDHOOD FRIENDS. Ryosuke smiled bitterly. Yeah, truth always hurt. Okay even its just that but Ryosuke also dont know why he found himself doesnt want to tell the truth. Even with his best friends. Maybe because if he tell this to the little squirrel beside him, he can't make himself shut from teasing him all the time. Well, everyone knows Yuri.
"okay whatever," Yuri shrugged his shoulder. "Ah. Valentine's Day is around the corner. Ryo-chan, you should give Nakajima-senpai a gift!"
"Crap! I almost forgot that!!!" He shouted out as he messed his hair."Mouu Yuri what should I do?!"
"Well I'm afraid I can't help you. I can't bake. But you can, right? How about bake him a cake?" Yuri suggested.
A paused.
"...Oh. Yeah just like last year." Ryosuke chuckled bitterly. "And he'll accept that as a friend. Nothing more than that..." he remembered the time when he tried his best for the cake. Of course, Yuto accept it happily - making Ryosuke felt there's some hope for his feelings. But what Yuto said then had just seriously making his heart broke mentally.
"Thank you Yama-chan! You're my best friends FOREVER!"
"Why did I ever love you from the start…?" he cried inside his head.
Yuri suddenly felt a bit panic - seeing his friends releasing a gloomy aura and the guy's face seems like wanna cry. He didnt expect the atmosphere that was so nice a while ago could just turn upside down in a blink of seconds. He felt sorry for Ryosuke. He could see that Ryosuke is suffering badly. "I-I'm sorry Ryo-chan. I didn't mean to-" he try to persuade the guy but suddenly the guy cut his words.
"It's okay Yuri. I'm okay. I know it already. I accept the fact that he'll just see me as his childhood friends..." Ryosuke paused his words try to gain some courage "...Forever." He smiled, but this time, the bitterness on Ryosuke's smile is visible enough for Yuri to see.
"I'm sorry again Ryo-chan. Blame my stupidness for bringing this topic at the first place," he said softly as he hugged Ryosuke so tight try to comfort him and hope the pain will dimmed slowly.
Ryosuke shook his head. "No it's not your fault." He said. "Now forget about that." A thin smile drew on his face as he tried to hide his pain.
"Okay," Yuri nodded slowly. He just loves his friends so much. But what can he do? He can’t blame that Nakajima guy alone. It’s not his fault. Yuri let out a long sigh. Now what can he do is just pray for his friend happiness. He hugs Ryosuke tighter as he caressing his hair lovingly - like a loving mom. Yuri can be mean with his sharp tongue but so loving to his friends at times.
"Mouu Yuri I can't breathe!"
"Opps, sorry! Theheee~"
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The class ended. As soon as the bell signalling for dismissal rang, Ryosuke immediately fixed his things back to his bag. That’s the time when Yuri suddenly approached him.
"Ryo-chan, I want to show you something! " Yuri mouthed as he slam his both palms on Ryosuke’s desk.
"What's it?" the other replied quietly - still focused on packing his things.
"Just come with me. I’m sure you’ll like it, " with that Yuri grabbed the other guy hand and headed out the building together. Fortunately Ryosuke just had finished packing. So he clutches to his bag with his another hand so tight as he let Yuri grip the another bring him to anywhere. Ryosuke raised his eyebrows when the time Yuri stopped themself in front of a confectionary. The sweet scent of sweets and chocolates can be smell through the open window.
"Here, " Yuri said as he bring the guy in.
"You eagerly bring me here just for this?"
"Yhep. A few moments ago I talked to a girl. Well, I asked her about some gift for Valentine’s day and she suggested me this things," Yuri said as he pointing to certain direction - small chocolates by letters written on each of it. Well, it seems like they having a sale for this. "We call it chocolate messages."
"I dont know you interested on this girly things, "
"Talk to yourself," Yuri stuck his tongue out. "I’m helping you baka! "
"Are you for real Yuri?!" Ryosuke raised his eyebrows.
