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just thought of giving a moment to mark my existence again LOL
so whats significant today?
woke up at around 8:30.. its actually kind of late since i fell asleep around 10:30 last night..
amazingly, i fell asleep again and woke up around 11:30..
i heard kuya fiddling with some stuff then i heard the kitchen door close..
guess its normal for me to be home alone again..
well.. i decided to finally do the laundry and get rid of the mountain of clothes in my room..
on another note,
me and hon are almost back to talking normally..
its weird that i'm intentionally trying to be reserved when talking to him..
well.. there has to be something that shows that change is much invited..
and we're working on the fuss in our own time..
weird that i have a giggling fit whenever he tries to talk with either an irish or scottish accent.. he does it well.. XD
i can really be distracted from the serious stuff.. even just for a moment..
he keeps on saying "i love you" despite my censored replies with the purring and meowing ^_^"
its not easy to reply as standard after what happened..
saying those words has a lot of heart invested in it.. i don't really say it often, if not easily..
he knows that.. so.. its kind of touching when he sobs in happiness when i have slips..
i love him of course, no matter what happened.. well, lets correct that.. despite that..
in consolation.. its no way as near as bad as what marc did.. and i'm thankful that hon is no way rearing into that direction..
he's someone trustworthy.. though it does take him time to show what he can do..
so.. i watched this movie on hbo about some pants that was supposed to magic, and it was passed through 4 friends during their summer vacation.. weird that the pants fit them all..
while waiting for the washing cycle to end, i mopped up a bit..
took a nap, took a bath.. watched more random stuff on tv..
decided to cook sinigang..
chopped up some onions and some tomatos..
then..
i cut finger with my favorite knife.. apparently.. onions jump LOL..
started sulking like a little kid..
blood was dripping along my arm.. hadn't seen as much blood as that since around 2 years ago.. (this is like the nth time i've given reference to the "two-years ago incident ^_^")
ached like hell and had to answer the phone and narrate a song list to kuya before i got to attend to the cut X|
hon was on the phone pala.. the cel was left to auto-redial since it was hard to get through the network..
yes, like a kid.. i sulked and sobbed to him. only a few things can make me cry like this and yup, this was one thing..
i hate getting cut.. and the thought that it was from a huge knife i had just sharpened a few days ago.. wahhh..
weird i was thinking an hour previous what it must feel like cutting up cadavers, when i was cutting up the meat for the sinigang..
i'm not a cadaver of course.. LOL.. i feel pain.. i'm alive.. XD
i cleaned the wound.. put a band-aid XD hurts since i felt my finger throbbing.. hon said its normal.. its a sign of good circulation..
was curious about BDSM.. it just sparked from being cut..
to think that some people like being cut.. ewww..
image searched and saw lotsa of porn like stuff XP its such a coincidence however that on a news channel, there was a kink exhibit at the museum of sex in new york right after my image search.. (so theres a museum for that? ^_^")
went to the roadside eatery to buy litro packs.. got guyabano and lemonade..
made guyabano and actually, i'm almost through the pitcher ^_^"
image searched one of these heavenly god like japanese illustrator's work.. (so yes, she is good)
omg.. and we have the same birthday XDDDDD but she's older.. but still.. XDDDDDDD
might have the guts to change my layout and use her artwork for BG..
yey..
watching imbestigador..
oh..
finally connected.. gotta go..
LOL
so whats significant today?
woke up at around 8:30.. its actually kind of late since i fell asleep around 10:30 last night..
amazingly, i fell asleep again and woke up around 11:30..
i heard kuya fiddling with some stuff then i heard the kitchen door close..
guess its normal for me to be home alone again..
well.. i decided to finally do the laundry and get rid of the mountain of clothes in my room..
on another note,
me and hon are almost back to talking normally..
its weird that i'm intentionally trying to be reserved when talking to him..
well.. there has to be something that shows that change is much invited..
and we're working on the fuss in our own time..
weird that i have a giggling fit whenever he tries to talk with either an irish or scottish accent.. he does it well.. XD
i can really be distracted from the serious stuff.. even just for a moment..
he keeps on saying "i love you" despite my censored replies with the purring and meowing ^_^"
its not easy to reply as standard after what happened..
saying those words has a lot of heart invested in it.. i don't really say it often, if not easily..
he knows that.. so.. its kind of touching when he sobs in happiness when i have slips..
i love him of course, no matter what happened.. well, lets correct that.. despite that..
in consolation.. its no way as near as bad as what marc did.. and i'm thankful that hon is no way rearing into that direction..
he's someone trustworthy.. though it does take him time to show what he can do..
so.. i watched this movie on hbo about some pants that was supposed to magic, and it was passed through 4 friends during their summer vacation.. weird that the pants fit them all..
while waiting for the washing cycle to end, i mopped up a bit..
took a nap, took a bath.. watched more random stuff on tv..
decided to cook sinigang..
chopped up some onions and some tomatos..
then..
i cut finger with my favorite knife.. apparently.. onions jump LOL..
started sulking like a little kid..
blood was dripping along my arm.. hadn't seen as much blood as that since around 2 years ago.. (this is like the nth time i've given reference to the "two-years ago incident ^_^")
ached like hell and had to answer the phone and narrate a song list to kuya before i got to attend to the cut X|
hon was on the phone pala.. the cel was left to auto-redial since it was hard to get through the network..
yes, like a kid.. i sulked and sobbed to him. only a few things can make me cry like this and yup, this was one thing..
i hate getting cut.. and the thought that it was from a huge knife i had just sharpened a few days ago.. wahhh..
weird i was thinking an hour previous what it must feel like cutting up cadavers, when i was cutting up the meat for the sinigang..
i'm not a cadaver of course.. LOL.. i feel pain.. i'm alive.. XD
i cleaned the wound.. put a band-aid XD hurts since i felt my finger throbbing.. hon said its normal.. its a sign of good circulation..
was curious about BDSM.. it just sparked from being cut..
to think that some people like being cut.. ewww..
image searched and saw lotsa of porn like stuff XP its such a coincidence however that on a news channel, there was a kink exhibit at the museum of sex in new york right after my image search.. (so theres a museum for that? ^_^")
went to the roadside eatery to buy litro packs.. got guyabano and lemonade..
made guyabano and actually, i'm almost through the pitcher ^_^"
image searched one of these heavenly god like japanese illustrator's work.. (so yes, she is good)
omg.. and we have the same birthday XDDDDD but she's older.. but still.. XDDDDDDD
might have the guts to change my layout and use her artwork for BG..
yey..
watching imbestigador..
oh..
finally connected.. gotta go..
LOL