100 Confessions Meme
This took me three days to come up with. XD Some are silly. WhatEVA.
100 Confessions
1. I complain about my weight but it doesn't really worry me. I eat a lot and it's all pretty nutritious so...
2. High heels make me feel like a grown-up lady and make feel sexy. XD
3. I haven't ever been on a real date.
4. I've never been kissed. But my 1st technical kiss was stolen from me by a girl.
5. Yes, I am a virgin and I don't want to have sex until I get married. But not because of my Catholic background or anything. My dad has recommended to my brother and I to not have sex until we're out of school but nothing about waiting till marriage.
6. I'm self-confident about what I can do and what and how I am but I doubt my ability to get a boyfriend as a result of my boyish aspects.
7. I consistently need to be told how amazing I am because when it's said a few times, I don't believe it.
8. I sometimes feel like I'll be alone forever and really do entertain ideas of joining a nunnery.
9. I once gave up fighting with my brother for Lent and bawled my eyes out when I broke it. I took it very seriously. My dad was the only one who could get me to calm down and feel better again.
10. I love my dog but I often feel he doesn't love me. Because of this, I think about what new dog we’ll get when he dies. I feel bad because I really do love my dog, but I want him to love me too.
11. I used to be depressed for about three years. One morning, I woke up and said I didn't want to be that way anymore and over the next few months I "grew out of it".
12. Rarely, I get massive depressive attacks. I never contemplate suicide. It usually revolves around feeling unloved.
13. I often go to coscom, look up people who have cosplayed the same character as me and critique them in my head. I only do the ones I'm cosplaying/cosplayed. It's actually a good way to see where you don't want to go wrong.
14. I complain more about the cold than the heat as I get cold really easily due to my lack of body heat.
15. I'm horrible at admitting I was wrong but I grit my teeth and do it sooner rather than later.
16. I don't like my teeth. XD I've always wanted braces to have perfect, straight teeth.
17. I love physical contact and crave it often but I feel horrible and selfish imposing myself on others.
18. I don't like relying on others for anything. It makes me feel like a burden.
19. I love to help people; give of myself.
20. When something's bothering me in anyway, I suck it up and learn to get over it.
21. I can actually do some damage when I mean to. I have dislocated a guy's jaw from a kick.
22. I love mornings when the sun casts underwater-like shadows on my wall.
23. Clouds make me feel totally insignificant.
24. I hate feeling stupid. I will be up front about not knowing something if I don't as a result.
25. I hate people who use the bible, children, and other stupid excuses for being against something, especially gay rights.
26. I hate people who judge without knowing anything about a person.
27. I don't think I'll ever own a car. I also don't drive very well since I hardly ever get the chance to do so.
28. I don't fear death.
29. I'd love to die for someone else; it'd be my perfect death.
30. I feel bad for liking another person after I claimed to have loved someone else. I'm just trying to move on out of an impossible situation. And it’s not like I don’t like that other person anymore.
31. I don't like my mother because she doesn't understand that she did something wrong. But I have forgiven her.
32. My heart has gotten fluttery when I think about a certain someone, lately.
33. I really do want to have kids.
34. If I'm not 100% sure of something, I never take the risk. (Same goes for relationships, I guess.)
35. I hate to be confronted about something but will admit whole-heartedly when I was wrong about something.
36. I don't have a best friend.
37. I don't like that my dad and uncle smoke and that the smell clings to me. :/
38. I want to kill my uncle when he's drunk.
39. I don't take compliments well.
40. I don't feel like I could ever be considered cute. I just don't have one of those faces.
41. I feel I relate more to guys than girls. Girls often piss me off.
42. I try to go to bed 8 hours before I have to get up so I get all the sleep I need. I don't have to though.
43. When I eat colorful candy, I can't eat two of the same color. I can eat uneven numbers and all that but two of the same color and one goes back in the bag.
44. I have lived where I've lived all my life. I haven't even been out of my area except for trips to MetroCon and once to Disney.