"Why? "
" What can I do with this thing? "
Yuri rolled his eyes."Are you dumb?" he mouthed as he pick up two chocolate that have written each ‘Yu’ and ‘To’ on it and show it with his both hand. Yuto’s name now can be clearly be seen by Ryosuke. "See? You can give your message to him without you open your mouth."
"For what? I think it’s better to just write them on paper. Yuto-kun will not eat it tough," he said sarcastically.
"So this friend of mine is really a thickheaded." Yuri murmured. He narrowed his eyes as he furrowed his eyebrows staring at Ryosuke.
"what? That hurts, Yuri! I’m just telling you the truth!"
"Now do whatever you want. I’m showing you this is just for a reason - to help you. "
"And I think it’s the time for you to tell him your feelings, " Yuri added - making Ryosuke frowned.
"What? Y-you know Yuri I can’t. I-I’m... "
"Afraid that he’ll not accept your feelings?" Yuri cut his sentences.
"...and after that he’ll start avoiding you?" Ryosuke can just nodded weakly. All of what Yuri said is true.
"Ryo-chan, listen. You had love Nakajima-senpai for a long time. Keeping it silent for your feeling will just make you hurt more and more! " The latter patted Ryosuke’s back. "Don’t worry. I know Nakajima-senpai is a nice guy. I’m sure he’ll still wanna be your friends even after he know your feelings. "
"Trust me, Ryosuke. You can’t be like this forever. "
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Recess time and Ryosuke and Yuri are having their lunch together at the rooftop. Both of them chatting about random things when they heard two voices - unfamiliar and another is familiar to Ryosuke.
They found where it comes from - behind the doorway. Yuri smirked evilishly to Ryosuke motioning the guy to follow him peeking.
"It must be a confession. Let’s see who that lucky guy is," Ryosuke just nodded as one of the voices seems so familiar with him. Ryosuke wonders who it is. He walks carefully and slowly behind Yuri.
The time they stopped and hide carefully behind the wall, both Ryosuke and Yuri shocked in suprise. In front of their eyes is Nakajima Yuto with a cute girl. Ryosuke widened his eyes couldn’t believe on what he sees. His first love, Yuto is with a cute girl. He felt a pang inside his heart. A painful strike.
"No way. Nakajima-senpai is with Ohgo-san? " said Yuri half whispered.
"Yuri, you know her? " Yuri just answered with quick nods.
Who's that girl - Ryosuke doesnt want to know.
Right now he just felt his heart starting to crumble. His body is trembling. Afraid to losing Yuto.
"Yuto-kun, I love you." The girl said in a go.
A paused.
"Your answer, Yuto-kun? " asks the girl patientless after the silent taking place for the atmosphere too long.
Yuto scratches his nape as he lower his gaze. "etou- How should I say this? "
the girl tilted her head with that hopeful emotion glued on her face.
Ryosuke clenches his fist. He can’t take it anymore. What will he do if Yuto will say yes? He lowered his eyes biting his bottom lip cannot seeing the scenes anymore.
"Suzuka-chan. " Yuto started.
"They must be close. Nakajima-senpai got to call her with ‘Suzuka-chan’. And Ohgo-san call Nakajima-senpai by ‘Yuto-kun’ too," Yuri exclaimed.
"Wait?! Just now Yuto-kun called the girl by her first name?! " Ryosuke felt so stings.
"Y-yeah?" The girl asks - slightly nervous maybe.
"Gomen. I can’t." Yuto straightened his back, facing Suzuka with that serious face.
The girl frowned. But soon after that she curved a thin smile - staring at Yuto who looks so guilty.
"Ah. Daijoubu Yuto-kun. I just want you to know my feelings."
"Ah. Suzuka-chan we still friends right?"
"You fool of course we are!" she patted Yuto’s shoulder laughing. Yuto just replied it with a smile. He know that Suzuka tried to hide her pain but what he can do? Yeah he likes Suzuka too but no more than a friends.
Both Ryosuke and Yuri heaved a sigh relief. And the most happiest one is of course Ryosuke. His face curved a relief smile - still eyed on Yuto and Suzuka.
