Oiiiiiii... Finally an update. Wow, o.o; Man I'm gone for a while dealing with real life and I look at what happened while I was gone. My thoughts, "WTF? I'm not going back through all this! What's here's enough to deal with!" Anyway.. So, I've got good news and I've got bad news.
The good news is I got a job and I am back now, well, sort of. That's where the bad news comes in. The finances are basically nil so now I'm working two jobs which has me tired and busy, however it's managing for now. But yeah, so you will see me around a little bit more now. Yay.
Lets see... o.o What else is there? Mwar... Jesus, I'm so out of whack I feel out of place posting. Anyway.... Well, I've been trying to keep myself functioning amid the stress, thank god for the muses. They've really been a help lately though it's somewhat worn them ragged too.. I know Nooj has been stepping in and doing a lot of emotional fronting lately on my behalf to save my energy even though he's feeling worn. Blah.. Anyway..... o.o;;; What else... GOD I NEED TO THINK!!! THINK I SAY! J-rock music is good, that has been my mainstay as far as my listening goes and maybe it's just my mood right now but it has seemed to fit me lately both in my up and down moods.
I -might- even get on aim tonight a teeny bit or tomorrow for an hour or two if work doesn't call me in. No promises though because not only are the shifts I work long, but they are prone to call me even on the days off because I told them I could use the money. Blah.. It sucks having financial problems. In other news, I decided to do something and here's what it is. I have been thinking I will reveal a little of myself to you all so listen damn good while you can because this is all you will ever get out of me. EVER. And I mean it.
If you want to call me something other than Kuro, I'm Liz. Just Liz. And I am from Florida. There, I've revealed all I ever intend to because well, I just have my boundaries and that's as far as they go. I will give you all that small piece of me, but ask for no more or else I will be forced to become hostile. XDD Yup, I'm like, "Nope, not seeing anybody in real life". That's just me, I'm here because well, I want to see people, but not in an irl setting. It's nice for me just to be the faceless girl because people are seeing my words and thoughts rather than my face. They have to judge me on what I reveal of myself, -not- what they see. Blargh. Anyway, so that was my weird moment of "OMG I'M GONNA TELL ABOUT ME".
o______o;;;;; And what else.. Oh, for those who never saw it last time I appeared and had posted to
onewingedhyu, The goats are no longer here either. Yup, they cost too much so we had to sell them all but so we can keep the barbed wire fence up we must have an agricultural animal so now I own a miniature gelded mule. He's really cute and I need to spend some time with him because he's getting snarky lately. Oh, and his name's Gippal.
Man... so much has gone on when I was away I really don't want to reflect over the job interview-hell that went on the last couple of weeks so you know what? I won't! Hah! *dies* X_x In short, it sucked even thought I finally fricking got a job. Blaaaaaaahhhhhhhh....
And I like, suck at posting now. I mean, I'm long winded but I just feel akward writing here. I'll get back into the swing eventually. All this real life has gotten me out of touch with the electronic world. XDD I NEED TO SYNCHRONIZE!!!! *dies* And I'm a spaz, also the result of little sleep, long work hours, too much caffiene and a lot of stress. Yippee!
So, I guess I should shut up for now. I may be around a little longer so if I see ya then I'll see ya and if I don't see you now then I'll see you later.
Oh, and Nia, If you're not too busy SKITTERING about the net with Talyn I wouldn't mind a little conversing or a slight bit of rping over aim. *shrugs* Like I said, if you're not too caught up with her. *snarks*
So, that is all I have to say!
****THE KURO HAS SPOKEN****