45. I really wanna write a story about a straight couple lately.
46. I have a guitar that's not mine and that I can't play.
47. I love to sing.
48. I like talking in person rather than on the phone.
49. I check my e-mail, LJ, and dA several times a day.
50. I believe in God and him looking out for me. I have a hard time believing in the devil the way others do.
51. Even though my stories often take place in Japan, I hardly ever use the language in them.
52. If you ask me something and I like/know you, I will most likely tell you the absolute truth.
53. I take buses everywhere. And I hate them.
54. I don't like hot dogs and bacon. I think they're disgusting.
55. The only chocolate I don't like is dark chocolate because it's too bitter.
56. I love surprises. And I hate when people ruin them for me.
57. I'm reallllly patient about most things.
58. No one ever calls me.
59. I have never been to a sporting event. (Like, a baseball game?)
60. I have only been to Disney World once and I was 10.
61. I have ridden a horse and even jumped a fence on it.
62. I used to be a tomboy and wear guy clothes and long sleeves all the time. I didn't wear a skirt to school till high school.
63. If I don't like a song, I will delete it, whether it's part of an album or not.
64. I read Siddhartha when I was in the 4th grade. (It’s a 10th grade book.)
65. I don't PMS. There's too much testosterone in my house.
66. If a manga's art is bad, I can't read it. Even if the story is good, the bad art distracts me.
67. I want to learn to play the flute and harp.
68. I have dinner on a schedule. Monday is spaghetti and meatballs. Tuesday is mac and cheese or spaghetti os and meatballs or occasionally grilled cheese. Wednesday is ramen. Thursday is lasagna. Friday is fish. Saturday is pizza and Sunday is chicken and mash potatoes and gravy with root beer floats. It's been like this since I was young.
69. My mom used to do my hair like Bam Bam from the Flintstones, but with a pencil.
70. I don't like scary movies because my empathy puts me in the main character's body. So if they're scared or hurt I am too.
71. The only video game I have fully beat without the help of anyone is Legend of Zelda: Ocarina of Time. But the first time I played it, my brother had to help me with the Shadow Temple. It was too scary.
72. I really don't like aliens. I saw the new Indiana Jones movie and the aliens in it left me scared for weeks.
73. I liked Brittney Spears when I was in Elementary School.
74. I used to hang with the wrong crowd.
75. I used to be a goth.
76. I used to be a ghetto kid and say f**k in every sentence.
77. I have been hit in the head with a staff 16 times by my own occurrence.
78. I have kicked my brother in the eye, slashed his arm, bitten him, scratched him, slugged him, and all about generally abused him. We get into a lot of fights.
79. I used to listen to Carson Daily every Saturday morning.
80. My dad knows I write/draw yaoi/shounen ai/bl/boy's love/ect. but we don't talk about it because he thinks about the sex and gets grossed out. XD It's actually amusing.
81. I learned the macarena from my mom.
82. I used to be so bad-ass everyone, even if they didn't know me personally, knew not to mess with me.
83. I talk to my mirror.
84. I speak to myself in Japanese while on the toilet.
85. I have never gone out with any guy I've asked; only guys that ask me. All the ones I've asked turned me down.
86. I hate guys who blow their horn, wolf whistle, or the like, to get a girl's attention and often give them the finger for doing it.
87. Nearly all of my female friends always have an array of guys after them and this makes me a bit jealous. (They're okay looking guys!)
88. I used to steal Barbie clothes.
89. I used to like N*Sync and Spice Girls and owned their CDs.
90. I want to have an epic romance.
91. I want to fly. With, like, wings and all.
92. I feel guilty easily.
93. Drawing often frustrates me. Mainly the digital stuff.
94. Writing is hard for me. I often feel my stuff is lacking.
95. I don't much like bugs. But I'm not a screaming hater.
96. I think fast on my feet. If I needed to, I could come up with an elaborate, believable lie on the spot.
97. Until I was 18, my curfew was 6 PM.
98. As much as everyone likes to f**k up my name, I have never wanted to change it.
99. I never wanted to be a Princess. And even if I wanted to, I can't.
100. When I was little, I used to be very bossy to my brother. He would do anything I told him. Now, he won't do sh** for me.
