gah!

Feb 12, 2011 20:17

I need to let this out somewhere or I'm going crazy from too much thought in my head..
  • Trying busy with that boring thing that I keep avoiding. That boring thing that keep waking me up in the middle of my good sleep everynight. Worry.. worry.. worry.. Great!!
  • I miss my happy fangirl life. I miss kya-ing and flailing over that cute-adorable-pretty ( Read more... )

my life, kamenashi kazuya, gif

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aratna February 12 2011, 15:22:04 UTC
*hug*
Doshite? ada apakah gerangan...?
I'm all ears.. ^___^

Well, it's already a good sign that you 'explode', if you hang on for a little bit, everything will be better eventually... *I've been through it, yesterday and today... ~__~*
I guess, it's better than bottled up your feeling and emotions inside... it attracts all the negative things...

let's try to look the bright sight...
- It's better to have actual boyfriend, but it feels that you're single... wakakakak XD
*bingung ya*... Enak to..? Kita terkadang bosen n pengen jadi single lagi (ngerasa bebas, dll)...*not on your condition, though~maklum c, baru anget2nya...dunia milik berdua, yang lain ngontrak... wakakakak XDD* Tapi di saat kita down n cape 'berpura2' single , bisa manis2 lagi ma pacar... *it needed sometimes, to keep the romance in the relationship*.. kan ada pepatah.."you don't know what you get, till it's gone"... kalo berasa single, baru kerasa pentingnya punya pacar... *lah, ko malah curhat akunya... wakakakak XDD*

-busy...? *sorry, I can't comment on this, I have no clue at all, but i'm all ears when you need to share it..^__^*

-let's decide one special day for kyaaa-ing ^__^ , just like when we met for real... talk nothing else than our beautiful and gorgeous boys..!!! *I need it badly, too... exam is coming...~__~*

-THAT!..I can't help too... *that's why I have 3 external HD... XDD*
I'm such crazy fangirl! I'd rather work my ass to earn money to buy me external HDD, than delete it or burn it to DVD... wakakakakak XDD

-Hating yourself is needed. So that you can improve to be better person. But not too much, dear... It's hard I know, easy to said... But I believe, if we don't love our selves, who will..?

*hug tight*
Let's try our best ne... Keep positive.. Sending you my positive aura...
Love you.. *hug* ^__^

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kurakura_chan February 12 2011, 15:41:25 UTC
aq capek cerita ke orang. panjang n complicated n too much drama. hidupny orang jepang tu penuh drama mb. beda bgt ma kita yg biasa2 ini. dramany ngalahin dorama d. n entah bagaimana aku bagai puny magnet untuk menarik orang2 smacam ini. skrg lg bantuin sahabatny pacarku yg puny trauma hidup. masalah dia berat. tp dia cm bth seseorang di sisi ny. alhasil aku lbh sering brhubungan ma dia ketimbang pacarku. aku g suka keadaan ini. dua2ny lbh muda dr aku n sama2 mnuntut perhatian. melelahkan. aku jd g pny waktu bwt diriku sendiri. aku yg meutuskan membantu so i shouldnt complaint *sighs*

yuk mb ketemuan lg. i'm free everyday. nanti bagi2 donlotan. kya2 g karuan brdua. looks like it will be fun! :D

hating my self adl issue bwt aku. tp alhamdulillah g parah amat sih mb. cm sometimes pas lg down memuncak ituny.

i'm in a bad need of warm hug. thank u so much *hugs tight*

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aratna February 12 2011, 15:54:09 UTC
kurakura_chan February 12 2011, 16:08:58 UTC
smua hal ini jd bikin aku brtany, who am i? maksudku i'm just ordinary girl tp bs puny cerita kyk gini. it's still unbelievable for me sometimes.

dia hany butuh org yg bs dipercaya, bkn bnyk teman. kt dia puny aku cukup karna seru bwt digodain. at least i could bring some laugh.

kl mw jd temeny hrs tahan banting ma kesadisanny hahaha..
fp sebenarny dia baik n pegertian bgt kok. kt dia lg g bk lowongan temen mb hehe..

hr lahir kame menentukan sgalany xDDD
goodluck mb! ganbatte!

pokokny salahkn saja hormon, hahaha..

your hugs and pats feels warm n make me feel better *snuggles*

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aratna February 12 2011, 16:29:08 UTC
kurakura_chan February 12 2011, 22:12:22 UTC
udah hampir mndekati umur nenek2 jd aq maklum hahaaha.. *kabur*
wah mb dirimu jg puny crita kyk gini jg tho? wah sugoi!! xDDD

g kok mb. anakny udah tidur pas qt ngobrol. tp dl aku prnah nany knp g bikin temen br di sana n jwb dia, g mw. dia tinggalny udah g dijepang skrg krn ada masalah yg salah 1 penyebabny aku. kita tu musuh mb dl. krjaany brtengkar tp aku capek ngadepin dia n dgn proses panjang skrg kita sdg mmbangun hub pertemanan.

hahaha nyadarny telat!!
amn..

btw, maaf br dbalas krn kemaren ketduran *hugs back*

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