(03/OCT) After the break up (LOCK)
(Characters involved: Koyama Keiichiro, Kamenashi Kazuya? or Nakamaru Yuiichi? maybe...both? Need Kame in it though XD)
rating: none
Koyama arrived to his room glad that he didnt meet anybody in the hallways. With the blood runnin out of his nose and tears streaming down his cheeks.
He didnt know what to do, he just quickly stopped the blood and grabbed his baseball cap to hide his face. He needed a fresh air, he felt like...if he doestn get an air right now he will hyperventilate and crush down any minute.
He was pacing out of the building and didnt even apologize when he felt that he crushed into somebody who was slowly going towards him. Their shoulders crushed but he just dropped his head to be hidden behind the cap and paced out of the builiding..
When he crossed the door of it, he set of in a light run. He run thru the park and thru it he came to the lake. He run aroun it to sit at the oposite side from the path.
When he sat down. He was breathing hard. His tears stopped for a while but now he just sitting there finally again and finally fully realized what just happened.
Koyama sensei, let´s break up
His breath not calming down at all.
He was feeling like...run back, pick his chibi up from the ground, hug him tightly and never let go. But ...Shige´s words...
Get out of my life...
Right now, the first feelings were just panic, emptyness and...fear. Fear about what will the other one do, Shige is not completely ok yet, he cant stay alone!
And those were the feelings that kicked the tears back into his eyes and this time, sitting there in a wet grass, thinking that what he protected and lived for for past year and half is ending, he sobbed out aloud. His body trembling and shakin violently in his sitting position, the cup hiding his face properly. Crying as probably never before...
rating: none
Koyama arrived to his room glad that he didnt meet anybody in the hallways. With the blood runnin out of his nose and tears streaming down his cheeks.
He didnt know what to do, he just quickly stopped the blood and grabbed his baseball cap to hide his face. He needed a fresh air, he felt like...if he doestn get an air right now he will hyperventilate and crush down any minute.
He was pacing out of the building and didnt even apologize when he felt that he crushed into somebody who was slowly going towards him. Their shoulders crushed but he just dropped his head to be hidden behind the cap and paced out of the builiding..
When he crossed the door of it, he set of in a light run. He run thru the park and thru it he came to the lake. He run aroun it to sit at the oposite side from the path.
When he sat down. He was breathing hard. His tears stopped for a while but now he just sitting there finally again and finally fully realized what just happened.
Koyama sensei, let´s break up
His breath not calming down at all.
He was feeling like...run back, pick his chibi up from the ground, hug him tightly and never let go. But ...Shige´s words...
Get out of my life...
Right now, the first feelings were just panic, emptyness and...fear. Fear about what will the other one do, Shige is not completely ok yet, he cant stay alone!
And those were the feelings that kicked the tears back into his eyes and this time, sitting there in a wet grass, thinking that what he protected and lived for for past year and half is ending, he sobbed out aloud. His body trembling and shakin violently in his sitting position, the cup hiding his face properly. Crying as probably never before...