Growing up...
So ya, things are changing in my life, for one I got off my ass and updated my journal, but thats minor. It started with a ring, yes a ring, a beautiful white gold ring, witha goreous blue stone and diamonds surounding it. This has to be the most wonderful gift I have ever recieved, and the one that means the most. Brian gave it to me in Orlando, on the day ofour 6th month anniversery, all I gave him was a card with a heart felt letter inside, but I hope it was enough, I know it wasn't as good as the beautiful trinket I got. But how is this change? It made me relize, I am not dating to date anymore, its not puppy love, coming and going. This is for real, I am a grown woman, and I am dating for real. More changes have come, like I cut my hair, SHORT, not too too short, but short, sexy short. What caused this change? Change itself, the need to grow and be more, or as one hairdresser said, to loose the child locks, and now I do feel older, kinda like when you loose your first tooth, how you know your not a baby anymore, that didn't make sense but oh well. And changes have spurred from my new hair cut, I've begun to take more care of the way I look, I take more time on my hair, and I have begin to wear a little makeup everyday, not too high matinence, but enough to say, yes I am a woman. Now instead of going out with my hair tied back and the same t-shirt and jeans I wore all four years of high school, I have a new hair dew, a new outloook on love, and a new look at myself. But its all good, because no matter what, I got Brian.