Jan 28, 2005 00:21
I am *so* happy!! I don't know where to start!!! Last night, I got to talk to Gerard and it made me so happy! I know I say this everytime I write about Gerard but I forgot how much I missed his voice!! I miss him so much! Things are starting to go back to normal now. He just started telling me he loves me again. ::Blushes:: He's such and awesome guy. I love him. I just love every second that we get to talk!! We talked and he told me he missed my voice...*sighs* So I think we're movin back towards becoming an item again. We've been talking and stuff for 4 months and 28 days. He makes me so happy. I can't help thinking about him! He's always in my mind and sometimes I find myself picking up some of his habits. *Daydreams*
Funny story:
I almost like infested his house with ants. I sent him a box for christmas and it had a tshirt and a necklace that I had bought him and some candy in the box well somehow the ants got into the box and were yeah in the box trying to get to the candy I guess the container came open or something while being shipped. eh...I felt bad but it was still funny. I told him I didn't mean that and stuff and he just laughed it off he was like "Yeah I saw it and I was like "Aah what is she trying to do to me?!" lol it was great.
The greatest thing about Gerard is that he's so understanding. Like when I told him that I wanted to take a break from being together because of school he totally understood he just blatantly said "Whatever you think is best. Whatever you want is fine with me." I love him...
He gives me goosebumps. He excited me. :) and he calls me Taki! I love my nickname! Especially when he says it! I told him that I was thinking about him like all the time and he said he thinks about me a lot too. Like just missing my voice among other things which we won't mention. Well, I better be getting to bed I have to get up at 8 am and find parking for school once again.
I love Gerard!
Sorry had to say it again.
ja ne
♥ Taki ♥
"Let the poison seep through my heart...cause nothing matters without you...."