Apr 05, 2010 08:17
It's easy getting over someone who mistreated you beyond forgiveness. It's ten times harder to forget someone who's only fault was a lack of communication. Going on week two and still feel like I want to turn back time and tell her every day how much I don't want to be without her and want to work on things.
I've decided to go back on anti-depressants because I've been having trouble dealing with my emotions for the past year and a half that I've been off them. I feel it is also a reason why things got as bad as they did. It sucks knowing that I can't be happy without the help of medicine.
Here we go again. Hopefully things will get better.