Baaaack ^_^
OK, I'm feeling a lot better now, as promised! [but by no means stress free] Thank you to those that were understanding :) I figured some things out, and I realize that the reason I've been distancing myself from people is because I desperately want to spend time with everyone...if that makes sense ^^;; The problem is I can't; but more accurately, that I'm not letting myself. For the past two weeks I've been telling my friends that I can't go out because I have a lot of work to do, or that I'm just too busy. And it's so frustrating! Because I want to have fun--I want to have a life--but lately I've chosen school as my priority.
The sad part is that I'm hating every minute of it u.u
But it's fine! Just dandy. By the end of January I'll be free as a bird. Why? Because colleges will no longer see my grades after that :D Yaaay for no more incentives XD
Did I mention that college applications are done? Now I just have to wait. Waitwaitwait until it drives me insaneeeeee @.@
MY ROOM..OMG. This is so unlike me, haha. I'm such a neat person most of the time, but just look at this! LOOK o_o;
In other less stress related news, I tried to give blood for the UCLA blood drive at school today and I got turned down! At first I thought it might be because of my weight/age ratio or possibly low iron or something, but The REAL problem is that my pulse is below normal! You have to be between the range of at least 55-90 and I'm 46 >.>; Apparently if I had tried to give blood I would have felt sick, fainted, been sore, or uh, something like that. Doesn't low pulse mean I'm healthy though? I thought low pulse rates were good...lol. But when I told Kyle he was like "Oh my god, you're dying!" :P That scared me...kind of. His is like 75! Maybe I should look this pulse thing up XD;; But anyway, I was really disappointed! I wasn't old enough to donate last year, and when I finally can, I get turned down -.-
..I still took a PB&J sandwich though :D It was yummy.
EDIT: Oo, Wuthering Heights is such a nice read ^^
The sad part is that I'm hating every minute of it u.u
But it's fine! Just dandy. By the end of January I'll be free as a bird. Why? Because colleges will no longer see my grades after that :D Yaaay for no more incentives XD
Did I mention that college applications are done? Now I just have to wait. Waitwaitwait until it drives me insaneeeeee @.@
MY ROOM..OMG. This is so unlike me, haha. I'm such a neat person most of the time, but just look at this! LOOK o_o;
In other less stress related news, I tried to give blood for the UCLA blood drive at school today and I got turned down! At first I thought it might be because of my weight/age ratio or possibly low iron or something, but The REAL problem is that my pulse is below normal! You have to be between the range of at least 55-90 and I'm 46 >.>; Apparently if I had tried to give blood I would have felt sick, fainted, been sore, or uh, something like that. Doesn't low pulse mean I'm healthy though? I thought low pulse rates were good...lol. But when I told Kyle he was like "Oh my god, you're dying!" :P That scared me...kind of. His is like 75! Maybe I should look this pulse thing up XD;; But anyway, I was really disappointed! I wasn't old enough to donate last year, and when I finally can, I get turned down -.-
..I still took a PB&J sandwich though :D It was yummy.
EDIT: Oo, Wuthering Heights is such a nice read ^^