May 28, 2008 21:34
I'm raging inside. I'm pissed. irritated. hurt. stressed. frustrated. All the negativity is overwhelming. I havent felt like this in so long. I havent had anger push me to tears in a long LONG time. I dont think it was one specific incident that brought this upon me. It's been stackin for days, weeks... hell, even months. I've never been one to express my feelings and emotions past adjectives. I'm not one to delve into WHY it makes me pissed, WHY it makes me irritated, hurt, frustrated, etc. I dont have that feminine "let me bitch to you about EVERYTHING that's bothering me and how EMOTIONAL I am." IT'S NOT ME. Well, I'm giving adjectives of my emotions... I guess that's something.
When I become like this... I just dont want to talk. to anyone.
Short, simple and to the point.
Where's my calm?