It Ends Today.
Today was strangely weird. -----unlike yesterday, yesterday was such a wasted day. today, as everyone know it, is April fools. so, everyone is so excited about playing jokes and pulling pranks on everyone. hmmm, it may just be me, but i dont see any point in this odd occasion. yeah, sure, tons of fun. tempting.....but no. april fools shouldn't even exist. apologies, but i think its best that way. just that one day to pull pranks on people? you could well enough do that everyday, its bad enough we have a day made for it. agggh!~ wasted!
well, yes, its obvious that today isn't exactly my day. i have been really annoyed and exasperated today. its just this day.... its so ...frustrating? sort of...boring? well, no, today occupies me so much that i hardly have the time to yawn. maybe iv'e been dissapointed. yes, that would be right...dissapointed. i just had a biology test. it put me down so badly.----my fault. but still, today i predicted what i am capable of in the upcoming test and its not something i am particulary happy about. lets put it this way then, if i dont get this test to a satisfactory level, i am not able to do anything with my life anymore. -----my world as we know it ends right then and there. that is exactly why i have to dedicat my entire holiday to studying. for real this time, not just saying it and end up not doing anything.
Iv'e said things that i always end up not fufilling.yes, i know its my own fault and i must dealt with the consequences. but i hadn;t had much motivation lately which is a really lame excuse to get out of doing something. but right now, i cant rely on motivation anymore. i must make my own drive, i have to understand what hard work is really like.--- iv'e yet to experience that. besides, i'll have good amount of motivation anyway when i start thinking about this matter again.
anyway, besides that, i am rather satisfied with my english coursework. my original writing is coming together quite nicely. now, i don't know if iam allowed to write about fiction death-note stuff but it is my own original writing and my own ideas, so...i guess its fine. its too brilliant to get rejected anyway, i hope. i didn't plan to make it my original writing anyway because what i thought ws that this time i'd do poetry or something different instead. but i like where the stroty is going and its a simple plot anyway so, it wouldn't be as confusing.^^
well, yes, its obvious that today isn't exactly my day. i have been really annoyed and exasperated today. its just this day.... its so ...frustrating? sort of...boring? well, no, today occupies me so much that i hardly have the time to yawn. maybe iv'e been dissapointed. yes, that would be right...dissapointed. i just had a biology test. it put me down so badly.----my fault. but still, today i predicted what i am capable of in the upcoming test and its not something i am particulary happy about. lets put it this way then, if i dont get this test to a satisfactory level, i am not able to do anything with my life anymore. -----my world as we know it ends right then and there. that is exactly why i have to dedicat my entire holiday to studying. for real this time, not just saying it and end up not doing anything.
Iv'e said things that i always end up not fufilling.yes, i know its my own fault and i must dealt with the consequences. but i hadn;t had much motivation lately which is a really lame excuse to get out of doing something. but right now, i cant rely on motivation anymore. i must make my own drive, i have to understand what hard work is really like.--- iv'e yet to experience that. besides, i'll have good amount of motivation anyway when i start thinking about this matter again.
anyway, besides that, i am rather satisfied with my english coursework. my original writing is coming together quite nicely. now, i don't know if iam allowed to write about fiction death-note stuff but it is my own original writing and my own ideas, so...i guess its fine. its too brilliant to get rejected anyway, i hope. i didn't plan to make it my original writing anyway because what i thought ws that this time i'd do poetry or something different instead. but i like where the stroty is going and its a simple plot anyway so, it wouldn't be as confusing.^^