Venting is good for the soul...
...and it helps keep the body count to a minimum.
Usually, I try not to let too much get to me. Stress is never good. This morning, however, I let it get to me. Bills piling up and not enough monies to go around will eventually get to everyone. I just slipped off my control button and started panicking really, really hard. See, I work a pretty good job. It's a good schedule and not too bad pay. On the other hand, it's not what I wanna do. I really want this other job, but the training for it is kinda expensive and unless I can find some sort of grant or a large sack of money drops in my lap...it ain't happening right now. We all have this vision of what we'd really love to do. Awesome career with super pay and life opening doors left and right. Then we look at what we have, and it kinda disappoints ya. I guess that's what happened. I felt like crap cause I don't have what I want. Can't really blame anyone but myself. If I want that kinda life, I have to work for it. It just won't be handed to me. So I guess I'll just keep studying and hope for the best. Eventually I cooled down and thought things through and everything is good again.
Financial news aside, everything is just peachy. Doing quite well on WoW..nearing that 40 mark. BOUT TIME!!!! Speaking of...time to XP grind.
Later,
D
Usually, I try not to let too much get to me. Stress is never good. This morning, however, I let it get to me. Bills piling up and not enough monies to go around will eventually get to everyone. I just slipped off my control button and started panicking really, really hard. See, I work a pretty good job. It's a good schedule and not too bad pay. On the other hand, it's not what I wanna do. I really want this other job, but the training for it is kinda expensive and unless I can find some sort of grant or a large sack of money drops in my lap...it ain't happening right now. We all have this vision of what we'd really love to do. Awesome career with super pay and life opening doors left and right. Then we look at what we have, and it kinda disappoints ya. I guess that's what happened. I felt like crap cause I don't have what I want. Can't really blame anyone but myself. If I want that kinda life, I have to work for it. It just won't be handed to me. So I guess I'll just keep studying and hope for the best. Eventually I cooled down and thought things through and everything is good again.
Financial news aside, everything is just peachy. Doing quite well on WoW..nearing that 40 mark. BOUT TIME!!!! Speaking of...time to XP grind.
Later,
D