KHR TYL 1827 Doujin - the Return Home 3 (Scar)
Continued from last chapter of TYL. Doujinshi down below, my small journal here:
Today I feel strangely lonely. I don’t know if it’s because of watching the end of Prison Break with the death of Michael Scofield, leaving Sarah and little Michael alone…or I, having repeating the song “Prisoner of Love” by Utada Hikaru related to KHR fanvid: “Last Friends” which is the vid I’ve ever seen to best illustrate Tsuna’s loneliness before his two best friends came along (here's the link if you're interested: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gfaPH5qOpfY). Maybe it’s both that caused this loneliness of mine.
It’s weird, since I loved being a loner from when I started drawing KHR doujin. Before indulging myself in KHR doujin I was lonely too, that was before October last year when I came back to Thailand and didn’t have much chance to meet up with my old friends.
Yesterday I was still laughing my ass off when my Mum stared at me and asked, “You went alone?” I answered, “Yes, why?” I was talking to her about getting into the city (my house is a bit off main town) and to a knowledge center, where I could borrow many books and read. But Sunday was too crowded so I retreated to a nearby Plaza where it was much quieter and less crowded. I love it there. I got myself a coffee to settle down and read alone in content. Up to this part my Mum asked again with the same look she had earlier. “You went alone?” I repeated my answer, “Yes, why?” Really, I couldn’t help laughing so hard.
I’m sure there’s nothing weird about being a loner, right? I do have friends, but maybe not having the one who I can call this late at night (23.00) without myself thinking 'hey, she may be asleep but it's okay to call' is not enough. It’s not that I have to communicate with them all the time. I enjoy being alone as much as I enjoy being with friends. My lovely friend once told me “It’s not about seeing each other often, but how much we think of each other.” (That sounds familiar, right? If you are a Kingdom Hearts fan, no my friend doesn’t know about KH.) I would agree, sometimes. Some other times I think it’s important to see each other; it’s a pain not being able to. Ah, now I’m saying it. I guess this contradiction is normal for some people like me. One moment I’m a loner, then the next I hate being alone. Still, drawing KHR doujin and getting responses from readers made loneliness disappeared completely, I even forgot that I was lonely before that.
Eek, I didn’t mean to make it this long. I’m just venting I suppose. If anyone is reading up to this part, would you let me know? So I’ll know someone acknowledge this and that’d be more than enough. I’m getting really sulky tonight >.
Well, for the doujin! Eng sub under images.
3-1/ Tsuna: Er…what are you angry about (again), Hibari-san?
Hibari: This…
3-2/ Hibari: Can’t you use the sun-attributed box to heal it?
Tsuna: Ah, this? I tried but it didn’t work; only the wound that he shot was incurable. But…this scar will serves as a reminder of how I had died once, how everything is lost and how I caused everyone so much pain. I will not ever allow that to happen again.
3-3/ Tsuna: Does it disturb Hibari-san?
Sfx: Bang.
Hibari: It sure does.
Tsuna: Aa, right, the scar is ug-
Hibari: You’re misunderstanding, for the reason that I’m mad…
3-4/ Hibari: …is because someone else dared to leave a mark on you.
Tsuna: I’m sorry.
3-5/ Hibari: …even though I should be the only one who has that right.
Tsuna: Hibari-san…in that case…leave your mark on my body…like you used to do.
Hibari: Even if you’re not saying that, I will certainly do it.
Tsuna: Heh?...Hiii!!!
3-6/ Tsuna: Please be gentle. My body’s not at its best.
Hibari: You’ve been gunned down before, haven’t you? For what I am about to do can’t possibly be compared to that.
Tsuna: Gah.
BTW: น้องแพรวตอนพี่วาดหน้านี้ คำพูดน้องมันลอยมาล่ะ *ไม่สนใจวาดอะไรที่มันสยิวกิ้วกว่านี้เหรอ* หน้านี้เอาไปเลยคุณน้อง :D
3-7/ [Tsuna had…with everyone, hadn’t he? Have you forgotten someone?]
Arrows pointing to Tsuna: Said marks, don’t know how much more under the blanket.
Hi-bird: Hibari! Hibari! Next time is my turn…(flies off) Midori tanabiku…
[The pet…as same as his owner.]
3-8/ [Next day]
[Jiffy nap]
[Hibird would take his privilege.]