"Yokatta ne."
"They’re just best friends."
Yuri just smiled to Ryosuke. He felt happy for Ryosuke too.
"So that’s why I’m not asking you to go out with me - I know your answer is firmly a no. " Suzuka exclaimed as she stares at the skies, smiling.
"Eh? Why?"
Suzuka turned her head facing Yuto. She chuckled a bit and come closer to Yuto and whispered something. Ryosuke in the other hand just watch it as he felt some jealousy. "H-how did you know, Suzuka-chan?!" Ryosuke frowned seeing Yuto suddenly blushing.
" you’re so obvious, you know? Yeah you can hide it from other people but not me. You fell at that chibi so badly!"
"Argh Suzuka-chan don’t tell anyone!" Yuto clasp his hands begging Suzuka. Suzuka couldn’t help to just nodded quickly.
Again, he couldn’t believe on what he just heard. He felt himself wanna cry.
"Yuto-kun… he has someone he loves?"
Can’t take seeing Ryosuke painful face anymore, Yuri dragged Ryosuke away from that two.
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A/N: a tons of grammatical error. feel wanna commite suicide when I read it back //crying at the corner//
Author: Kuroneko_987
Pairing: Yutoyama
Genre: AU, BL, romance,
Rating: PG
Summary: Ryosuke is a dense, coward and clueless guy who fall in love with his childhood friends, Yuto. But his coward feelings overcome when he want to confess his true feelings. His crumbled world... can he fixed it?
A/N: my fics a long, loooong time ago! Just deleted it from my lj before but I decided to post it back here before I moved it into my recycle bin onmy pc.
First - Actual Message.
A loud alarm come from the cute 'strawberry-shaped' clock wake Ryosuke up in shock. He reaches the alarm clock and turn off the alarm. He looks at the clock with half-lidded eyes. 5 o'clock in the morning. "Still early." Ryosuke whispered to himself. He clutches to his blanket and pulls it as he wants to continue to sleep back. "Five minutes please..." and Ryosuke continue to sleep soundly.
"Yabai!" Ryosuke quickly climbs down from the bed and rush into the bathroom. The time on the alarm clock screen displayed it's already 6 past half in the morning. He is already late.
"Just five minutes huh? This is a lesson, Ryosuke. Next time don't sleep back!" he talks to himself as he clumsily gets his things and walks down the stairs immediately. When he tries to turn the door knob, his mother rebuked him told him for take the breakfast first. "Gomen kaa-san. I have to go now! Itte kimasu!"
"Crap! I will be late for Masaru-sensei's class!!" He was about to run when someone grab his shoulder. He turned back with half-shock. It's his senior in his cram school, his childhood friends… "Yuto-kun!"
… And his first love, Nakajima Yuto.
"Ohaiyo," Yuto greet the guy in front him. Smile drew on his face making Ryosuke's face slightly blushed. "O-ohaiyo, Y-yuto-kun."
"Why are you seems like in a hurry?" Yuto asked. It seems like this guy so stupid to know what time it is and how late he is. Ryosuke stares the taller guy not believes in what the guy had just said.
"What?! Yuto-kun we already late for school!!"
"It is? Really? What time is it now?" he asks dumbly. No worried tone in his words.
"Its 6.45!" Ryosuke show his wristwatch screen to Yuto. "Why are you still standing there, Yuto-kun?! Hurry! If we run together maybe we can catch up,"
Hearing on what Ryosuke had just said, Yuto just keep his eyes on Ryosuke and blink his eyes couple of times. "Pfft-!!~" He suddenly burst out a loud laugh making Ryosuke stunned. "You're so cute, Yama-chan,"
"Wha-?!" Ryosuke felt his face burning. "S-stop joking around!" Ryosuke muttered - still with a red face.
Yuto laughed. "Maa maa… Relax Yama-chan. We're not gonna late. I have a shortcut. We can arrive to school on time," his words full of cheer. "Ikou. Trust me, that’s why I never late to school" with that he grab the latter's arm and bring him to somewhere that Ryosuke also didn't know what place it is. They walk along a narrow street between tall buildings, with their hands entwined together. Ryosuke can't help but blushing so hard right now. He could only let the taller pull him to wherever. And just like Yuto said, they arrive to school a few seconds before the gate closed.
