*blushes*
Gerard makes me sooo very happy! He's filled that void that I've had in my life. I'm so happy that I have been brought Gerard. He loves me...he tells me so everyday...he wrote a poem for me saying so...he said that he could write things like that all the time and it still wouldn't describe how much feelings he has for me...He makes my heart skip a beat...he says I'm his Once in a lifetime...:)
I have never been this happy in my life!!! It's a great feeling to finally be truly happy! hehe he gets me all giddy and excited! hehe. I love this feeling! To finally not have to be depressed that someone doesn't want me or like me. He makes me feel so good! *sighs*
I kind of felt bad yesterday also though because I talk to Gerard every day and Sheena was here and all and well, I talk to him like all night but I mean I guess since I was talking to him and stuff it made her think that she was just someone I associate with. She's not. She's my sister and will always be. I told her that. She was getting the kind of depressed that I was before Gerard. Crying all the time...faking being happy just because you didn't want to upset your friends. I hated being all sad and depressed all the time. I hate when my friends are depressed because then they aren't happy and it makes me sad for them and I worry about them. so yeah...
But I'm happy nonetheless. My friends are happy for me. hehe ahh well I'm getting hungry.
ja ne
Takina
I have never been this happy in my life!!! It's a great feeling to finally be truly happy! hehe he gets me all giddy and excited! hehe. I love this feeling! To finally not have to be depressed that someone doesn't want me or like me. He makes me feel so good! *sighs*
I kind of felt bad yesterday also though because I talk to Gerard every day and Sheena was here and all and well, I talk to him like all night but I mean I guess since I was talking to him and stuff it made her think that she was just someone I associate with. She's not. She's my sister and will always be. I told her that. She was getting the kind of depressed that I was before Gerard. Crying all the time...faking being happy just because you didn't want to upset your friends. I hated being all sad and depressed all the time. I hate when my friends are depressed because then they aren't happy and it makes me sad for them and I worry about them. so yeah...
But I'm happy nonetheless. My friends are happy for me. hehe ahh well I'm getting hungry.
ja ne
Takina