Nov 04, 2007 07:35
Anyone ever notice that everything bad always happens at the same time? Yeah...
But of all things, for this to be the final straw... It's unbelievable.
I had a dream. In that dream, there was a symphonic pieces- I was directing it to the aurora borealis.
Sometimes a story with write itself in my head in someone else's voice. Hearing a story without literally hearing it is nothing knew to me.
But never, never have I been able to hear music.
Remember music, yes. 'Hear' music in my dreams because I or someone else was playing an instrument, yes.
This, never.
It was one of the most simple but beautiful pieces I have ever heard, with just violins, cellos, a bit of bass, and a choral group.
That was all. But it was beautiful.
While I was dreaming I was thinking I should write it down, but I knew it wouldn't do any good because I don't know my theory so I wasn't sure what key it was in... what note the song started on for god's sake.
Of all damned things! Not that anyone fucking cares but...
but...
I can't bear this bullshit anymore. Why?
Why does this always happen?