It’s been a while. I’m here again to declare that I’m not death! Geez ^^, someone think I had XD”. Yes, I may be death at times, but not literally, not yet at least. I’m not too busy at the time, but neither am I unoccupied.
Still 80% of my life, as of recently, has been spending on doujinshi-ing. Longest one is at 102 pages, and another two long doujins, derive from my fanfiction. Long doujinshi had never been my intention, but it already happened and I can’t back up. I’ll try to translate and get it here in LJ too.
What about life? Since December last year, I felt bad about something in life which continues up until now. One bad move, one wrong decision, one wrong guess that I’ve made and everything turns bad. I’ve been trying to accept it and feel okay with it, although it’s really hard.
Does anyone watch the series Lost and movie 127 hours? It kind of teaches me stuffs about life, things that must happen before you get to where you are. I’m trying to accept that. I know everyone is bound to face something bad in life. Shit happens and all. But sometimes I don’t really know whether to accept it as the part of life or deal with it in some means.
Guess I’ll just have to see how my life will play out.
Come this year, a little fight among my HS friends which I wasn’t directly involved but led to miscommunication in all of us. And nope, I’m tired of talking it out, things just need to be left alone so someone can cool down. I have faith in my HS friends the most among all kinds of friends so I’m not too worry. I just think it sucks ==” that we would have to spend some amount of time apart. After hanging out a lot for sometimes and suddenly coming to an(other) end. But no surprise, it’s not the first time -*- though.
Aside from that, I don’t know which is less pleasant…I’ve lots of things coming down on me before which could drive me nuts. Now, I have only a few things to worry about, but they all concern things that are biggy to me. It’s not going to drive me nuts, but I feel the tension and fear instead.
Being away for a little while would be so nice. I’ve already applied for a course in Melbourne. If I get to go, then okay. The only thing that I feel kind of sad is not being able to sell doujin in events anymore. No more seeing fangirls picking up my doujin. And no more meeting up with Yaoi fangils TT^TT well, if I get to leave, that is.
There, I just rant again, Anyhow, if you’re reading, thanks.
Alrighty! Doujin time!
I’d like to thank to Maihuong for the message “You haven’t even appeared on Hibari-san’s BD” That’s very inspiring ^^” also a few others that remind me I have a place here too. Which reminds me, I have Hibari’s BD doujinshi, but thai readers said it’s too saddd! I’ll translate the doujin here anyway, now that I think about it, it’s likely that LJ people might be more open to that doujin. But with KeatonGrin talking about Lollipop heads ^^(hey, i think i'll make that dub official) i think I better go for this one first.
5YL @Japan (have to be Japan only because there’re Tsuna and Hibari’s base). This doujin was written in Gokudera’s BD last year, implying 8059 (don’t you think they’re kind of official couple? =w=”)
Read from upper left panel, downward, then right column.
1/ Tsu: I’m sorry!
I’ve only broken his pot tea (that one was given by me even)
Why must he try to kill me for it!?
[from Tsuna’s POV] so scary!!!
Right column:
Gok: 10th is being chased by Hibari! Hibari, you bastard!
But…10th insists that I must never involve in his relationship with Hibari.
Saying I’d only make things more difficult.
Tsu: Gokudera-kun! Please help me, stop Hibari-san! [too scared to death]
2/ Gok: Stop Hibari? 10th wants me to stop Hibari!? Leave it to me, 10th! I’ll never let you pass, Hibari!!!
Tsu: He’s always reliable.
3/ Gok: Be gone!!!
Sfx: bam, ka-boom! Etc, etc.
Tsu: Gokudera-kun!?
Hi: What a waste of energy.
Sfx: (Gok holds Hibari’s feet *don’t know what the sfx is ^^”*)
4/ Gok: I won’t allow you to touch him! Arggg!
Tsu: Stop!
Yama: What?
Hi: He’s still not letting go…grrr
Tsu: Yamamoto!?
Yama: (from Happy mode to Dark mode)
5/ Yama: Even if you’re in the family, but if you play too rough (?) with Gokudera…
Tsu: Stop!!!
6/ Tsu: Yamamoto, please don’t fight [pries Gokudera’s hand off of Hibari’s feet]. Hibari-san! I give in! Please hurt no one no more!
Yama: What is this all about?
Gok: 10th…
Yama: Tsuna! But I can’t leave injured Gokudera either.
Tsu: Don’t worry about me! Please take care of Gokudera-kun!
7/ Tsu: to the gallow…I’m so death! (but at least Gokudera-kun will survive)
Hi: Ready to accept punishment?
Tsu: You’d do it even if I’m not ready
Hi: “Judgement”
8/ sfx: Pok
Tsu: Eh? Is that all?
Hi: End of punishment
Tsu: are you cool now?
Hi: No. But…you go as far as calling that guy for help, and even more so when he…
Gok: (I won’t let you touch him) [blood and all]
9/ Tsu: He’s making that kind of face, as if he’s considering his own action.
Gok: 10th!!!!!!!!!
Yama: Let’s treat your wound first!
There, I guess I've been writing a few of other couples aside from 1827, there're D27, 5927, 27R. But all of them concerns 1827 as main couple still. I'll get them translate next time, m'kay?