Feb 28, 2005 00:44
Well seems like once again i have screwed up. My honesty, yet decision making has yet lost me another friend. I should have been true to the game the hole time yo. At first I didn't understand what I had done wrong. I felt so right in the wrong position.
So I looked at it from another view. I should be true and honest to all my friends no matter what. I came on live journal yall and tricked yall with a false image, and a real personality. Instead of exposing you all with my whole self, I only revealed part of me.
I felt good to hear from all my friends responses. Yet a loss of one, I felt cared for. For tonight, you should all do this. Think of that one special person that has made you felt good at a point of time. Rather if it had been for a short period of time, or for a long period of time. Now think what reminds you of them? What makes you think about them all the time?
Now stick with that choice. Now choose the first song that searches through your mind about them? Make a song feel as if it was an anniversary song of rememberance and how important it is. Ive done so before. Listening to the song that brought back memories, and enjoyable times you know. The song brought you together with one another, to explain what both you are searching for.
Tonight, I want you to listen to that song. Do you remember it? If not, then think about? It may be an new song, it may be an old song. Just think about it, and listen to it. A song is not just an entertainment of the mind, it is a message of rememberance of what is important and what brought you together withsome one.
Sorry if Ive confused you, sorry if I have made you mad, Im just a lil sick and agravated of my self and a lot of other things. Tonights little entry isnt as enjoyable as the rest, because now things have changed and I wonder why.
Everyone needs has someone to think back upon. When once upon a time when you were happy. I know I can think back. Can you.....