Sep 11, 2005 13:49
for some reason i can not study at all.. i am having the worst time with this transition into college classes.. im used to doing bookwork and writing out stuff.. i can't stand listening to lectures and taking notes and then having to take notes on my own at home because i have the worst ADD and i can not concentrate on my own for the life of me.... eeekkkk..
and here i am sitting here not doing anything that i need to get done and playing on my laptop which is more interesting than anything else at the moment.. i really need to read for my soc class but yeah, im procrastinating.. like usual. i work from 4-11 and i hate working those long hours.. very very annoying.. so im might go job hunting this week sometime..
i dropped my ballet class... thats a weight lifted off my shoulders.. i hated it.. i almost fell asleep standing up once.
i miss everyone... i hate living at home.. im moving out next year... no more central for me, they don't have a nursing program and i want to go into neonatal nursing and work with the newborns :) i would loooove that. so i think im staying at oakland and probably getting an apartment with some of the dance team girls in beacon hill next year across from oakland's campus... sounds like a good time to me.. even though i really really really wanted to go to central... oh well, my career is more important i guess... :)
i must go do something productive, i'm getting ridiculous... have a good one.. :) xoxo take care everyone