hmm
i figured i would update cause i had the time...whats up to anyone who even reads this anymore and well who cares anywayz. i figure i need to just vent a lil. i have been preparing for a fight with a dude a couple streets down cause him and his drunk ass friends started some shit with me when i was walking one night and i blew them off and they started throwing rocks or something and i heard the whistling and i stepped to the left...heard the whistling...stepped to the right..."is that the best you've got?" i yell . "don't worry, we've got 4 more!" pathetic response. the side stepping continued. then they started running after me and my friend and my friend was freaking out and i just kept my pace. they ran up and i freaked and i pulled my knife and screamed "hit me mother fuckers! hit me!" i snapped and they backed up. i closed my knife and proceeded to say " now why the hell are you fuckers being so fucking childish?" they started ranting something about how "this is our street!!! " BLAH BLAH bLAH!!! whatever...i stopped caring...i am actually thinking about not fighting...as much as shit will spread i dont give a shit. why should i become like all the dumb drunk redneck trash idiots out here? i don't really want to be like that...who knows maybe these rednecks do keep a brain rather than a steroids dispenser up in those heads...i could be wrong but maybe its worth a shot. who knows..i might actually solve this without violence. hopefully that will be the case otherwise i might just let him hit me and get it on. although i dont know if i would want to even hit back... fuck maybe i could just let him beat me and get the cops involve and exploit their little party house...why not? fuck it...i have options...i just gotta think. anywayz i am just gonna say my life is going mediocure...just alot of bullshit. fuck this shit...i am tired of it. i dunno ...just want it to leave me alone..why can't things just work out for me for a while. that would be rather nice. anywayz i am done with this thing...for this update at least.
take care to all
peace
-andy-
take care to all
peace
-andy-