It's been so long
I've been neglecting my journal hard out for the past while. It sucks because right now I really feel like I need it. So much has happened. From Jeri drama, to hospital drama, to new girls.
Almost everyone has heard about the fight with Jeri by now. And almost everyone thought I was nuts for still stayin with her after all that shit. What can I say? I thought I was in love. I thought she was the one I was meant to be with. And then she just kept fucking me over and I just didn't learn my lesson. Now it's officially over though. We don't talk. Don't text. Don't see eachother. I'm feeling pretty good about it. I guess because I have someone right now that I am totally smitten with. She's just amazing to talk to and beautiful to boot. I just can't seem to get her off my mind lately. She's the kindda girl that sends you the first text message to see how your day is going. Or calls right before you go to sleep to make sure you hear her voice wishing you a good night and sweet dreams. I miss her every second we're not talking.
You all know me and the kindda girls I go for. The studs and AGs that don't really help me in life and just make me feel like shit. But this one, she's kindda like me.. Only a little more rugged. Ok ok.. Enough about my love interest :P
About the hospital. I don't know if anyone knows, but recently I've been having really bad sick spells. It came to the point where I was constantly vomiting, had hot flashes and came to the point of nearly fainting. After a million and one blood tests, the only thing they came up with was that my platelets were low. They're somehow connecting it to hemophilia. I also dunno if anyone else knows, but I bruise randomly and surprisingly fast. So, since I don't have the money for the tests right now, I have to wait and hope I don't get a random nose bleed. Cause that could result in a trip to the ER. So yea... Fun.
ALSO!!! New job startin Monday. It's a regular office job with benefits and everything. I'm so fuckin happy about it, you have no clue. But I guess that's it. Goodnight
Almost everyone has heard about the fight with Jeri by now. And almost everyone thought I was nuts for still stayin with her after all that shit. What can I say? I thought I was in love. I thought she was the one I was meant to be with. And then she just kept fucking me over and I just didn't learn my lesson. Now it's officially over though. We don't talk. Don't text. Don't see eachother. I'm feeling pretty good about it. I guess because I have someone right now that I am totally smitten with. She's just amazing to talk to and beautiful to boot. I just can't seem to get her off my mind lately. She's the kindda girl that sends you the first text message to see how your day is going. Or calls right before you go to sleep to make sure you hear her voice wishing you a good night and sweet dreams. I miss her every second we're not talking.
You all know me and the kindda girls I go for. The studs and AGs that don't really help me in life and just make me feel like shit. But this one, she's kindda like me.. Only a little more rugged. Ok ok.. Enough about my love interest :P
About the hospital. I don't know if anyone knows, but recently I've been having really bad sick spells. It came to the point where I was constantly vomiting, had hot flashes and came to the point of nearly fainting. After a million and one blood tests, the only thing they came up with was that my platelets were low. They're somehow connecting it to hemophilia. I also dunno if anyone else knows, but I bruise randomly and surprisingly fast. So, since I don't have the money for the tests right now, I have to wait and hope I don't get a random nose bleed. Cause that could result in a trip to the ER. So yea... Fun.
ALSO!!! New job startin Monday. It's a regular office job with benefits and everything. I'm so fuckin happy about it, you have no clue. But I guess that's it. Goodnight