"Yokatta nee, that was so close!" Yuto sighed a breath of relief.
Meanwhile, Ryosuke, the fact that his right hand still entwined with Yuto's and the taller guy doesn't show any sign to release it, making him to seriously feeling uncomfortable. "Mouu! Please heart, please stop beating so fast!" he peeved himself in his mind hoping his heart will obey his command. His eyes fixed on their entwined hands.
"Y-yuto-kun," He started. He has to stop this before he can't control himself.
"umm? What is it, Yama-chan?" he stares at the latter.
"Y-your hands." Ryosuke try to avoid the taller gaze. It’s killing him.
Yuto take a glimpse on their still entwined hands after hearing that words. His eyes a bit widened. He quickly loosened his grip. "A-ah. I'm Sorry," Yuto's ear flushing red. Unfortunately Ryosuke didn’t notice that as he keeps avoid Yuto’s eyes.
"Daijoubu." Ryosuke try to remain cool. This confusing atmosphere are seriously a mess! "Get to your class now, Yuto-kun. I'm going to mine too," he added - still maintain his cool tone in words tough his heart is beating too crazy right now.
"Ah. You're right. Okay see you later Yama-chan!" the taller guy bid Ryosuke goodbye and he had already headed in the building. And Ryosuke started to walk to his own class after he just eyed Yuto's back fading slowly - with a visible thin smile on his.
"I love you Yuto-kun."
"By any chance, will my feelings reach you? "
"I hope that day will come. "
"Grant my wish, Kami-sama. "
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"You're almost late, Ryo-chaaaaan~~" Ryosuke best friends, Yuri asks while pinches Ryosuke's cheeks playfully
"Yeah I know," Ryosuke put his face on the desk. "Now stop playing with my cheeks," he pouts.
"Ryo-chan, choo kawaii! You know I can't. Your cheek is my precious toys." Yuri said - still pinching Ryosuke's cheeks. Ryosuke is so adorable even this little squirrel also can't deny it. That stupid Yuto should be thankful to god for having this cute boy who badly has a crush on him - for a long long long time.
"Yeah yeah whatever,"
"So I found you were with Nakajima-senpai a while ago? Anything good happen?" Yuri asks teasingly.
"Y-Yuto-kun is my childhood friends! I-is that wrong?" Ryosuke's face slightly blushed.
"Booooo ~ Ryo-chan I know something happened, it written all over your face, just a while ago when you with him," Yuri grins.
"Hey! I told you its nothing! Baka Yuri," seriously. nothing happened right? Its just Yuto - his childhood friends who walked together with him to school with their hand connected together. I repeat, CHILDHOOD FRIENDS. Ryosuke smiled bitterly. Yeah, truth always hurt. Okay even its just that but Ryosuke also dont know why he found himself doesnt want to tell the truth. Even with his best friends. Maybe because if he tell this to the little squirrel beside him, he can't make himself shut from teasing him all the time. Well, everyone knows Yuri.
"okay whatever," Yuri shrugged his shoulder. "Ah. Valentine's Day is around the corner. Ryo-chan, you should give Nakajima-senpai a gift!"
"Crap! I almost forgot that!!!" He shouted out as he messed his hair."Mouu Yuri what should I do?!"
"Well I'm afraid I can't help you. I can't bake. But you can, right? How about bake him a cake?" Yuri suggested.
A paused.
"...Oh. Yeah just like last year." Ryosuke chuckled bitterly. "And he'll accept that as a friend. Nothing more than that..." he remembered the time when he tried his best for the cake. Of course, Yuto accept it happily - making Ryosuke felt there's some hope for his feelings. But what Yuto said then had just seriously making his heart broke mentally.
"Thank you Yama-chan! You're my best friends FOREVER!"
