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well with the exception of a late night argument from hell resulting in a mental breakdown, the past 2 days have gone by well. have to stay after tomorrow to have someone write me a recommendation.. BAH. i hate staying after. not to sound obsessive, but it screws up my plans, being that i cant spend time, if even just a bit, with him.
*sigh* gods im such a loser. i just cant get him out my my head, not that i particularly want to, but yeah, sometimes it messes with my schedule a bit.. if i have a test to make up, id rather do a crappy job and get it done during my lunch period than to miss a chance to b with him. ._. *sigh* i suppose i should give up, but i cant help the fact that everytime hes near me, my heart speeds up & i get nervous as hell, and thats just when hes near, nevermind when were sitting next to each other talking amiably. x_X
also, im 2 days away from chopping my hair off, so im nervous as hell about that too.. e_e
*sigh* gods im such a loser. i just cant get him out my my head, not that i particularly want to, but yeah, sometimes it messes with my schedule a bit.. if i have a test to make up, id rather do a crappy job and get it done during my lunch period than to miss a chance to b with him. ._. *sigh* i suppose i should give up, but i cant help the fact that everytime hes near me, my heart speeds up & i get nervous as hell, and thats just when hes near, nevermind when were sitting next to each other talking amiably. x_X
also, im 2 days away from chopping my hair off, so im nervous as hell about that too.. e_e