Also, I tried to keep 'em PG-13. XD
~Shizu ^_^;;
100 Confessions
1. I complain about my weight but it doesn't really worry me. I eat a lot and it's all pretty nutritious so...
2. High heels make me feel like a grown-up lady and make feel sexy. XD
3. I haven't ever been on a real date.
4. I've never been kissed. But my 1st technical kiss was stolen from me by a girl.
5. Yes, I am a virgin and I don't want to have sex until I get married. But not because of my Catholic background or anything. My dad has recommended to my brother and I to not have sex until we're out of school but nothing about waiting till marriage.
6. I'm self-confident about what I can do and what and how I am but I doubt my ability to get a boyfriend as a result of my boyish aspects.
7. I consistently need to be told how amazing I am because when it's said a few times, I don't believe it.
8. I sometimes feel like I'll be alone forever and really do entertain ideas of joining a nunnery.
9. I once gave up fighting with my brother for Lent and bawled my eyes out when I broke it. I took it very seriously. My dad was the only one who could get me to calm down and feel better again.
10. I love my dog but I often feel he doesn't love me. Because of this, I think about what new dog we’ll get when he dies. I feel bad because I really do love my dog, but I want him to love me too.
11. I used to be depressed for about three years. One morning, I woke up and said I didn't want to be that way anymore and over the next few months I "grew out of it".
12. Rarely, I get massive depressive attacks. I never contemplate suicide. It usually revolves around feeling unloved.
13. I often go to coscom, look up people who have cosplayed the same character as me and critique them in my head. I only do the ones I'm cosplaying/cosplayed. It's actually a good way to see where you don't want to go wrong.
14. I complain more about the cold than the heat as I get cold really easily due to my lack of body heat.
15. I'm horrible at admitting I was wrong but I grit my teeth and do it sooner rather than later.
16. I don't like my teeth. XD I've always wanted braces to have perfect, straight teeth.
17. I love physical contact and crave it often but I feel horrible and selfish imposing myself on others.
18. I don't like relying on others for anything. It makes me feel like a burden.
19. I love to help people; give of myself.
20. When something's bothering me in anyway, I suck it up and learn to get over it.
21. I can actually do some damage when I mean to. I have dislocated a guy's jaw from a kick.
22. I love mornings when the sun casts underwater-like shadows on my wall.
23. Clouds make me feel totally insignificant.
24. I hate feeling stupid. I will be up front about not knowing something if I don't as a result.
25. I hate people who use the bible, children, and other stupid excuses for being against something, especially gay rights.
26. I hate people who judge without knowing anything about a person.
27. I don't think I'll ever own a car. I also don't drive very well since I hardly ever get the chance to do so.
28. I don't fear death.
29. I'd love to die for someone else; it'd be my perfect death.
30. I feel bad for liking another person after I claimed to have loved someone else. I'm just trying to move on out of an impossible situation. And it’s not like I don’t like that other person anymore.
31. I don't like my mother because she doesn't understand that she did something wrong. But I have forgiven her.
32. My heart has gotten fluttery when I think about a certain someone, lately.
33. I really do want to have kids.
34. If I'm not 100% sure of something, I never take the risk. (Same goes for relationships, I guess.)
35. I hate to be confronted about something but will admit whole-heartedly when I was wrong about something.
36. I don't have a best friend.
37. I don't like that my dad and uncle smoke and that the smell clings to me. :/
38. I want to kill my uncle when he's drunk.
39. I don't take compliments well.
40. I don't feel like I could ever be considered cute. I just don't have one of those faces.
41. I feel I relate more to guys than girls. Girls often piss me off.
42. I try to go to bed 8 hours before I have to get up so I get all the sleep I need. I don't have to though.
43. When I eat colorful candy, I can't eat two of the same color. I can eat uneven numbers and all that but two of the same color and one goes back in the bag.
44. I have lived where I've lived all my life. I haven't even been out of my area except for trips to MetroCon and once to Disney.