"Why did I ever love you from the start…?" he cried inside his head.
Yuri suddenly felt a bit panic - seeing his friends releasing a gloomy aura and the guy's face seems like wanna cry. He didnt expect the atmosphere that was so nice a while ago could just turn upside down in a blink of seconds. He felt sorry for Ryosuke. He could see that Ryosuke is suffering badly. "I-I'm sorry Ryo-chan. I didn't mean to-" he try to persuade the guy but suddenly the guy cut his words.
"It's okay Yuri. I'm okay. I know it already. I accept the fact that he'll just see me as his childhood friends..." Ryosuke paused his words try to gain some courage "...Forever." He smiled, but this time, the bitterness on Ryosuke's smile is visible enough for Yuri to see.
"I'm sorry again Ryo-chan. Blame my stupidness for bringing this topic at the first place," he said softly as he hugged Ryosuke so tight try to comfort him and hope the pain will dimmed slowly.
Ryosuke shook his head. "No it's not your fault." He said. "Now forget about that." A thin smile drew on his face as he tried to hide his pain.
"Okay," Yuri nodded slowly. He just loves his friends so much. But what can he do? He can’t blame that Nakajima guy alone. It’s not his fault. Yuri let out a long sigh. Now what can he do is just pray for his friend happiness. He hugs Ryosuke tighter as he caressing his hair lovingly - like a loving mom. Yuri can be mean with his sharp tongue but so loving to his friends at times.
"Mouu Yuri I can't breathe!"
"Opps, sorry! Theheee~"
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The class ended. As soon as the bell signalling for dismissal rang, Ryosuke immediately fixed his things back to his bag. That’s the time when Yuri suddenly approached him.
"Ryo-chan, I want to show you something! " Yuri mouthed as he slam his both palms on Ryosuke’s desk.
"What's it?" the other replied quietly - still focused on packing his things.
"Just come with me. I’m sure you’ll like it, " with that Yuri grabbed the other guy hand and headed out the building together. Fortunately Ryosuke just had finished packing. So he clutches to his bag with his another hand so tight as he let Yuri grip the another bring him to anywhere. Ryosuke raised his eyebrows when the time Yuri stopped themself in front of a confectionary. The sweet scent of sweets and chocolates can be smell through the open window.
"Here, " Yuri said as he bring the guy in.
"You eagerly bring me here just for this?"
"Yhep. A few moments ago I talked to a girl. Well, I asked her about some gift for Valentine’s day and she suggested me this things," Yuri said as he pointing to certain direction - small chocolates by letters written on each of it. Well, it seems like they having a sale for this. "We call it chocolate messages."
"I dont know you interested on this girly things, "
"Talk to yourself," Yuri stuck his tongue out. "I’m helping you baka! "
"Are you for real Yuri?!" Ryosuke raised his eyebrows.
"Why? "
" What can I do with this thing? "
Yuri rolled his eyes."Are you dumb?" he mouthed as he pick up two chocolate that have written each ‘Yu’ and ‘To’ on it and show it with his both hand. Yuto’s name now can be clearly be seen by Ryosuke. "See? You can give your message to him without you open your mouth."
"For what? I think it’s better to just write them on paper. Yuto-kun will not eat it tough," he said sarcastically.
"So this friend of mine is really a thickheaded." Yuri murmured. He narrowed his eyes as he furrowed his eyebrows staring at Ryosuke.
"what? That hurts, Yuri! I’m just telling you the truth!"
"Now do whatever you want. I’m showing you this is just for a reason - to help you. "
"And I think it’s the time for you to tell him your feelings, " Yuri added - making Ryosuke frowned.
"What? Y-you know Yuri I can’t. I-I’m... "
"Afraid that he’ll not accept your feelings?" Yuri cut his sentences.
"...and after that he’ll start avoiding you?" Ryosuke can just nodded weakly. All of what Yuri said is true.
