it is sad
I have a lot of money coming my way from a nice tax return yay!!!
I wonder what I need to buy most! I know I have a nice bill to pay but I want to treat myself to at least 1 thing you know!!!I may save it for a trip Im thinking of making to North Carolina. Whats funny about that is that I think I will only be able to see like 3 people out of a lot of people I really want to visist again! I know Shane invited me to stay at his place so I dont have to get a hotel room at least. I dont know if its a good idea though because apparently theres a lot of drugs there. I dont understand why Shane lets himself stay in a situation like that. Of course when I went to school with him and dated him he didnt even smoke. How come when I message him or check up on him he is always sad!??!! He has a girlfriend who takes very good care of him whom he lives with and he still seems bored! Or maybe that was just the empression I got...? I hate to see my friends throw there life away to drugs, thats all. Like David for instance though. I set him up with one of my good friends and then he started pot again and she left him for it. It hurts me so bad, arent there other problems u should have in life than making your own like that!! Dont let a chemical or plant control u!
I wonder what I need to buy most! I know I have a nice bill to pay but I want to treat myself to at least 1 thing you know!!!I may save it for a trip Im thinking of making to North Carolina. Whats funny about that is that I think I will only be able to see like 3 people out of a lot of people I really want to visist again! I know Shane invited me to stay at his place so I dont have to get a hotel room at least. I dont know if its a good idea though because apparently theres a lot of drugs there. I dont understand why Shane lets himself stay in a situation like that. Of course when I went to school with him and dated him he didnt even smoke. How come when I message him or check up on him he is always sad!??!! He has a girlfriend who takes very good care of him whom he lives with and he still seems bored! Or maybe that was just the empression I got...? I hate to see my friends throw there life away to drugs, thats all. Like David for instance though. I set him up with one of my good friends and then he started pot again and she left him for it. It hurts me so bad, arent there other problems u should have in life than making your own like that!! Dont let a chemical or plant control u!