45. I really wanna write a story about a straight couple lately.
46. I have a guitar that's not mine and that I can't play.
47. I love to sing.
48. I like talking in person rather than on the phone.
49. I check my e-mail, LJ, and dA several times a day.
50. I believe in God and him looking out for me. I have a hard time believing in the devil the way others do.
51. Even though my stories often take place in Japan, I hardly ever use the language in them.
52. If you ask me something and I like/know you, I will most likely tell you the absolute truth.
53. I take buses everywhere. And I hate them.
54. I don't like hot dogs and bacon. I think they're disgusting.
55. The only chocolate I don't like is dark chocolate because it's too bitter.
56. I love surprises. And I hate when people ruin them for me.
57. I'm reallllly patient about most things.
58. No one ever calls me.
59. I have never been to a sporting event. (Like, a baseball game?)
60. I have only been to Disney World once and I was 10.
61. I have ridden a horse and even jumped a fence on it.
62. I used to be a tomboy and wear guy clothes and long sleeves all the time. I didn't wear a skirt to school till high school.
63. If I don't like a song, I will delete it, whether it's part of an album or not.
64. I read Siddhartha when I was in the 4th grade. (It’s a 10th grade book.)
65. I don't PMS. There's too much testosterone in my house.
66. If a manga's art is bad, I can't read it. Even if the story is good, the bad art distracts me.
67. I want to learn to play the flute and harp.
68. I have dinner on a schedule. Monday is spaghetti and meatballs. Tuesday is mac and cheese or spaghetti os and meatballs or occasionally grilled cheese. Wednesday is ramen. Thursday is lasagna. Friday is fish. Saturday is pizza and Sunday is chicken and mash potatoes and gravy with root beer floats. It's been like this since I was young.
69. My mom used to do my hair like Bam Bam from the Flintstones, but with a pencil.
70. I don't like scary movies because my empathy puts me in the main character's body. So if they're scared or hurt I am too.
71. The only video game I have fully beat without the help of anyone is Legend of Zelda: Ocarina of Time. But the first time I played it, my brother had to help me with the Shadow Temple. It was too scary.
72. I really don't like aliens. I saw the new Indiana Jones movie and the aliens in it left me scared for weeks.
73. I liked Brittney Spears when I was in Elementary School.
74. I used to hang with the wrong crowd.
75. I used to be a goth.
76. I used to be a ghetto kid and say f**k in every sentence.
77. I have been hit in the head with a staff 16 times by my own occurrence.
78. I have kicked my brother in the eye, slashed his arm, bitten him, scratched him, slugged him, and all about generally abused him. We get into a lot of fights.
79. I used to listen to Carson Daily every Saturday morning.
80. My dad knows I write/draw yaoi/shounen ai/bl/boy's love/ect. but we don't talk about it because he thinks about the sex and gets grossed out. XD It's actually amusing.
81. I learned the macarena from my mom.
82. I used to be so bad-ass everyone, even if they didn't know me personally, knew not to mess with me.
83. I talk to my mirror.
84. I speak to myself in Japanese while on the toilet.
85. I have never gone out with any guy I've asked; only guys that ask me. All the ones I've asked turned me down.
86. I hate guys who blow their horn, wolf whistle, or the like, to get a girl's attention and often give them the finger for doing it.
87. Nearly all of my female friends always have an array of guys after them and this makes me a bit jealous. (They're okay looking guys!)
88. I used to steal Barbie clothes.
89. I used to like N*Sync and Spice Girls and owned their CDs.
90. I want to have an epic romance.
91. I want to fly. With, like, wings and all.
92. I feel guilty easily.
93. Drawing often frustrates me. Mainly the digital stuff.
94. Writing is hard for me. I often feel my stuff is lacking.
95. I don't much like bugs. But I'm not a screaming hater.
96. I think fast on my feet. If I needed to, I could come up with an elaborate, believable lie on the spot.
97. Until I was 18, my curfew was 6 PM.
98. As much as everyone likes to f**k up my name, I have never wanted to change it.
99. I never wanted to be a Princess. And even if I wanted to, I can't.
100. When I was little, I used to be very bossy to my brother. He would do anything I told him. Now, he won't do sh** for me.
Also, I tried to keep 'em PG-13. XD
~Shizu ^_^;;