more depression
The waves of depression have gotten worse lately, as my online friends have seen firsthand... I can't really talk about this to the physically close ones, at least not in full. How can I explain I am depressed for things I can't describe? So far theraphy hasn't been very good, last thing I had was that antidepressant evaluation, and that doctor actually seemed more helpful than the therapist.
The therapist's on her last legs in my book. Cancelling 2 appointments on a row doesn't do wonders does it? So I'm staying with her, for as long as it takes me find a better one. Hopefully someone with some frame of reference towards gender identity issues. Living in a run down city, I'm not getting too hopeful.
I decided to take antidepressants seeing I couldn't get on my own two feet and do things by willpower alone. I would just lie about, like a zombie, digging into reading material or whatever to take my mind off things. Not good at all. I'm starting today, hopefully this will bring some clarity to life.
The therapist's on her last legs in my book. Cancelling 2 appointments on a row doesn't do wonders does it? So I'm staying with her, for as long as it takes me find a better one. Hopefully someone with some frame of reference towards gender identity issues. Living in a run down city, I'm not getting too hopeful.
I decided to take antidepressants seeing I couldn't get on my own two feet and do things by willpower alone. I would just lie about, like a zombie, digging into reading material or whatever to take my mind off things. Not good at all. I'm starting today, hopefully this will bring some clarity to life.