ARGH.
Why in fuck's name does my brother have to be such an ass? I go downstairs for a bit to do something I was asked to, and as soon as I come back up the stair what do I see? Him. On the computer. On WoW.
It's Saturday. I'm going to be gone from about 7:30 to 2:30 in the morning. He's going to be on all that time tonight.
And on top of that, I lost a day yesterday. It thought yesterday was Saturday, and I missed out on a bunch of shit I could have done. I coould have donated plasma. I could have called USAA again. I could have called the fucking courthouse, for god's sake, and found out what I need to do for this stupid ticket I have. And I was stuck thinking it was Saturday until 7pm.
And so I made the usual Saturday deal with him, that he can be on all night because it's Saturday and I wasn't even going to be here. But it wasn't and he invited a friend over, and I was stuck, awake and bored and twitchy, until 6am. And then I finally fell asleep for a few hours, had weird nightmares, and woke up to him. Still on the computer.
IT'S MY FUCKING COMPUTER. Hell, it was my fucking WoW account. All I want is some time, to not think about how we don't have any money, how I don't have a job, how my tooth hurts and my ear's stopped up and I feel like a worthless piece of shit. That's it. Some time to escape.
It's not my fault it froze out here, that he couldn't go to work. It's not my fault my mom won't let him go to school like a normal kid, so he can be with his friends all the time.
What the hell am I supposed to do?
It's Saturday. I'm going to be gone from about 7:30 to 2:30 in the morning. He's going to be on all that time tonight.
And on top of that, I lost a day yesterday. It thought yesterday was Saturday, and I missed out on a bunch of shit I could have done. I coould have donated plasma. I could have called USAA again. I could have called the fucking courthouse, for god's sake, and found out what I need to do for this stupid ticket I have. And I was stuck thinking it was Saturday until 7pm.
And so I made the usual Saturday deal with him, that he can be on all night because it's Saturday and I wasn't even going to be here. But it wasn't and he invited a friend over, and I was stuck, awake and bored and twitchy, until 6am. And then I finally fell asleep for a few hours, had weird nightmares, and woke up to him. Still on the computer.
IT'S MY FUCKING COMPUTER. Hell, it was my fucking WoW account. All I want is some time, to not think about how we don't have any money, how I don't have a job, how my tooth hurts and my ear's stopped up and I feel like a worthless piece of shit. That's it. Some time to escape.
It's not my fault it froze out here, that he couldn't go to work. It's not my fault my mom won't let him go to school like a normal kid, so he can be with his friends all the time.
What the hell am I supposed to do?