fuck
the perfect end to the shity spring break...for one what a shity spring break...2 i cant fucking sleep at all im thinking way to much about senior tag to be able to sleep this really fucking sucks...i already cant wait till its over...im so scared of doing bad im really hard on myslef espacily in these situations like i can deal with not skateing that well sometimes but when it comes to things such as a team thing i feel like i need to do the best i can and if i dont i would be letting them down...
it really sucks i have no one to talk to right now everyone in there right mind is asleep i can't drive around because i would wake my rents up and i have no gas to go anywhere really...i can't take this i didn't want to do this in the first place because i knew that i would be all fucking paraniod and shit...but i didnt want my friends to have someone that wouldn't at least try there best i know james will kick ass, the kid is fucking going to jakes house at 5 in the morning for fuck sake just to make sure he hasn't left before he gets their...chile well is a fucking ninja nuf said...ben knows where everyone lives or at least knows someone who does...me i have a squirt gun that's about it i mean im fucking sitting here at almost 2 in the morning worrying about this it's nuts i hate it.
if my team makes it through the first round maybe it will get better maybe we will play someone not so threating or something...they know where we live but dont have the ammo yet to defete us so we have to get them before they can get their hands on some...not very hard at all...im more nervous then i have been in a long time
im not even this nervous when i get my tattoos or peircings and that shit fucking hurts sometimes...but this can make me feel like shit for a long time...i really could care less if we win..fuck it would be cool but i meen but all i really want is to make it through the first round thats really it...about the throw a party if you win dealy if we win my team can have a party but im not going to be there i really don't think that we should have to do that it's our money we won y do we have to do something for the losers??? i meen they wouldn't want me at one of their parties so y would i want to invite them to a celebration of the win??? ridiculous i say but whatever i didn't make the rules.
well i think i have gotten enough off my chest at the moment but some dumbass will comment and be like blah blah have a party its the lest you could do blah blah i don't fucking care have a damn party i won't be their
it really sucks i have no one to talk to right now everyone in there right mind is asleep i can't drive around because i would wake my rents up and i have no gas to go anywhere really...i can't take this i didn't want to do this in the first place because i knew that i would be all fucking paraniod and shit...but i didnt want my friends to have someone that wouldn't at least try there best i know james will kick ass, the kid is fucking going to jakes house at 5 in the morning for fuck sake just to make sure he hasn't left before he gets their...chile well is a fucking ninja nuf said...ben knows where everyone lives or at least knows someone who does...me i have a squirt gun that's about it i mean im fucking sitting here at almost 2 in the morning worrying about this it's nuts i hate it.
if my team makes it through the first round maybe it will get better maybe we will play someone not so threating or something...they know where we live but dont have the ammo yet to defete us so we have to get them before they can get their hands on some...not very hard at all...im more nervous then i have been in a long time
im not even this nervous when i get my tattoos or peircings and that shit fucking hurts sometimes...but this can make me feel like shit for a long time...i really could care less if we win..fuck it would be cool but i meen but all i really want is to make it through the first round thats really it...about the throw a party if you win dealy if we win my team can have a party but im not going to be there i really don't think that we should have to do that it's our money we won y do we have to do something for the losers??? i meen they wouldn't want me at one of their parties so y would i want to invite them to a celebration of the win??? ridiculous i say but whatever i didn't make the rules.
well i think i have gotten enough off my chest at the moment but some dumbass will comment and be like blah blah have a party its the lest you could do blah blah i don't fucking care have a damn party i won't be their