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It all hurts. So very much. At first I wasn't feeling very much. But all of a sudden I came apart at the seams. For the first time in a while, I cried. Not silently, no. I broke down. And I needed it. I needed to feel that pain, that sadness. And now that the tears have been spent, I understand. I feel a great deal better that things will be happy again soon, and that I won't have to cry again for a long while.