why cant things be easy
KP0189: oh my god
deficio abeo: I KNOW RIGHT
deficio abeo: ME TOO
KP0189: whats yours?
deficio abeo: i just woke up. it's my day off, so i don'
deficio abeo: t care.
deficio abeo: READY YOU GO
KP0189: okay so
KP0189: talked to johnny last night
KP0189: for, no lie, 5 hours
KP0189: oh my god its was nuts
deficio abeo: why 5 hourss?
KP0189: we were talking about everything...
KP0189: like EVERYTHING
KP0189: what went wrong, why, how we both regret it
KP0189: blah blah blah
KP0189: OH MY GOD
KP0189: and
KP0189: hes
KP0189: engaged
deficio abeo: how old is he?
KP0189: 19
KP0189: and get this
KP0189: him and his girlfriend (who he left me for) broke up for like a week like a month ago
KP0189: and he lives with this other girl
KP0189: and he fucked up
KP0189: cause they had sex
KP0189: and shes pregnant now
KP0189: but he doesnt know if its his
KP0189: HOW FUCKED UP ALEX
deficio abeo: rofl.
deficio abeo: wow.
KP0189: his girlfriend has no idea
deficio abeo: likes to slam a lot of pusssaaaaaay
KP0189: so anyway
KP0189: thats only part of the story
KP0189: basically, alot of things were said and a lot of tears were shed, on both parts
KP0189: and it came down to us wanting to get back together
deficio abeo: WHAT
deficio abeo: are you an idiot?
KP0189: ive always loved him alex
KP0189: i think i am an idiot
deficio abeo: why tf do girls do this kind of stuff man
deficio abeo: he will do the same stuff to you dude
KP0189: because girls are fucking stupid
KP0189: i dont know
KP0189: i dont think so
deficio abeo: ROFL
deficio abeo: then if you think that
deficio abeo: that's just comical
deficio abeo: "IT WON'T HAPPEN TO ME, HE LOVES ME."
deficio abeo: no.
deficio abeo: he doesn't.
deficio abeo: he says he does.
deficio abeo: but he will do the same stuff to you
am i stupid? am i right? what's gonna happen? it doesn't matter...he has his girlfriend and i have my boyfriend and long distance shit never works out, so it'll never happen again anyway. why cant things EVER be fuckin easy.
i miss being 14. i miss it so fucking much.