Kagrra,
"Where Kagrra, is, is where everyone is. Where everyone is, is where I am."
It hurts...I'm almost never upset about things artist do...I fangirl but I think I'm a fairly levelheaded person so I don't go overboard trying to kill their girlfriends or cursing them for changing their musical style...
But I'm crying right now because a band I love so deeply is meeting it's end.
It hurts because I found out so suddenly...Because of work I've been away from all my fandoms...so I got a mail from CD Japan in the morning about the new album and I was like "Yay!! More Kagrra, *orders right away* " and then in the afternoon I read rookeesbiatsch post and I get the shock of my life...I tought "Why?...What happened? Is this a joke?! Someone tell me it is..."
It hurts because I thought they would be as BUCK-TICK...they would stick together for decades and keep making great music, being dorks and making my life complete...
It hurts because (at least in the moment I'm writing this) I don't know the reason of the disbanding...there are bands who have problems among the members or stuff like that, I don't know what may have happened to them...is it that they are having personal problems? They seemed to get along so well, I loved how they seemed like real friends!!..then is it a PSC decision?!?? I mean they are not as profitable as the GazettE or alicenine. I know that but they wouldn't do such a horrible thing like this would they?? Then is just the band doesn't meet their expectations anymore? Then I respect their decision but I'm still sad and I kinda hope they would keep themselves in the music scene...
Finally it hurts because I always thought I could be able to go to one of their lives...I mean "they've come to Brazil so maybe next time they will come to Mexico!" I thought...then some time after I met sono_ike I was so happy about the fact that she also liked Kagrra,...and since she's become a great friend I always thought we would be going together to a Kagrra, live...I was event totally willing to go to the US if it they decided to go there...
Kagrra,'s music was so pretty and I loved the fact that they kept always those traditional japanese sounds. You could say whatever about Isshi's voice...he may be out of tune in some lives and whatever but the man was a great performer and his lyrics are just pure beauty, he writes deep and rich songs. The fact that a young man like Shin proudly played a traditional instrument like the koto made me admire them, Akiya melted me with his smile and wowed me with his guitar playing...gosh I'm gonna miss Nao's funny antics and coolness on and off stage, and Izumi's drumming, because even if it was simple it always catched my ears. They've helped the GazettE and alicenine. to develop their music when they were starting, I can't forget about that either.
The fandom is so small...I know this may be one of the reasons behind the disbanding but still I've never seen such a passionate, loyal and NICE fandom, because really, it was one of the few which wasn't plagued with idiotic and rabid fangirls, and it was one of the few where the music was just as important as their new looks, it had truly devoted people, I'm happy I could be a part of it...
I don't know what else to write...I'm out of words and I just wanted to take everything out of my chest...and apart from aokakesu I didn't have anyone else near to share my pain with...
I beg your pardon for the incoherence of the writing...I just poured everything on the keyboard as I was feeling it and it's been quite some time since I writed long text U_U
This has been one of my fave songs since it came out...
Click to viewI'm gonna miss them a lot and I'll never stop loving them ♥