between the frustration and the Pleasure.
Had nothing but frustration all week due to massive amount of courseworks and revision. But the hell! i didn't even do the assignment properly, its nothing but last minuite work. well, aggh! my fault. deadline is everything today and tomorrow---no day later.
but i fear, coursework is only half the stress. wait until revision and past papers----- ouch!
didn't get enough sleep lately, i could see dark circles around my eyes now.----even if i do want to resemble L, but unfortunately, i just like a tired hobo without sleep. but i have been real lazy now and then and dozed off from my " work" shame, i screw things up now..
but anyway, i just feel i deserve more frustration free day. i don't really but i have to calm myself down and un-stress myself. so, i went to devaintart and google today---yay me! and i found gorgeous Light x L doujinshi online!----hell yeah! it was hot and yes, it certainly turned me on. but i feel that i haven;t been getting enough which is impossible when i have billions already. but oh well, it never satifies me., i need more than i have which is...um...ALOT! theres so much and i have not a clue on how to download it----i have to buy, but i cant becasue not allowed to. damn! cursed this wretched rules!
well, the only way to simply to keep myself entertained is to browse through countless websites and search for Light x L stuff. and so very pleased with myself and very rewarding as well. ^^ yeah! guessed it right, got the picture randomly and it is well hot. it is Light x L! i just love the interaction between the two. notice how L's kiss looks so dominat and demanding and light looks as if he 's force into it or something---probably just taken by surprise, now, i have never imagined L to have that sort of force because usually i would see this more fitting to light since he has a mind of a murderer. but L is however, a few years older than light, so it be natural wouldn't it?
But personally, L should be the one under and light should be the one in control. but either way works.
Lawl. you could practically see drips of saliva dripping down betwen their lips---if thats not seeexy, i dont know what is.. well, anyway, i have an effin science tomorrow- not prepared whatsoever. AGGGHHHH! but mmmm, not so worried about it---only slight.