"Ryo-chan, listen. You had love Nakajima-senpai for a long time. Keeping it silent for your feeling will just make you hurt more and more! " The latter patted Ryosuke’s back. "Don’t worry. I know Nakajima-senpai is a nice guy. I’m sure he’ll still wanna be your friends even after he know your feelings. "
"Trust me, Ryosuke. You can’t be like this forever. "
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Recess time and Ryosuke and Yuri are having their lunch together at the rooftop. Both of them chatting about random things when they heard two voices - unfamiliar and another is familiar to Ryosuke.
They found where it comes from - behind the doorway. Yuri smirked evilishly to Ryosuke motioning the guy to follow him peeking.
"It must be a confession. Let’s see who that lucky guy is," Ryosuke just nodded as one of the voices seems so familiar with him. Ryosuke wonders who it is. He walks carefully and slowly behind Yuri.
The time they stopped and hide carefully behind the wall, both Ryosuke and Yuri shocked in suprise. In front of their eyes is Nakajima Yuto with a cute girl. Ryosuke widened his eyes couldn’t believe on what he sees. His first love, Yuto is with a cute girl. He felt a pang inside his heart. A painful strike.
"No way. Nakajima-senpai is with Ohgo-san? " said Yuri half whispered.
"Yuri, you know her? " Yuri just answered with quick nods.
Who's that girl - Ryosuke doesnt want to know.
Right now he just felt his heart starting to crumble. His body is trembling. Afraid to losing Yuto.
"Yuto-kun, I love you." The girl said in a go.
A paused.
"Your answer, Yuto-kun? " asks the girl patientless after the silent taking place for the atmosphere too long.
Yuto scratches his nape as he lower his gaze. "etou- How should I say this? "
the girl tilted her head with that hopeful emotion glued on her face.
Ryosuke clenches his fist. He can’t take it anymore. What will he do if Yuto will say yes? He lowered his eyes biting his bottom lip cannot seeing the scenes anymore.
"Suzuka-chan. " Yuto started.
"They must be close. Nakajima-senpai got to call her with ‘Suzuka-chan’. And Ohgo-san call Nakajima-senpai by ‘Yuto-kun’ too," Yuri exclaimed.
"Wait?! Just now Yuto-kun called the girl by her first name?! " Ryosuke felt so stings.
"Y-yeah?" The girl asks - slightly nervous maybe.
"Gomen. I can’t." Yuto straightened his back, facing Suzuka with that serious face.
The girl frowned. But soon after that she curved a thin smile - staring at Yuto who looks so guilty.
"Ah. Daijoubu Yuto-kun. I just want you to know my feelings."
"Ah. Suzuka-chan we still friends right?"
"You fool of course we are!" she patted Yuto’s shoulder laughing. Yuto just replied it with a smile. He know that Suzuka tried to hide her pain but what he can do? Yeah he likes Suzuka too but no more than a friends.
Both Ryosuke and Yuri heaved a sigh relief. And the most happiest one is of course Ryosuke. His face curved a relief smile - still eyed on Yuto and Suzuka.
"Yokatta ne."
"They’re just best friends."
Yuri just smiled to Ryosuke. He felt happy for Ryosuke too.
"So that’s why I’m not asking you to go out with me - I know your answer is firmly a no. " Suzuka exclaimed as she stares at the skies, smiling.
"Eh? Why?"
Suzuka turned her head facing Yuto. She chuckled a bit and come closer to Yuto and whispered something. Ryosuke in the other hand just watch it as he felt some jealousy. "H-how did you know, Suzuka-chan?!" Ryosuke frowned seeing Yuto suddenly blushing.
" you’re so obvious, you know? Yeah you can hide it from other people but not me. You fell at that chibi so badly!"
"Argh Suzuka-chan don’t tell anyone!" Yuto clasp his hands begging Suzuka. Suzuka couldn’t help to just nodded quickly.
Again, he couldn’t believe on what he just heard. He felt himself wanna cry.
"Yuto-kun… he has someone he loves?"
Can’t take seeing Ryosuke painful face anymore, Yuri dragged Ryosuke away from that two.
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A/N: a tons of grammatical error. feel wanna commite suicide when I read it back //crying at the corner//