Everything hurts....
My head hurts,
I got too much going on at the moment. Student's mid-year exams are coming and i just found out yesterday that i havent covered all the topics that are going to come out in the paper ( I teach 7th grade maths btw) and so with two weeks left i've little time to do much and im hoping against hope that i have the time to do some useful revision with the students.
Speaking of the students... well, lets just say that they try my patience. I am by nature a very, very, VERY patient person and these kids are really really pissing me off! Its as if they don't care for their futures, like its sooo easy to find work nowadays. They've got thick skulls and stuffed ears! Refusing to listen, refusing to grow-up, refusing to try.. i dunno eh, all i know is that i'm tired and sick of it!
My body hurts,
I think i'm coming down with something, my nose is blocked, i feel somewhat light-headed and my body feels warmer than usual. Hmm... Duh! hehehe im getting sick! or a cold, or the flu. Whichever comes first heheheh..
My Heart hurts,
I am not a cold-hearted b%tch, i am not! but my students don't know that i worry about them, i tell them but they don't seem to want to believe me. I am a teacher, if these kids act like this in my class, during my lesson, what the hell does that say about me? Doesnt that show that im not good at my job? that i lack the ability to inspire? that i suck? I dunno what to do... i heart hurts really bad. Sometimes i cry without tears. I dunt want the tears to fall. Somehow, to me that means i have given up, that there is no hope. I dun wanna think that, they're good kids. They just need serious brainwashing and an attitude adjustment.
I guess its partly my fault, i cant seem to conjure up any inspiration for them. I've lost the ability to inspire myself. Sigh.... i need a smoke.
And im so tired, so very, very tired.
Liyana
I got too much going on at the moment. Student's mid-year exams are coming and i just found out yesterday that i havent covered all the topics that are going to come out in the paper ( I teach 7th grade maths btw) and so with two weeks left i've little time to do much and im hoping against hope that i have the time to do some useful revision with the students.
Speaking of the students... well, lets just say that they try my patience. I am by nature a very, very, VERY patient person and these kids are really really pissing me off! Its as if they don't care for their futures, like its sooo easy to find work nowadays. They've got thick skulls and stuffed ears! Refusing to listen, refusing to grow-up, refusing to try.. i dunno eh, all i know is that i'm tired and sick of it!
My body hurts,
I think i'm coming down with something, my nose is blocked, i feel somewhat light-headed and my body feels warmer than usual. Hmm... Duh! hehehe im getting sick! or a cold, or the flu. Whichever comes first heheheh..
My Heart hurts,
I am not a cold-hearted b%tch, i am not! but my students don't know that i worry about them, i tell them but they don't seem to want to believe me. I am a teacher, if these kids act like this in my class, during my lesson, what the hell does that say about me? Doesnt that show that im not good at my job? that i lack the ability to inspire? that i suck? I dunno what to do... i heart hurts really bad. Sometimes i cry without tears. I dunt want the tears to fall. Somehow, to me that means i have given up, that there is no hope. I dun wanna think that, they're good kids. They just need serious brainwashing and an attitude adjustment.
I guess its partly my fault, i cant seem to conjure up any inspiration for them. I've lost the ability to inspire myself. Sigh.... i need a smoke.
And im so tired, so very, very tired.
Liyana